That night, I spent the night at his house with my boyfriend. We've been together for two years, but this is the first time I've come to his house. He said he wanted me to know about his life and that he wanted me to meet his parents. I was a little nervous and didn't know what to expect.
When I entered his room, I saw him holding a roll of duct tape next to his bed. I thought he was going to do something, so I asked him a question. He said, "In case I'm not honest, you're going to have to get me tape around my feet before I go to bed." "I was a little angry and thought he was unreasonable. But looking at his serious expression, I also thought it was funny, so I picked up the tape and began to wrap it around his feet.
When we slept together, I was still thinking about why he wanted me to do such a thing. But we hugged and fell asleep as close as ever.
The next morning, I met with his parents. His mom greeted me in a friendly way and brought us breakfast, which I felt a little embarrassed about. After breakfast, I offered to clean up the dishes, but his mother smiled and refused. I wondered, "Why?" and his mother was very happy to see me and his performance, and said very curiously, "No, my son's food is more delicious, and he will help me make this." ”
I was a little surprised, I didn't expect him to be a guy who could cook. But seeing his somewhat uncomfortable expression, I didn't ask much, but I felt very happy. We were busy and had a pleasant morning.
At noon, we went out for a walk together. I kept holding his hand, and I was relieved that I understood the purpose of his tape the day before yesterday - he was killing the time before bed, talking to me. He spent the past two days with me, and slowly opened his heart.
We walked up to a coffee shop, and I picked up a cup of coffee and said, "Let's have a cup of coffee." He agreed, and we sat in the corner. The decoration of this coffee shop is very distinctive, and there are a lot of plants placed in the place by the window, which attracts many people.
I finished my coffee, put down my cup and looked at him and asked, "Why do you want me to bind your feet before bed?" He looked at me, smiled and said, "I actually wanted to talk to you, but I didn't know how to speak, so I came up with this idea." After listening to his words, I felt very moved, and my feelings seemed to go back to two years ago.
I also feel like our relationship has changed a little bit and become more intimate. I think he really cares about me and the relationship between us.
After this relationship, I got to know his family better, but I also found some problems. When we returned to his house, his dad happened to be home too. He is rarely at home and usually works outside. He gave me a smile when he saw me, but I sensed that there seemed to be some mixed emotions in his gaze.
After dinner, I chatted with him in his room. Just as I was about to ask his dad a question, he suddenly said seriously, "You know, my dad has always been a little partial to me. He thinks I'm good, so he always expects me to develop better. I don't hate this preference, but the pressure can make me feel tired sometimes. I didn't expect him to say this to me, and I gently shook his hand in understanding.
The next morning, I woke up to find his dad reading the newspaper in the living room. I wanted to say hello to him, but he said coldly, "Which girl are you? I haven't seen you." I replied awkwardly, "I'm XX, with your son." He was silent for a moment, and then said, "Oh, I see." Where did you go yesterday?" I felt as if he wasn't too interested in me, and was a little frustrated.
When I got back to his room, I told him about the situation, and he sighed helplessly and said, "My dad is sometimes very me, and he thinks I should do better." It's not that he doesn't really like you, he's just a little serious about everyone. "I suddenly felt a little sorry for him, and the stress of being a child had a great impact on him.
After we had a simple lunch together, he got a phone call out of the blue. The voice on the other end of the phone was a little noisy, but I still heard his father's voice: "XXX, I need you to come over immediately, I have something important to discuss." He immediately packed up his things and hurried out of the house. His mother looked at his back as he left with some concern, and I was also a little anxious. It was a few hours before he hurried home and looked a little tired.
I felt a little strange, but I didn't ask him anything.
A month later, something very bad suddenly happened to his family. His parents suddenly quarrel over trivial matters, causing chaos in the house. It was the first time I had seen such a scene, and it was very painful.
I stayed at his house for a few days, but I never saw his parents reconcile. I didn't know what to do and I wasn't too embarrassed to bother them.
One night, while we were having dinner, he suddenly stood up and said to me with a solemn face, "Things are too complicated at my house, you should go back." "His expression was serious, and I could feel the pain in his heart.
I was a little hesitant, but when I thought about the situation at their home, I didn't think there was any point in staying any longer. I had to pack my bags and say goodbye to him.
When I got home, I kept thinking about him. The situation in his home made me anxious, and I wanted to go to his house to see it, but I felt embarrassed. I was conflicted and didn't call him.
When I got back to my boyfriend's house, I felt like we were more intimate. He also became more attentive and considerate. However, it was that very night that his parents began to notice the intimacy between us, and they were clearly a little upset about it.
The next day, my boyfriend's mom called my boyfriend and asked us to go to their house and she wanted to talk to us about something. I was a little worried, and I didn't know what they were going to say to us. When they arrived at their house, her boyfriend's mother's face was a little serious, and she asked directly: "Is your relationship a little too fast? We don't want you to affect each other's future." You know, relationships take time to cultivate. ”
I feel very aggrieved because we have been together for two years and our relationship has always been stable. I tried to explain, but my boyfriend's mom didn't want to listen. The boyfriend is also on his mother's side, and although he doesn't show it on the surface, his attitude on this issue is also beginning to blur.
I could feel the tension between us escalating, and I really didn't know how to deal with it. I started to feel confused and frustrated. The days between us are gradually not as happy as they used to be. My boyfriend also seems to have become a little distant, which makes me sad.
Soon, I developed a stronger emotional bond with my boyfriend. However, this wonderful time did not last long. A few weeks later, something happened to me while he was shopping with me that made me feel very unpleasant. While waiting outside the fitting room, I overheard a group of girls discussing his name. I instinctively stopped and listened carefully. I heard one of the girls take the initiative to strike up a conversation, and then my boyfriend actually seduced her and said something that I thought was very incredible.
I left the fitting room in a rage, and he realized what I had heard. He tried to explain to himself, saying that it was just a misunderstanding. But the doubts in my heart had been planted, and I felt grief and doubt like never before. On the way home, he kept explaining and apologizing to me, admitting that it was his fault. However, I could no longer accept his explanation, and my heart had been deeply hurt.
All this made me question the feelings between us, and I don't know if we can continue. That night, neither his intimate gestures nor his gentle words could make me forget his actions during the shopping, which made me feel extremely painful. Right now, I'm torn between how to untie the knots in my heart.
Soon, we returned to his house. In the evening we had a home cooked meal together and at the table we had a great time chatting and joking. But when it comes to whether I should go to town after school to look for a job instead of staying in his hometown, we don't quite agree on the same thing. He felt that I should stay with him, and I felt that I should think more about my future. This raises some contradictions between us. I knew that this was going to be a challenge for us in the future, and I didn't have a good idea of how to deal with it.