【Deer Nan】
21 years ago, Hong Xin stood up with a big belly and came to the man who had just broken up with him: "I want to give birth to this child!" ”
Soon after, Hong Xin gave birth to a son, and 5 years later she married Zhang Danfeng, who was 10 years younger than herself, and gave birth to a little princess.
But her hard days didn't seem to have come to an end.
The story of "cold noodle goddess" Hong Xin also starts from Hong Kong 50 years ago.
The bad original family seems to be the standard of Hong Kong-style beauty, and like the good sister Cai Shaofen, Hong Xin's childhood is not very happy.
In 1971, Hong Xin was born in a low-income family in Hong Kong, and when he was 5 years old, his father abandoned his family and left.
The mother's thin shoulders carried everything, and she alone divided the two corners, pulling the four children to grow up alone, with hardships and hardships.
The sensible Hong Xin looked at her mother's efforts, and when she was very young, she began to go out to sell flowers to subsidize the family.
Although her life is tight, Hongxin's personality is very gentle, and she is a romantic little girl in her bones.
Her favorite thing is to sit in the classroom on a rainy day, listening to the sound of rain outside the window, as if it is tapping the girl's mind.
In the golden age of hong Kong's film and television industry, many people dreamed of overnight fame.
Some people run dragon sets in the crew, some people go to acting school, some people go to TVB training classes, some people compete for the title of Hong Kong sister, and they all chase the starlight that is unattainable.
And Hong Xin is lucky, although she grew up from small beauty to adulthood, she did not feel that "natural beauty is difficult to give up", and her debut was not her own struggle.
After graduating from high school, Hong Xin began shooting commercials and became a model.
At first she just had the idea of supporting her family, but she stood there with a sparkling gold.
At the age of 19, Hong Xin was discovered by director Chen Xinjian and led into the show business circle by him.
It can be said that it is not that she chose the showbiz, but the showbiz chose her.
In 1990, Hong Xin, who had just entered the industry, filmed the martial arts drama "Black Wind Inn", and starred in the movie "New Half Pound Eight Two" in the same year.
She has no background and no backer, so her resources are not good, and she plays some small supporting roles.
However, due to his outstanding appearance, he slowly accumulated some fame and was tepid.
She is very Buddhist, has no sense of enterprise, does not regard this circle as a vanity fair, and always treats people sincerely and kindly.
In 1992, Hong Xin starred in the costume martial arts drama "Magic Knife Hero Love" and met Cai Shaofen of the same drama.
They all have poor families and an irresponsible father.
Perhaps because of the similar experiences, the two girls know how to be considerate of each other, and they become good sisters for a lifetime.
Cai Shaofen's mother was addicted to gambling and owed a large gambling debt, so she did not hesitate to betray her own daughter and coerce her to become Liu Luanxiong's lover.
And the entanglement between Hong Xin and Li Jiaxin also began from this.
Liu Luanxiong can be called a "beauty harvester", he acts in a charming and colorful manner.
His "harem" was three thousand, including Li Jiaxin and Cai Shaofen.
But compared with Cai Shaofen's reluctance, Li Jiaxin can also be regarded as a true feeling for Liu Luanxiong.
In order to catch up with Li Jiaxin, Liu Luanxiong threw thousands of dollars and gave him a mansion, a luxury car, and jewelry.
Once, the building where Li Jiaxin lived had a power outage, and she wanted to eat mochi buns, so Liu Luanxiong brought food for her to climb more than twenty floors.
This sincerity touched Li Jiaxin, and such a favor made Li Jiaxin mistakenly think that she was Liu Luanxiong's only true love.
She not only followed Liu Luanxiong in one brain, but also developed possessiveness.
She forced bao Yongqin to divorce and give way, and began to catch three and three, with the posture of a lady in the palace.
After Hong Xin was signed by Liu Luanxiong, the resources were much better.
In 1993, she starred in "Yuan Zhenxia" under the arrangement of Liu Luanxiong, which was starring Li Ming, Faye Wong, Li Jiaxin and Zhu Yin.
In the play, Hong Xin and Li Jiaxin played on the same stage, not inferior to the Hong Kong sister champion.
Also a beautiful woman with a thick face, Li Jiaxin's beauty has a touch of sharpness and aggression, but the silhouette is more inclined to the soft and dignified Hong Xin is more popular.
"Original Zhenxia" made Hong Xin famous, and for a time, it was rumored that Hong Xin had become Liu Luanxiong's lover.
