Ni Ping was born in 1959, and flowers and breezes did not stop for her when she was born.
Her home was dilapidated from the start. Because of her parents' work, she and her brother were sent to the countryside and raised by her grandmother.
Grandma treated her like her own daughter, which made her feel the sincere love from her elders.
When Ni Ping was 6 years old, her parents took her back to the county seat. She was ecstatic, fantasizing about the warmth of the stove in her home. However, the reality mercilessly gave her a blow to the head - home is just a place for parents to quarrel.
Glass flew everywhere, cups and plates were in disarray, and she and her brother could only hide in the house and cry. Family affection is gone, replaced by violence and division.
In 1966, the parents finally divorced. She looked at her father's departing back, tears rippling. He finally had a father, but he left.
She would never think of him as a father again. When she was 20 years old, she changed her surname to "Ni Ping", and her relationship with her father was cut in two.
The shadow of her childhood is deeply imprinted, and she is determined to have a complete and warm home when she grows up. However, life has been full of ups and downs, and her marriage road is more rugged than she imagined.
At the age of 23, Ni Ping met a boy who fell in love in college, and the two formed a good relationship and entered the palace of marriage. Soon after her marriage, she gave birth to a daughter. Ni Ping's whole heart is on her daughter, and she wants to do her best to create a happy and comfortable environment for her to grow up.
At this time, Ni Ping was discovered as the host of the Spring Festival Gala. This is undoubtedly a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. In order to take her career to the next level, she resolutely decided to go north alone and join CCTV as a host.
Her husband was not understanding and supportive of her decision. The separation between the two places has led to a drifting distance between young marriages. For the sake of livelihood and ideals, Ni Ping had to choose divorce.
The daughter lives with her ex-husband, and she works alone in Beijing. struggled in his career, but his marriage was overshadowed. She may think of her family, and she can't help but shed a sad tear.
At the age of 32, Ni Ping met the popular film director Chen Kaige while recording a TV show. He was deeply impressed by Ni Ping's heart, and the two dated frequently, and finally established a romantic relationship.
Chen Kaige seems to be extremely fascinated by Ni Ping, and he keeps making good promises to Ni Ping, saying that he wants to marry her for the rest of his life. Ni Ping was melted by his gentleness and sweet words, and wholeheartedly believed that this was true love.
In the blink of an eye, 5 years have passed, but this relationship ended hastily in a phone call. Chen Kaige said that he had a new love and had to marry her. Ni Ping stood in front of the window and looked at the withered and scattered leaves, tears falling like rain.
It turned out that the love of the past 5 years was nothing more than wishful thinking on her part. She smiled helplessly and left without looking back. Love is a wound that she paid for sincerely, and it was shattered in the wind along with her 26-year-old youth.
After experiencing emotional ups and downs, Ni Ping was physically and mentally exhausted. Under the introduction of a friend, she met the gentle and considerate photographer Wang Wenlan. The two were like-minded and soon entered the palace of marriage.
Compared with love, Ni Ping longs for a child of her own. The pregnancy at the age of 40 almost killed her, but she still gritted her teeth and gave birth to her son. In the ward of Nuoda, the first cry of a baby sounded, and Ni Ping shed tears excitedly.
However, the joy was fleeting. My son was diagnosed with congenital cataracts and is likely to be blind in the future. Her husband's incomprehension and indifference made Ni Ping realize that only she could save her son.
So, in the next 15 years, she traveled to major hospitals at home and abroad, fighting alone, just to cure her son's eye disease. As a mother, she had to endure these thorns alone.
In the process of rushing to treat her illness, Ni Ping received a call from her brother that her father was seriously ill and dying. She hurried to her son with her arms in her arms, only to see that her father was already dying. The people in front of the bed dispersed, and she held her father's hand with red eyes.
The father murmured, asking if she had forgiven herself. "Daddy" said in a nasal voice, dissolving the estrangement between them for many years.
The father soon left for good. Ni Ping stood in front of the tomb, tears streaming down her face. Because of a misunderstanding, she never was filial to her father.
It's too late to regret it now, she will be with regret for the rest of her life. She said that if there is an afterlife, she doesn't want parents, children, or homes, because she doesn't get happiness from this life after all.
Those pasts are gone with the wind. 63-year-old Ni Ping lives indifferently in the present, living an ordinary life with her third husband. She has learned to face disappointments and smile calmly.
Because there is still music and flowers to appreciate, she still loves life.