It was already completely dark, the whole dormitory was shrouded in darkness, and the voices of the housemates were even and steady. I was still sitting on the bed, staring at my phone for a second and a second, just to wait until zero to say to the monster: Happy birthday, my Wen Shangyi, my little sun.
I know that the monster may not be seen, but I am still happy, I just need to believe that he can feel the blessing, it is enough. The monster, the man whose real name was Wen Shangyi, and his orchestra, for a long time, was a great redemption and outlet in my heart.
All the reckless and presumptuous pasts of youth always flashed in the dead of night, and the orchestra called "Mayday" always embraced me with music at such times and said to me, I have never left Mayday.
Pink Violent Bear
I often think of Wen Shangyi's childish expression of not allowing Ah Xin to "flirt" with the pink violent bear and holding the bear, and hurriedly explain that it is his mascot, "Super powerful!" ”
Remembering the satisfaction of him sitting in the middle of a pile of dolls, he told us that he had caught them, but he was reluctant to tell us the skills of catching dolls;
Thinking of the kittens he fed at home, lazily lying next to him, the time was quiet...
This man with a strong appearance is actually a child with such a gentle heart.
"OK La"
I often think of Wen Shangyi in "OK-L'A! In the program "Encounter Mayday", Ashin said that the monster was hanging up, and he was still saying "this is OK" with a playful look;
Think of Wen Shangyi's classic "OK! They said that this was their mantra, the spiritual embodiment of their misery.
This man radiates warmth like the sun, and people can't help but get closer. The private message I sent him on Weibo, he had also "read", how lucky to be able to meet such a leader.
Ball Nine
I often think of Mayday, when I was holding a replica concert in early December 2016, and intimately chose to hide the news that the beast mother was leaving forever. It's just "so that everyone can enjoy the concert happily."
Wen Shangyi said on Weibo that he had not searched for the appearance of the beast mother with wings at the concert, and as a five-fan, we were really distressed, but there was nothing we could do.
But we all believe that every note of Mayday is filled with the shadow of the beast mother, who never left the five teenagers, never left us.
Wen Shangyi, the man who always shows us only the best side, may be the best annotation to the sentence "We must be strong in gentleness and not rush".
"Mayday"
Occasionally, I think about the heavy rain of the first three years. One rainy day on the eve of the middle school entrance examination, my friend and I, who had lost our umbrellas, flew away in the rain, shouting "You are not really happy!" Your laugh is just your protective color! ”
The pressure of further education seemed to turn into rain at that moment. I saw splashing raindrops, jumping like us as we were running.
Mayday is a force, occasionally unbridled, still stubborn.
Because of faith
So go ahead
Because of faith
So stick with it
It's been 20 years – Mayday is still there, and we're still here.
20 years ago - we did not know Mayday, relying on guessing boxing determined that Wen Shangyi was the leader of the Mayday, and did not think about how far we could go.
20 years later – we cheered, shouted, and waved blue glow sticks for the five once confused teenagers on the stage, and had the tacit understanding that belonged to Mayday and the Five Fans.
Wen Shangyi, who had been opposed to playing music at home, took his four friends, with full of stubbornness and bravery, from the small guitar club of Shida Annex, into the little big dome, to the Beijing Bird's Nest, and walked to madison Garden.
They had longed for the faint hope of blooming in the wasteland;
They used to rely on volume to devour the wandering of no way out;
They boiled their blood and sweat and tears into soup, and finally let more people feel their musical power.
This whole crew went into the forty-year-old orchestra,
Still dancing the stage, singing, still the taste of youth.
They still believe in the power of music and maintain their original simplicity.
If your heart is always believing, who can do that?
Lin Huiyin said that people will encounter countless encounters in their lives, and some people are landscapes that you have seen and forgotten. Others take root in your heart. Those unexplainable feelings are all fates that have no reason, and the depth of the fate is shallow, and there is already a distinction. After that, no matter how you and I practice, we can't change what we looked like at the beginning.
I think this is probably how Wen Shangyi felt to me. I don't know why I was attracted to him in the first place, but so many years have passed.
Liking Wen Shangyi seemed to have become a habit, and even in the details of my life, it radiated a warm glow.
Wen Shangyi, gentle warmth, is also warm warmth. He is our gentle regimental leader and our warm little sun.
Ah Yi, maybe you and I will eventually be missing, but you should always know that I have been emotional for you.
Thank you for staying with me all the way here.
Happy birthday
My Wen Shangyi
My little sun
Text | Confession Lane - Round Circle