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My name is Li Xiaoyun, I just turned 18 years old this year, and I am a sweet-looking girl with a slender body. I like to dress up, and I have to spend half an hour in front of the mirror every day to choose clothes and put on makeup. I have waist-length hair and often a ponytail, which makes me look lively and cute.
My birthday is next week, and I will have my 18th birthday coming-of-age ceremony. I live alone in the city, and my parents work out of town all year round, so birthdays are especially important to me, and I look forward to having a memorable one.
I decided to open one at home and invite some friends over to celebrate. Of course, when I say "friends," I mean boys. To be honest, I like to play emotional games and often have an affair with several guys at the same time. I love to see them smitten for me, and it gives me a sense of conquest.
I chose 5 guys who have been closest to me recently to come to my birthday.
The last one is Liu Yang, a photographer I met at the park. I was taking pictures in the park that day, and he offered to take a few pictures of me. I readily agreed. Later, we often asked out to take pictures, and I would go in beautiful clothes. Liu Yang's photos always show my beauty perfectly.
I looked at the invitations that had been sent with satisfaction, and wondered how I would "entertain" them. I will
I'll prepare good food and wine for them to drink to their heart's content. I'll be sure to wear that new skinny little black dress, pair it with high heels, and put on a smoky makeup to exude glamorous charm.
"Xiaoyun, happy birthday!" Zhang Jin hugged me with a smile and took out a gift box from behind him, "This is a gift for you." ”
I opened it and saw that it was a pearl necklace of great value, "Zhang Jin, this is too valuable, I can't ask for it." ”
"Take it, it's your birthday, it's my heart's desire. "Zhang Jin put the necklace on for me.
"Thank you, Zhang Jin. I smiled and kissed him on the cheek.
I turned on the music, dimmed the lights, and pulled out the prepared wine and beer. "Come, let's celebrate my birthday today!"
"Okay, a toast to the beautiful Xiaoyun!" Wang Jun raised his glass, and the others raised their glasses.
After three rounds of drinking, everyone was a little drunk. I got up and sat down next to Zhang Jin, took his arm, and said in a coquettish voice, "Zhang Jin, thank you for the gift you gave me, I like it so much." ”
Zhang Jin's face was slightly red, and he said excitedly: "You're welcome, as long as you like it." ”
I saw that Li Jian's face was a little ugly, so I approached him again, stroked his hand and said, "Li Jian, I also like the birthday book you gave me, how did you come up with this idea?"
Li Jian smiled shyly: "I remember that you like to collect photos, so you made this booklet on purpose." ”
I continued to tease them one by one, and a wonderful pleasure welled up in my heart as I looked at these boys who were fascinated by me. I like to play with their feelings, and it makes me feel that my charm is unstoppable.
As the night wore on, I deliberately drunk them, then pretended to be drunk myself and leaned limply on the couch.
"Xiaoyun, you're drunk, I'll send you back to your room. Zhang Jin walked over and thought
Zhang Jin came over and tried to help me up, but was blocked by Wang Jun: "I'll send Xiaoyun back to the room, you drank too much, be careful of falling her." ”
The two of them immediately began to argue over who would take me back to my room.
"Xiaoyun, you are drunk like this, I will send you back to the room. Li Jian walked over and put my arm on his shoulder.
"Who said you could send it, I'll send Xiaoyun back to her room!" Zhao Ming said dissatisfied.
"Stop, all of you!" Liu Yang suddenly raised his voice, "Today is Xiaoyun's birthday, we shouldn't quarrel." I'll take her back to her room, and you'll all sit down here. ”
I leaned into Liu Yang's arms and let him pick me up and walk to the bedroom. That's what I want, and I love seeing them jealous of me.
Liu Yang gently put me on the bed, kissed me on the forehead, and said gently: "Xiaoyun, happy birthday, I love you." ”
I smiled weakly at him, and Liu Yang's confession made my heart flutter.
Soon, everyone else came to the bedroom, and you were vying to take care of me.
"Get out of the way, I'll pour Xiaoyun a glass of water. ”
"The water is here, I'll feed Xiaoyun. ”
"Is Xiaoyun cold? Do you want me to get a blanket to cover?"
I lay on my bed, letting them serve me, and a hint of joy welled up in my heart. I was like a princess, held in the palm of my hand.
"Xiaoyun, tell me what you need, and I will meet all your requirements. Zhang Jin sat on the edge of my bed, held my hand and said.
"Me too, do whatever you tell me to do. Li Jian followed and said.
I looked at their serious faces, and a strange sense of satisfaction rose in my heart. I love the feeling of being sought after by everyone, it makes me feel like I'm unique.
"Xiaoyun, you have a good rest first, and you can tell me what you need. Wang Jun gently tucked the corners of the quilt for me.
I waved at them and sent them all out. After closing the door, a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, and I thought to myself: This group of men are all played with by me.
When I got up, I deliberately said loudly, "Oh, my head hurts, I really drank too much last night, and I can't remember anything." ”
My voice woke up a couple of boys outside the door.
"I have hangover tea here, and it will be more comfortable to drink it. Li Jian also handed over a bag of tea.
I took the medicine and tea they gave me, and said with a smile, "Thank you, I seem to have forgotten everything about last night, did you all take care of me until so late?"
"yes, we're afraid you're uncomfortable in the middle of the night. Wang Jun said.
"Xiaoyun, it's good that you're okay. Zhao Ming looked at me with concern.