Li Jiaxin smelled a sense of crisis, she was very angry, called And scolded Liu Luanxiong: "I congratulate you, signing Hong Xin this stupid woman." ”
Hong Xin has a docile personality, is a full of little white rabbits, if not beautiful enough to be deterrent, where is it worth the great beauty Li Jiaxin to leak undignified jealousy?
Who expected that Li Jiaxin would become a slur, and the later Hong Xin was indeed a "love brain".
She wants to have good looks, to act and act, but she does not focus on her career.
So that there are very few impressive works, but the twists and turns of love history attract attention.
In 1996, the 25-year-old Hong Xin debuted only six years ago, still in the rising stage of his career, but married the rich Huang Guoliang in Las Vegas.
In fact, marrying a rich businessman is also the final destination of many female stars, and Hong Xin is not bad about doing so, but this marriage has only lasted for one year.
This marriage was originally unknown to the outside world, and then Huang Guoliang was sued in court, and another defendant said that "I know that he knows people in the circle, and his ex-wife is Hong Xin", and their hidden marriage experience was exposed by the media.
In 1997, Hong Xin met another evil relationship, when she and Huang Guoliang had not yet completed the divorce procedures, and they met a man who changed her fate.
At the time of filming "Outlaw World", the 26-year-old and 34-year-old Mo Shaocong had an affair because of the drama.
At that time, Mo Shaocong was a gentleman, and his career was also in the sky, and even Chow Sing Chi and Andy Lau, two big celebrities, had to match him in the play.
He has a pair of charming peach blossom eyes, always with a love pulse, and is known as "the first handsome man in Hong Kong".
Mo Shaocong made Hong Xin's heart flutter, and she desperately fell in love with Mo Shaocong.
Perhaps because of her insecurity, she became a shadow of her boyfriend.
Wherever her boyfriend went, she followed her, and people in the circle gave her the nickname of "Mrs. Ben".
However, Mo Shaocong has never admitted to a relationship in public, but said that he has a Japanese girlfriend who has been with him for 9 years.
One wants to fall in love with honor and integrity, but the other is always hidden, contradictions are on the verge of erupting, and love is in danger.
This absurd relationship lasted for three years, and the two people finally broke up unhappily.
After the breakup, Hong Xin found out that she was pregnant.
She thought that the child could keep the man's feelings, and thought that with his flesh and bones, she could get back together.
But Mo Shaocong told her: "Your private life is so chaotic, the child cannot be mine." ”
The other party is desperate to this point, Hong Xin still has a trace of attachment, she wants to give birth to the child, staged a "run with the ball" plot.
Even though the news of Hong Xin's unmarried pregnancy spread and public opinion pressed step by step, Mo Shaocong still sat like a bell.
In 2000, the stubborn Hong Xin went to Canada alone to give birth to a child, she took the child to do a paternity test, and the blood relationship in white and black was thrown in front of Mo Shaocong.
In desperation, he had to admit it, but he refused to raise it together.
In fact, where is the need to do paternity testing, this child inherited Mo Shaocong's big eyes, full like his father.
Helpless, Hong Xin could only raise the child alone.
She consoled herself: "A mother can pull four children to grow up alone, why can't she support one child herself?" ”
She seems to be tenacious, but the child's name still reveals a hint of innocence, and she names the child "Mo Haolian" and abandons his father's surname.
She gave birth to a child more like an impulse to save Mo Shaocong, not out of responsibility and reluctance.
As if by fate, Mo Haolian copied Hong Xin's experience, and his father Mo Shaocong was absent from his childhood.
Dissatisfied with being given the title of "scumbag", Mo Shaocong has always been angry with Hong Xin.
In 2016, Mo Shaocong divorced his wife, she did not tear her face with her ex-wife, but pointed the spearhead at the old love of 17 years ago.
He shouted at Hong Xin to "please let go", thinking that the reason why he was accused by public opinion was because Hong Xin splashed dirty water.
In addition, he also posted photos of himself holding a baby with his mother, trying to prove that he was not a ruthless and unjust person.
Only the melon eating masses will smile, his son has passed his 16th birthday before he admitted it for the first time, and the person who raised the child is Hong Xin, who has not asked a word here.
Hong Xin also ignored her ex-boyfriend who jumped to her feet, when she already had a loving and happy family.
