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Yu Hua's book "Alive" is an excellent classic that has the greatest influence on me and shocks my soul the most. Reading "Alive" gave me the will and strength to overcome difficulties and adversity, and changed me a lot.
Like Fugui, his father experienced war and famine. My juniors and I have not experienced a catastrophe, and this epidemic is really an unprecedented disaster for me and my juniors. I was fortunate to have read this great inspirational book before the coronavirus pandemic. The spirit of "I want to live" and the will to "fight fate to the end" that burst out of Fugui greatly encouraged me, deeply influenced me, and really changed me. In the face of the epidemic, I not only led my family to unite and save myself, but also risked retrograde, but also went down to the community and community, and actively participated in the carpet household inspection of the community in the early stage and stationed in the community in the later stage to fight the epidemic. Walking through the road against the epidemic every day, I only think in my heart: "Let myself live, let everyone live, let me live well for the residents of the community." "This is my only goal and motivation to fight to the death.
"Alive" is like an unfathomable spring, you don't know how deep its roots are and how much energy it has. The deep see the deep, and the shallow see the shallow. I am a shallow person, study it three or twice, and Fang salvaged half a cup of sweet spring from it. It is also enough to comfort me for half a life.
Fugui has been on the battlefield, and because of his vigilance and forbearance, his life is hard, so he is still alive. But he saw so many seconds of death and second wounds, and these blows and pains pierced his heart like countless bullets, making his heart as strong as granite, which laid the foundation for him to face his family before him, while he still treated the world with kindness and loved life. Let him face one wave of resolute adversity, but he lives silently and strongly, like a statue.
In Fugui, I read that those who can bear difficulties and hold their hearts are the real strong; Read, the will to live, is the only thing in his soul that cannot be taken away; I read that the real hero is to recognize the truth of life and still love life. Fugui is the true hero who stands in the hearts of countless people when they face difficulties. At least for me. I learned Fugui's strong patience and faced difficulties in life and work.
I am still too experienced to recognize the truth of life, but I love life and have formed a strong will to live. When life and work encounter ups and downs, I often tell myself with a smile on my face that this is nothing, and no difficulty will break me. Because I have absorbed a lot of heroic power like Fugui, read a lot of heroic works like "Alive", and learned about many heroic writers like Yu Hua.
After reading "Alive", I felt that I had a "piece of steel" like Fugui and the willpower to live with perseverance. This "spirit of bravery" is the "power to live". This power is iron, and this force is steel. This power has been integrated into my temperament.
Fugui has been wrestling with fate all his life, and fate always tries to strangle him to death. Once, twice, three times... Until, until, until later, fate found that Fugui's qi was too thick, too long, too big, too hard, and could not be pinched, and finally fate compromised, let Fugui go, and in turn impressed Fugui. Destiny, in front of others is king, in front of Fugui is Kou. He went through falling down, getting up, falling down again, getting up again ..... The journey to survive in the end. When he is cornered, instead of stabbing people with a knife and taking revenge on society, instead of jumping into rivers and buildings to arouse social attention, he calmly makes people look back in fear and be accompanied by an old cow who does not speak but understands human nature. This is a great wisdom. Fugui's human brilliance is the best textbook and the most powerful persuasion and persuasion for a series of social phenomena such as complex and changeable human feelings, impetuous and empty people's hearts, and shallow and rude human nature. This is one of the redemptive functions of classic works to society, and it is also the core of the value of literary works that can be passed down and become classics.
Yes, the purpose of literature is not to make people die, but to find ways to keep people alive.
From a worldly point of view of life, it is fate that tames Fugui. From the point of view of ethereal philosophy, it was Fugui who conquered fate.
Analysis from cultural phenomena. The reason why Fugui has the will to live buried in his bones is because he has the genes of the civilian culture and grassroots culture of the vast number of grassroots people in China who work hard and bravely pursue happiness, and the inheritance of the elite culture and aristocratic culture formed by the influence of his family's original landlord land.
Everyone has their own winter in life. I have also experienced my own cold winter, such as when I just got better at work and higher my income and was ready to honor my father, he died of illness, such as I was sick close to cancer, I was admitted to the hospital alone, and I was discharged from the hospital, such as my child breaking out of a catastrophe that I never expected or could not accept, and so on. It was Fugui who told me that in the cold winter period, you have to cross yourself first, and you can cross people by yourself. In the cold winter, I have to keep moving forward, moving forward alone, as long as there is a fire in my heart and a light is lit, I am not cold, I am not lonely. Why is the old cow not the fire that Fugui burned in his heart again after "everything is closed", the light that was lit? People live, this also wants to compete for a good, that also wants to win. Once dead, there is nothing. There is a saying that "it is better to die well than to live". As Fugui said, "... I crossed the more and more down, this is better, look at the people around me, Ryuuji and Haruo, they have only been beautiful for a while, and in the end their lives are lost. It is better to be a person as usual, fight for this and that, fight back and forth and lose your life. Like me, the more mixed it is, the more unproductive it is, but the life expectancy is long, and the people I know die one by one, and I am still alive. This is the attitude that Yu Hua wants to show the reader through the mouth of Fugui, and this is the light of redemption, the light of will, and the light of hope that the work wants to refract to the reader.
After reading "Alive" and experiencing the epidemic, I seem to have grown up overnight, become much more determined, much more open-minded, and much more confident.
After reading Alive, I became quieter than before. The reason why Fugui lived with an old cow in his later years was to tell him that people should live quietly, quietly search, make up for what they lost before, and look for what they want in the future. So, "Alive" also influenced me to learn to be quiet, the kind of deep silence that takes silence in the middle of the noise, self-indulgence. I used to walk quietly alone after dinner, while chewing on the words written during the day to see which place to change; also likes to read and write quietly alone, hiding in a small building with literature; Prefer to travel quietly alone, looking for what you are looking for. "I See Me in Luzhou", "The First Time I See the Yellow River", "The Cow's Foot Nest in My Heart", "Notes on Elephant Mountain", "Impression of Shennongding", "Search", etc., are all imprints left by my quiet search. These are like the "old cow" that Fugui found.
One of the most obvious changes in reading Alive is that I fell in love with reading novels. I didn't like to read fiction before, I'm a lover of prose and poetry writing, and I prefer to read prose and poetry. A novel reads three or five pages, can't read it, and gives up. "Alive" was recommended by a friend to read. As soon as I read it, I couldn't give it out anymore, and I finished it in a few days. And after reading this novel, I fell in love with it ever since. In recent years, I have also read "Ordinary World", "White Deer Plain", "Xu Sanguan Selling Blood", etc., and read a series of short story collections by the famous Hubei writer Xiaosu, such as "Speaking for a Bachelor", "Night Fragrance Hotel", "Xiaosu Short Story Selection" and so on. I learn Xiaosu's language skills and writing perspective to use in my writing. It also made me understand that fiction and prose are connected in some ways.