My husband was on a business trip, and in the middle of the night I heard the doorknob turning, and I hid aside. The sound of the turn continued, and I looked at the door in a panic, a sense of foreboding welling up in my heart.
After everyone apologized to each other, he said that he always felt scared when he came back from a business trip to live alone, so he couldn't help but want to come over in the middle of the night to talk to someone.
I looked at his frightened face and felt a wave of pity in my heart. We started talking about our lives, because my husband was on a business trip a lot, and I was also alone at home for the night.
The original strangeness fades away, replaced by a wonderful sense of intimacy.
As time went on, my relationship with Li Yunhua became more and more intimate. Whenever my husband goes on a business trip, he will come over to accompany me.
Sometimes, I even feel that Li Yunhua understands me better than my husband, and our friendship has gradually evolved into a special dependence.
However, by chance, I learned that Li Yunhua's feelings for me go far beyond friendship.
Maybe it's because he relies too much on his company that he has the wrong signal. I didn't know how to deal with all this, and my heart was full of contradictions and confusion.
At this moment, my husband suddenly came back early. Looking at his tired but concerned face, my heart welled up with endless emotion.
I understand that I shouldn't run away from all this anymore, I need to face up to the confusion in my heart, and I have to face my husband and Li Yunhua.
Now, I don't know what to do. My husband's concern and Li Yunhua's love are all entangled in my heart, and I can't let go of them.
Or maybe I should decide it all with a clearer attitude. Either way, I had to make a decision.
I've been struggling internally for a while. My husband's concern and Li Yunhua's love are entangled and I can't let go.
I didn't know how to deal with the situation, and my mind was full of endless contradictions. I can't tolerate my husband communicating with Li Yunhua in private, but I can't ignore their concern for me.
However, things didn't go according to my fears. After the conversation between her husband and Li Yunhua, they showed a mature and understanding attitude.
I felt relieved that a stone in my heart had finally been put down.
However, it didn't end there. Although my relationship with my husband was reconciled, I felt a faint rift in the friendship between myself and Li Yunhua.
Late one night, I heard the doorknob turning again, and I walked to the door to find that it was Li Yunhua standing outside the door.
"Can we still be friends again?" he couldn't help but ask. I sighed deeply, feeling like I couldn't let go.
This misunderstanding left an irreparable rift in our relationship.
Now, I'm caught up in a deeper contradiction. I didn't know how to deal with Li Yunhua, and I didn't know what I really wanted in my heart.
The entanglement of feelings made me fall into a state of confusion.
I was standing at the door of my house, feeling entangled. The return of my husband made me feel an inexplicable depression, and I didn't dare to face him directly, and I didn't know how to confess to him.
My whole life seemed to be in a state of inability to let go, and I couldn't get out of it.
Under my husband's inquiry, I chose to hide it. I don't know if his return was accidental, I just want to be calm in front of him.
I started to avoid intimate contact with my husband, which confused him. Gradually, I realized that my deception was changing our relationship.
On Li Yunhua's side, his concern also made me difficult to let go. He kept calling and texting, which made me feel very embarrassed.
I felt dazed and overwhelmed, struggling with this uncontrollable thought.
During this period, my husband suddenly proposed a special trip. I was hesitant, but I chose to travel with him.
My husband showed great concern, and I was touched by his concern. But the inner contradictions and troubles made me feel breathless.
Walking on the streets of a foreign country, I suddenly figured out something in the dead of night. I can't run away anymore, I need to untangle it all.
I knew that I needed to make a decision, and I needed to break free from the contradictions in my heart. But how to face it, how to say it, I still feel insurmountable difficulties.
As the time to return home drew closer, I became more and more anxious about my future decisions. Maybe I need more courage, more determination.