Do mothers love their children?
The answer is no.
When 17-year-old Chen Baolian was deceived by her mother and brought to the large-scale film shooting site, she knelt on the ground and cried until she trembled.
It turned out that her mother, who had been in debt, had been waiting for her to grow up, so that she could be used as a cash cow in exchange for dashing and squandered capital for herself.
Huge despair and helplessness swept over, and since then, Chen Baolian has been looking forward to someone to rescue her from the sea of suffering.
However, the experience of lack of love in childhood, the life of being forced and deceived and oppressed by her mother, and the strange eyes and discussions caused by the experience of making films have greatly changed Chen Baolian's personality.
After meeting Huang Renzhong, who can be her father at her age, Chen Baolian, who is desperate, falls in love, as if grasping a life-saving straw, unwilling to let go.
Unfortunately, Huang Renzhong only fell in love with Chen Baolian for a short time, and then switched to the arms of other women.
Leaving Chen Baolian alone, she went crazy all day long for the love she couldn't get, and even hurt herself.
Finally, after giving birth to a son whose origin is unknown, 29-year-old Chen Baolian left a suicide note, jumped from the 24th floor, and ended her life.
In her suicide note, Chen Baolian told her mother:
"Please call the young master for me and tell him that Pauline is gone, take good care of his body, Pauline has always loved him!"
The young master in the suicide note is Chen Baolian's godfather on the bright side, and his lover in secret, Huang Renzhong.
How is the boy who lost his mother half a month after he was born and his father unidentified?
For girls from poor families, beauty is often the source of all disaster.
The same is true for Chen Baolian.
Before she could understand things, Chen Baolian's parents divorced, and her mother, who yearned for a prosperous life, abandoned Chen Baolian and went to Hong Kong to pursue her dream.
It is a pity that the bright and green Hong Kong did not provide Chen Baolian's mother with a glamorous life, but made her infected with the vice of spending time and drinking.
When you have money, you gamble, if you don't have money, you borrow, and year after year, Chen Baolian's mother, who is heavily in debt, finally remembers that she still has a daughter.
What makes her happy is that this daughter, who has not seen her for many years and lives with her grandmother, has a faint tendency to grow into a beauty.
Coinciding with the popularity of the Hong Kong sister Asian sister beauty pageant, with the intention of cultivating her daughter into a cash cow, Chen Baolian's mother took Chen Baolian to her side.
And this belated, purposeful maternal love, for the young Chen Baolian, is longing for too long for family affection and love.
Therefore, even if there are often creditors in the family who chase debts and want to hide with their mother, Chen Baolian has always cherished this love and affection.
At the age of 15, in order to make a living for her family, Chen Baolian began to work part-time as a model, taking a meager salary to support her mother.
At the age of 17, Chen Baolian, who came out of the limelight, applied for the "Miss Asia" contest, but was defeated.
When she learned the result, Chen Baolian's mother was even more regretful and disappointed than Chen Baolian.
If you can't choose Sister Ya, how can you enter the film and television industry and make a lot of money?
Seeing that her family was heavily in debt, Chen Baolian's mother was obsessed with ghosts, and simply signed a contract for the shooting of Fengyue films for Chen Baolian, who was only 17 years old.
How can a girl who is not yet an adult, full of beautiful fantasies about future life and love, accept to shoot large-scale films?
Chen Baolian cried on the shooting scene until she was out of breath, and even her filming partner felt that she was too pitiful.
However, the contract has been signed, how can Chen Baolian afford to pay liquidated damages.
At the end of each shooting, Chen Baolian would hide in the bathroom and take a long shower crying.
The mother was unmoved, ignoring her daughter's painful collapse, and even signed more film contracts for her.
The money earned by Chen Baolian's selling her dignity and giving up her future naturally all went into her mother's pocket.
Chen Baolian herself, but only one star label of "Queen of Wind and Moon" remains, which cannot be torn off no matter what.
Take off the clothes, how easy to put them back one by one.
Chen Baolian, who felt desperate in her heart, never gave up her dream of getting up.
It's a pity that reality always hits her again and again.
After the bright and exquisite Chen Baolian became on fire, she had a chance to change her fate.
In 1994, Chen Baolian played the god of beauty in Stephen Chow's movie "Domestic Lingling Paint".
A pink skirt appeared, black hair and red lips, bright light, can be called a shocking side, making people unforgettable.
At that time, Chen Baolian began to play a few roles in some non-Fengyue movies, hoping to get rid of those painful pasts as soon as possible.
Who expected that when Chen Baolian was trying to get on the "right track" step by step, her uterus grew blisters and had to take medicine to recuperate.
After she recuperates, opportunities no longer wait for her, and in the eyes of the public, she is still undressed.