Repeatedly frustrated in his feelings, because of the unmarried birth of a child full of storms in the city, and finally the star path was dismal, Hong Xin chose to come to the mainland to develop.
Among the Hong Kong artists who went north, she was not famous, so she played some small supporting roles.
She also does not yearn for the second spring of her career, still tirelessly looking for true love, longing for a family.
In 2003, she was photographed walking with actress Xiaoxue's ex-husband, and a year later, she fell in love with Guo Lixing for filming the TV series "Kung Fu Football", and these two feelings came and went in a hurry.
In 2004, 33-year-old Hong Xin met Zhang Danfeng, an obscure eighteen-line actor who was 11 years younger than her.
At that time, Hong Xin's long hair was fluttering and his eyes were large, which was the ideal type of Zhang Danfeng.
Zhang Danfeng regarded Hong Xin as a goddess, and could only look at it from a distance and could not play with it, after all, compared to himself, the fame of others was still much greater.
However, after getting along, he found that the goddess was very approachable and easy to get along with, and he began to feel that he still had a chance.
As a result, Zhang Danfeng confessed his love and launched a fierce pursuit of it.
However, this time Hong Xin did not plunge into love without a single brain, and after experiencing so many failed feelings, she was a little hesitant.
She has a small child, and she has to consider whether the man is worthy of trust, and whether the man can give her and the child a home.
It just so happens that this brother is also like her ex-boyfriend Mo Shaocong, with a pair of amorous peach blossom eyes.
She couldn't make up her mind, so she went to consult her friend Cai Shaofen, and the answer she got was: "It looks very careful, or be careful." ”
But this man who seems to be a little careless is too persistent, even if Hong Xin's close friends take turns to make things difficult, he is not good at giving up.
In the past, how active Hong Xin was in his feelings, now Zhang Danfeng is more fanatical.
He is considerate and will help put on and take off his shoes, and Hong Xin suddenly thinks that he has changed back into a child.
In the past feelings, Hong Xin had never gained such a treasure.
Children are Hong Xin's biggest concern, and Zhang Danfeng treats Mo Haolian as if he were his own, and he does not care at all.
The three of them are often photographed shopping together, like a happy family.
Mo Haolian began to remember that the man who played the role of father was Zhang Danfeng.
So much so that for a long time, Mo Haolian thought that Zhang Danfeng was his biological father.
Such good intentions still allowed Hong Xin to let go of his guard and fall in love with him for 5 years.
In 2009, Hong Xin once again put on the wedding dress and entered the marriage hall with a spring breeze.
For a long time, husband and wife were the best interpretation of "fairy love".
The appearance of HongXin's father is a small episode, and the man who was absent from her childhood came to the door according to interests.
He gambled as much as he wanted, gambled nine times out of ten, and walked into his daughter's peaceful life with huge debts.
In 2012, from Macau to Happy Valley, Hong Kong, Hung Shin was plastered with posters asking him to pay off his father's debts.
Hong Xin told the media that he was unable to repay and would not pay attention to his biological father.
However, Hong Xin is still hard-hearted, and she speaks to the intermediary company, no matter the size of the activity, as long as there is a reward, it can be picked up.
That year, Hong Xin walked around and attended various ribbon cutting and commercial performances.
An employee of an intermediary company revealed: "She really needs money urgently, as long as she is paid, guest roles are willing to play, and even small activities such as beauty salon ribbon cutting, township performances, and cheerleaders are all accepted as ordered." ”
The good villain is a Hong Kong movie star who was once beautiful, and such a situation is sad and depressed.
Perhaps because the happiness with Zhang Danfeng was not easy to come by, she was afraid that the sudden appearance of her biological father would affect her marriage.
And the thin feelings and bad things of his biological father made Zhang Danfeng look like a superhero.
He is like a ray of light in his life, taking him away from the heartache of childhood lack of love.
Everyone said that Hong Xin's half-life love road was bumpy, he suffered a lot in love, and when he met Zhang Danfeng, he was bitter and willing.
The two also became famous because of the "loving couple", and later Hong Xin gave birth to a young daughter for Zhang Danfeng and asked Mo Haolian to change his surname to "Zhang".
If the plot stops abruptly at this time, how beautiful it is, how Nai's biological father has already left a mark in her heart, she has been looking for a sense of security in her lover, and Zhang Danfeng can't give her.
Soon after, Cai Shaofen's original words came true, and the trigger of the matter was a photo of Zhang Danfeng's family and the staff traveling to Disney.