I laughed inwardly, deliberately pretending to be confused, teasing their feelings.
"I also want to thank you for your birthday present, it's so expensive, I'm embarrassed. I touched the pearl necklace around my neck.
"If you like it, if you like. Zhang Jin said with a smile.
"Yes, as long as you're happy. Liu Yang also said.
I watched them feel relieved that I was happy, and a sense of pleasure welled up in my heart. I was like a domesticated pet, with a firm grip on their hearts.
"You all took care of me so late last night, you must be very tired. I said with concern, "Why don't you all have lunch with me today, and I will thank you for it." ”
"Okay, there's Xiaoyun's coriander fish, I'm already starting to drool. Wang Jun said with a smile.
"No problem, I'll help you prepare the food. Zhao Ming also said enthusiastically.
So, they rushed to prepare lunch for me. I sat at the table and watched them busy for me, and my heart welled up with satisfaction.
"Xiaoyun, is it delicious to taste this dish?" Zhang Jin put a plate of food in front of me.
"You can also try the cake I made. Li Jian brought the cake he baked.
I tasted the delicacies they had brought and was full of praise. Their faces were also filled with joy.
"Xiaoyun, I love to eat your cooking. Liu Yang said.
"Yes, I'll come to you every day to eat in the future, okay?" Wang Jun joked.
"Absolutely. I said with a smile.
After lunch, they scrambled to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and I just watched them go about their business at a leisurely pace.
This is the life I want, to be held in the palm of my hand and enjoy the love and care from them. I love the thrill of conquest, as if I was in control of everything about them.
After this kind of life of being held in the palm of everyone's hands for a while, I gradually felt a little tired of it.
At first, I was immersed in the thrill of being sought after, feeling like a princess with a life that no one else could match.
But over time, their hospitality also became unremarkable. I started to feel like they were like pet dogs, and I was bored with them. I crave new thrills and a sense of conquest.
One day, I asked them to come to my house for a meeting.
"Xiaoyun, what do you want to eat, I'll buy it now. Zhang Jin asked me as diligently as usual.
"I'm going to cook you a big meal. Zhao Ming volunteered.
"No, sit down, I have something to say. I waved my hand and said with a serious face.
They all sat down and looked at me blankly.
"We've known each other for a while, and I think it's time for us to break up. I looked them in the eye and said word by word.
"Xiaoyun, what do you mean by that?" Li Jian asked nervously.
"Meaning, I'm tired of it. I said coldly, "You guys are like my pet dogs, and you are obedient to me, and it annoys me." ”
"Xiaoyun, what are you talking about?" Wang Jun looked at me in disbelief.
"I'm telling the truth. I said mercilessly, "I'm tired of playing this game, you have to leave my life!"
They were all stunned, not knowing how to react for a moment.
"Xiaoyun, you must have misunderstood something, we can talk about it. Liu Yang tried to redeem himself.
"There's nothing to talk about, my decision won't change. I said coldly.
"Xiaoyun, I know you may have been stressed too much lately, but it's not right to vent on us. Zhang Jin also persuaded.
Ignoring their persuasions, I stood up and walked to the door and opened it.
"All go out, don't come to me in the future, we don't owe each other anything. My tone was unmistakable.
They looked at each other, got up and walked out, puzzled and pained on their faces.
I closed the door, and a sense of relief welled up in my heart. I finally got rid of this group of people and regained my freedom.
I haven't contacted any of them since. I started my life again, no longer indulging in emotional games.
I began to reflect on what I had done. I shouldn't play with other people's feelings, it's immoral. I have also come to realize that true happiness comes from reciprocal affection, not from conquest and manipulation.
This experience has made me grow a lot. I won't forget the once
This experience has made me grow a lot. I won't forget how selfish and cruel I used to be, but I will learn from my lessons and become a better person.
A year later, I met Lin Jian, a boy who shared my interests. We gradually came together, and I revealed my past to him.
"Jianjian, I have to make it clear to you that I have hurt a lot of people. I plucked up the courage to say to Lin Jian.
"Xiaoyun, let it pass. Lin Jian said softly.
"No, you have to know the truth. I said firmly, "I once dated 5 guys at the same time, just to satisfy my vanity." Later, I dumped them ruthlessly. I deeply regret what I did. ”
"But I've hurt so many people, and I still can't forgive myself. I said bitterly.
"What you can do now is become a better person and never repeat the same mistakes. Lin Jian said seriously, "You can try to find them, apologize in person, and get their understanding." ”
Lin Jian's words woke me up. Yes, I should have the courage to face my mistakes.
So, I decided to go to each of them and apologize personally.
"Zhang Jin, I'm Xiaoyun. I plucked up the courage to say, "I'm here to apologize to you." I'm really sorry I played with your feelings back then. Can you give me a chance to be a new person?"
Zhang Jin was silent for a long time, and then sighed: "Xiaoyun, I forgive you." We're all young, and it's normal to make bad decisions. It is important to be willing to make corrections. I'm fine, you can rest assured to live your new life. ”
I shook his hand gratefully, tears welling up in my eyes.
Later, I also found the others in turn and sincerely apologized to them. They still felt a little pain, but they all chose to forgive me in the end.
This series of apologies made me unload my heart. My path to becoming a new person has become more open.
I would like to thank Lin Jian for his understanding and encouragement. Being with him was the right choice in my life.
This experience gave me a deep understanding of true love and happiness. It comes from the close connection of two hearts, not from manipulation and exploitation.