Chen Baolian, who simply broke the jar and broke, met a man who influenced the rest of her life at this moment, Huang Renzhong.
Huang Renzhong is a famous rich man, although he looks ugly, he is generous to women and responds to his needs.
Huang Renzhong is 33 years older than Chen Baolian, and he can be Chen Baolian's father at any age.
But it was this average-looking man who let Chen Baolian fall in.
Chen Baolian, who lacked love since childhood, after meeting Huang Renzhong, not only can she feel love from Huang Renzhong, but more importantly, with Huang Renzhong, Chen Baolian will no longer have to shoot those movies.
For Chen Baolian, who is mired in a quagmire, Huang Renzhong is the life-saving straw, and the only light in her gray life.
After recognizing Huang Renzhong as a godfather, Chen Baolian and Huang Renzhong were together.
Huang Renzhong, who coveted Chen Baolian's beauty, was really good to Chen Baolian at first, but as soon as the freshness period passed, Huang Renzhong returned to his original appearance.
Just when Huang Renzhong was pursuing the next Yingying Yanyan, Chen Baolian still refused to let go.
She found Huang Renzhong's home, made a big fuss, and got into a physical altercation with other women. For this reason, Huang Renzhong had to send someone to drive Chen Baolian out.
Chen Baolian refused to leave Huang Renzhong and went to him many times, even threatening his life.
Huang Renzhong was unmoved, and he was ruthless.
Chen Baolian, who was loved for a short time, could not face the scene of losing love now, and her mental state was getting worse and worse.
Chen Baolian often did some things on the news, and often went to the hospital by herself, covered in scars.
It's just that men don't love anymore, they just don't love anymore, and they will never have a little tenderness anymore.
In the face of Chen Baolian's bitter pleading and forced death, Huang Renzhong ignored them all, dashing as always, and continued to immerse himself in other gentle townships.
After tossing for a few years, Chen Baolian was probably also discouraged, found a new boyfriend, and reported that she was pregnant out of wedlock.
No matter when, the female celebrity getting pregnant out of wedlock is explosive news.
Not to mention Chen Baolian's several identities, which are particularly concerning.
In June 2002, Chen Baolian's due date was approaching, and a person who claimed to be Chen Baolian's friend revealed that Chen Baolian's child was not her current boyfriend at all.
This news instantly sparked countless discussions.
In July 2002, Chen Baolian gave birth to a son, and the mother and son were safe.
While the outside world was discussing who the father of Chen Baolian's son was, 29-year-old Chen Baolian left a suicide note and jumped down from the 24th floor to end her life.
And Chen Baolian's poor son, who was only half a month old, almost fell into a situation that no one wanted.
Chen Baolian wrote in her suicide note that she hoped her mother would call Huang Renzhong and tell Huang Renzhong that Baolian had gone and that Baolian would always love him.
It can be seen that Huang Renzhong played an important role in Chen Baolian's tragic and short life from beginning to end.
Chen Baolian is so lacking in love, her parents did not love her when she was a child, and when she grew up, no one dared to love her because of her identity.
Although Huang Renzhong's love was not pure in purpose, and even hurt Chen Baolian in the end, he did give Chen Baolian's love.
It is no wonder that Chen Baolian still loved Huang Renzhong until death.
It's just that after Chen Baolian died, her son almost didn't want anyone.
Many people say that Chen Baolian's son is not her boyfriend at the time, but Huang Renzhong.
This seemed to be confirmed at the time.
After Chen Baolian died, her boyfriend said that he would do a paternity test for the child to make sure that it was his own child who would raise it.
Obviously, in the end, this boyfriend did not raise this child.
Huang Renzhong, who was 62 years old at the time, also said that if there was no one to raise him, he could help raise the child.
Chen Baolian's relatives and friends also said this, but in fact, when it came time to discuss who to raise the child, they all shirked it.
In the end, it was Faye Wong's agent Qiu Likuan who couldn't bear to see the child lonely and helpless, and took the initiative to adopt the child.
Qiu Likuan also named the child Chen Huangyi.
In the process of raising this child, Faye Wong also helped a lot.
For this child, Qiu Likuan protected him very well and cultivated him patiently and carefully.
Chen Huangyi is also a good boy who knows En Tubao, and when he grew up, he took the initiative to change his surname, changing Chen's surname to Qiu's surname, and Qiu Likuan's surname.
Photos of Qiu Huangyi occasionally leaked, especially when he grew up, and many people said that his face did resemble Huang Renzhong.
But those old things no longer mattered, Chen Baolian died in 2002, and two years later, in 2004, Huang Renzhong also died.
Now that Qiu Huangyi is doing well, with his adoptive mother Qiu Likuan, who loves him, and elders and friends who support his dreams, this is enough.