In 2018, some Sherlock Holmes netizens found that in the group photo, Zhang Danfeng's body was completely crooked in the direction of agent Bi Ying.
Hong Xin held her husband's hand, but like an outsider, Zhang Danfeng and Bi Ying were like a family.
Netizens also pulled out that Zhang Danfeng and Bi Ying had multiple sets of couple outfits, and the two people were suspected of secretly poking and poking on Weibo to show their love.
However, because there is no stone hammer, the netizens' analysis is more like over-interpretation, and the storm soon subsided.
However, in February 2019, Hong Xinsec deleted an intriguing dynamic: "How can I be a smart woman?" I'm so stupid. ”
Hong Xin is suspected of suggesting that the marriage has been betrayed, and netizens are in an uproar.
In April 2019, some media secretly took a photo of Bi Ying wearing a y robe and walking into Zhang Danfeng's room, which was regarded by netizens as iron evidence of Zhang Danfeng's derailment.
There were rumors that Zhang Danfeng had transferred assets with Bi Ying's gang, and That Hong Xin and his son had borrowed money to rent a house to live.
For a time, netizens were indignant for Hong Xin: the big beauty should be bullied and killed, and come and go freely in love and marriage.
Netizens have run to HongXin's social account to persuade him to cut off the scumbag as soon as possible.
But Hong Xin's response surprised netizens.
She explained for Bi Ying, who was wearing a bathrobe, that she was just used to having no sense of boundaries and did not mean to interfere with emotion.
After some tossing, Zhang Danfeng and his agent Bi Ying made several statements in a row, saying that netizens and the media were purely "catching wind and catching shadows" and should be held accountable for rumor-mongers.
Hong Xin also forwarded the statement of Zhang Danfeng's studio, saying that what the two people said was the truth, and netizens had nothing to say for a while.
Subsequently, Zhang Danfeng was also forced by the pressure of public opinion to dismiss his agent Bi Ying.
When the two people were rumored to be married, they also traveled together to Hong Kong together, and Zhang Danfeng responded to the rumors of the transfer of Hong Xin's assets before, saying that the reporter was nonsense.
Since then, the two have been together many times to show love, and they have been photographed in a daily way to be harmonious between husband and wife, to be in love with each other on the show, and to express their love for each other on social networking sites every New Year's Festival.
But in any case, netizens who have witnessed too many masked couples in the entertainment industry are still half-convinced of the love presented by the two people.
This marriage is also in crisis when it seems to be happy.
Zhang Danfeng seems to be obedient, but in fact, he is somewhat macho.
When the two people first fell in love, Zhang Danfeng took Hong Xin to see his dilapidated residence in Shanghai, he was so poor that he could not even install air conditioning, but Hong Xin gladly accepted.
When speaking about this experience, Zhang Danfeng described Hong Xin as an "ideal wife" who seemed to be able to tolerate everything, which meant that the wife should take care of her own face by default.
When Hong Xin was still hesitant, he directly called "forced marriage", saying that he would get married tomorrow and did not give Hong Xin time to consider at all.
After the two got married, Zhang Danfeng even hoped that Hong Xin would give up his career and feel at ease to marry and teach his children at home, but Hong Xin still wanted to have his own job in his heart.
"Zi non-fish, anzhi fish joy", outsiders naturally can not assert how Hong Xin feels in this marriage, but these small details outline a Hong Xin who is a little depressed in marriage.
The lack of childhood paternal love makes Hong Xin insecure, she draws warmth from love, but she is constantly hurt.
The emotional experience is all a mess, she chose to be patient in marriage, netizens have lamented its indisputable, lamenting that she is not ladylike.
But imagine that maybe she has no illusions about love in middle age, public opinion has fallen to her side, and divorce still has to take care of the psychology of children
It is better to have a big hand and give Zhang Danfeng, a community of interests, a decent face.
On August 6, the variety show "Sister Please Eat" was broadcast.
This is a variety show tailored for the four sisters Of Hong Xin, Cai Shaofen, Zhu Yin and Chen Farong.
Half a life of wind and rain, the four of them have invariably been up and down on the road of feelings, but they have left a lasting friendship.
In the eyes of outsiders, the big beauty should live a dashing life.
However, in the end, it is like a person drinking water, cold and warm self-knowledge.
HongXin's life fell into his own hands, and who is qualified to evaluate it arbitrarily?