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SNH48 Duan Yixuan canvassed for votes in the 2019 six elections

author:Shallow as D Summer

This year is a bit special, this year will be a little longer than usual, so this ear back... This year's time will be a little longer than usual, and then there may be a little more things to prepare, and then this year's canvassing, in fact, I used to canvass the draft I will write, and then I will always try at the bottom, and then go to pinch the length, but this year did not go to try, and then I wrote something I showed a lot of people, and then they said that they can't talk about that paragraph can't be told, really can't talk about that paragraph can't be talked about, so I don't know how I do it, and then I start from the beginning, I think maybe I can't talk about it, I live- Okay here we go.

Today is my canvassing meeting, and then this is my fourth year of canvassing, as if the previous few years had talked about a lot of thoughts. In the first year, I said that I wanted to treat BEJ as my own child, to make it through my own efforts, and then to see it popular throughout the universe. The next year I said I wanted to do my best to tell everyone that the phrase "effort doesn't work" was wrong. In the third year, I said that I wanted to pass, and everyone wanted to prove it to everyone through themselves, and Duan Yixuan's ceiling was definitely more than the place under his feet.

But I'm thinking, what else do I want to say this year that I haven't said. In fact, I give me a time every year, thank you, in fact, my feelings every year are very real, but I often go back to think after a year, and I will feel that it was really naïve at that time.

I know what kind of words everyone wants to hear, that is, what I should say here, I know what kind of words everyone wants to hear, I can also say nothing, and then simply wave my flag, and then shout: "Rush the duck to win the duck!" "I can do this to me, I know people want to do this, but in fact, in more of this time, I still want to talk to you about some of my deeper thoughts.

So let's start with the cliché, talk about my year, my year, yes, not the first place year. Dropped the rank, right? Then there are a lot of things that need to be used to, and then there are things that need to be accepted, and then in fact, the process of acceptance is not so simple, but I can't talk to people about these things. Because I know that everyone is actually not very easy, because I actually know that sometimes, pressure and this kind of thing does not only give me alone, so I see people go to bear those times for me to bear those times that I don't have, I am actually really sad, but I am also more unable to think, let everyone feel, can not let everyone think that I have because of the rank, or these external things to deny myself.

But you say that there is no slightest doubt, in fact, it is impossible, I sometimes doubt it, I will wonder if the direction is not quite right, or whether it is what I understand is right, what I think is right, in fact, it is not so right. Sometimes I don't know if they can talk about this paragraph, but I have talked about this, and it doesn't matter if I don't talk about it.

Sometimes I feel that this environment is a bit suffocating, for example, people like to discuss traffic, so everyone is some people who are anxious about me, and they will want me to create some gimmicks, but I want to tell you that my ideal state is not like this, I hope that I naturally do normal things in the normal trajectory, naturally, but as soon as I appear on my body, the light is enough for many people to look at me, I hope so.

And then three years, in fact, sometimes look at the things that are not so good in this environment, of course there are good things, there are many good things, but there are also some things that are not so good, looking at these things, in fact, I occasionally have some fatigue. And then I hate the tongue-and-roll judgments. I also hate those who open their mouths to act selfishly, and then they are very funny, and they are very funny, and they are imaginary slander. I don't want to make some pandering changes because of these things, so I can only run without distraction. I desperately wanted to run to a place where all of this didn't affect me, where adversity made people grow, and I don't think it's bad at all.

During this year, I tried to do everything perfectly, and I tried my best to play 120,000 points of spirit no matter what. I'm under a lot of pressure for all the job opportunities, and I want to be very prepared to deal with these things. Everyone says that I have a good sense of variety, but you may not know that at the beginning, I was named by stf and said that I am not a person who hangs on a variety show, because my values are too positive. Then you may not know that people say that I am very eloquent when I face the interview, but I think you may not know that there are hundreds of memos on my mobile phone, all of which are outlines of that kind of interview. I'm because of the phone memo, I'm because of the phone card, but I don't want to delete any of them, because I don't know if there will be a next one, and the media asked about the same thing.

I would like to say that there is no natural genius in this world, so what you think seems to be a place of effortlessness and talent is actually the result of my silent efforts to hone it. Then this year I also began to fight for myself, I used to think that there were some things for me to give me, and if I didn't give it to me, I would forget it. And now if there is some opportunity to throw it out, I will ask, I will say that I want to know why I was not selected, and I will summarize my shortcomings as much as possible according to some of the other person's answers. For example, if I didn't perform well today, or if there was any mistake, but occasionally when I say that it seems to be because of the ranking, in fact, at that time, I was not so sad, and I really felt relaxed.

I think I've really grown a lot this year.

When I learned to swallow unwillingly into my stomach into energy,

When I learn to accept but from the bottom of my heart I refuse to get used to those things,

When I learn to be able to do things that don't seem to be simple, I can do things that don't seem to be simple.

When I subconsciously don't want to just dwell on the acre and three points of land in front of me,

I know I'm really growing.

I think I'm also ready to climb farther, harder and more dangerous places.

