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What does it feel like to be too poor at home?

author:Dayu begonia

My mother worked as a sanitation worker in Shenzhen, and I used to live during the summer vacation, and I can't forget her in my life that she said to take me to eat KFC, for fear that the money would be less, and I went with 1,000 yuan in cash in my arms.

What does it feel like to be too poor at home?

I'm a girl. In high school, there was only one shirt in the summer, and no change of clothes. Every night, take off and wash it, wait for your clothes to dry with your upper body naked. The shirt was worn too hard, and then it was as thin as a cicada wing, and the sleeves were torn at the corner of the table, and he continued to wear it with needle and thread, but the body was quickly washed and could not cover the body. Only then did I dare to talk to my father, who later gave me 4 yuan, so I went to the market on Sunday to buy cloth, compared more, and repeatedly calculated for every penny, finally bought cloth, and went to find a tailor who was good at low prices and craftsmanship, and emphasized to the master that he must make two pockets on his chest (because there is no money to buy small clothes to wear).

What does it feel like to be too poor at home?

When I was a child, my mother said: classmates, please eat, you don't take it, you don't take it for you. If you eat someone else's, you will have to return the invitation in the future, and our family has no money to return the invitation.

This instruction has been carried out by me, and it has also affected my behavior and character, and I can't change it for the rest of my life. High cold? Unsociable? Just the habit of being poor.

The first time I went to my girlfriend's house, I wore patched socks, I forgot about it, and when I took off my shoes when I entered the house, my future mother-in-law's heart was cold.

What does it feel like to be too poor at home?

At that time, junior high school, the brother of the lower bunk, lost his living expenses, seventy yuan. The tough guy on weekdays, playing basketball and breaking a bone, not a single tear can fall, and as a result, the night he loses money, he cries into a tearful person. Then I gave him 10 bucks and he almost fell to my knees.

What does it feel like to be too poor at home?

Adolescence, secretly called aside by the physical education teacher to ask his mother to go home and buy a bra to shape the chest.

Go home and say to my mother, my mother and neighbors spit noisy: what a broken physical education teacher, don't face! She wants to have money, why doesn't she buy it.

Later, my roommate said that I was a devil body, but I didn't know that my two breasts were outward and one was large and small.

What does it feel like to be too poor at home?

My family is not poor now, I was poor when I was a child, so even now that my family has made money, my father still cowers at places that he is not familiar with.

It is not a problem for him to go to the hot pot restaurant where he often eats to treat guests to eat for a thousand yuan, but the Michelle Ice City at the door has been open for three years, and he has not dared to enter it once.

He was unfamiliar with this new type of storefront, had never drunk milk tea and did not know what milk tea was, so he did not dare to order it.

The first time we walked together, I felt hot, went in and bought an ice cream and one for my dad, and he was amazed.

Since then, I have walked every day to Michelle Ice City to buy ice cream to eat...

What does it feel like to be too poor at home?