Some time ago, I saw that many people commented: "Duan Yixuan is bent on going out of the village. That's what the words are, but the words can't be summed up in that way. The state I was pursuing and what I was desperate for was nothing more than becoming more professional. I've been debuting for three years, and I really don't want people who have debuted for three years, and then when facing the outside world, they have to be tolerated by the reason of "people using immature little girls in business". I'm not saying I've always been very good at putting up with it, people think why should you put up with it. But I think that in some work, when I feel that my ability is not enough to bring some professionalism to everyone, I can only endure, endure hunger, endure pain, endure unhappiness, and I hope to drag everyone down on these things. I think fortunately, I am not afraid of suffering, yes, I am not afraid of suffering, but I am quite afraid of no progress.

And then this sentence can not be said, say it. Then this year, in fact, the general environment is not good, in fact, I know. Then your own will also have something to say. But I think it's cruel that everyone who is disappointed here can leave at any time if they want to get out. But I can't, because my dream started here, and then it seems that it can only continue here. So I am very grateful, and I am very grateful to you who are still willing to stay here, who are willing to support my dreams, and who accompany me to continue to walk. Although I know that you usually support me while still swearing and grinning.

Sometimes I don't really know what the ending will be like, but if you stop because you are afraid, there must be no ending, right? So when I think about it, I can only be braver, and anyone can not be optimistic, but I can only believe that I have no way. So I think I can cope with the high publicity fee job opportunities outside, I can also go and here to accept, any possible bad, even if it is possible if one day needs, to the opposite Wall Street English flyer introduction people, we are BEJ48. But I still hope we can get better. I don't want this day to come because Wall Street English is our formula rival.

Well, this paragraph really can't be said, and then the next paragraph, wait a minute this paragraph can't be said, this paragraph can't talk about the next paragraph, and then this paragraph, this paragraph.

There is also a general election that I hope to take year after year, and then the enthusiasm of everyone here, still maintaining our dreams. And then I think I think sustainability is just as important. So I am more grateful to my fans than anyone, and I am willing to pay for my enthusiasm, I want to cherish more than anyone and want to keep them, so I really desperately hope that I and here will live up to you.

Yes, I love my little theater, and I believe in my little theater, one day it will be us and our little theater, and one day it will be known to more people. Sometimes it is the foreign affairs that are tired of me again, as long as I can, I will always rush back to this performance. Then the sisters sometimes don't understand very well, that is, you don't make yourself so tired, that is, people's energy is limited and they hope that you can put it on some bigger things.

But in fact, I think that even though I am trying to break out, but no matter what this place, I believe that it is a place where I can really do all the packaging offline, a place that I need to be grateful for. This positive place has witnessed my so much growth and my precious sense of truth, and then he has also given me too much security, so I think I need to thank him, and then I more importantly I feel that I need to thank you for choosing to like me like this.

Then here's a paragraph, for this paragraph I want to say a lot of fans will say, that is, you will never take the initiative to see me like this when you perform. I'm actually not, I really don't know how to answer such a question. Because in the process of performing I want me to be focused, because my emotions are not only in my body, but hidden in my eyes. If it weren't for the fact that the song needed to be interactive on the spot, I might have subconsciously just stared at the camera to express it. I know that this may lose a lot of interaction, but I often have dancing and dancing, how this person pushes others is in such a mood, so this is the case.

So I really appreciate and cherish the understanding of such a me, choose such a me, support such a me. Such a you are a treasure for me that I will treasure for the rest of my life.

Then a lot of people will say I'm stupid and stupid, in all sorts of ways. But when I want to tell you, except for the small confusions in life that may be often made by not being careful enough, I am far smarter than everyone thinks.

I know how to make myself a little easier, and I even know how to make myself not lose or win without being so tired. But I know all this, and I am still willing to use my stupid method to fight this battle with my people who like to use my stupid method. Although sometimes I will be sorry, I will wonder if my dead brain will make everyone as tired as me, but I think you are around me, is not it because I am like this?

When "can play" becomes a label, then then those who can't keep up with the times, people who don't want to follow the times will be disgusted and say, "You're boring." "Boredom is deadly, but in my opinion whether it will be or not is actually an insistence on faith." I don't know how many uninteresting little idols there are, being taught why you don't play a little, why you don't follow the direction of those people, you know what they like to discuss.

Yes, I know what they like to discuss, but that's not what I wanted to do when I first came here. I've always felt that fans are fans, they have their world, they can keep their imaginations. But I have my job, I have my persistent dreams and my life. Many people will ask me, "Why do you still stick to what you call this philosophy and practice?" ”

It is true that many clever methods will be relatively more effective than what I am insisting on. But I think that there must always be some people in this world to tell the world with their own persistence, and the so-called hot-blooded idiots must also be OK! In the world we live in, sometimes I am confused, and sometimes I feel as if there is a little bit of what I envisioned. So many people who love me will tell me that it doesn't seem to be so reasonable here, and it seems that you can't give you any more here.

But I really don't want to say it, because he thinks he might have to become less good, so don't abandon him and run away from him. I don't want to go with the flow and turn myself into a pandering to him, and I wonder why I can't change it. Why can't I always stick to myself, stick to what I call orthodox dogma. It's my stupid trick, why can't I get some attention from the world by insisting on this, I think I can.

So to this day I'm still insisting, and then I can really. I am very fortunate that I have been discovered by so many of you, I have been cherished by so many of you, and you have loved and protected them in your own way.

I hope to be able to tell my good fortune to the people in this little world who are doing the same perseverance as I am, you see it is right, it is okay, believe in ourselves. These are some of my own philosophical thoughts, and then I hope to be able to help you in the larger world where there will be equally confused you.

Well, there's no time for this. I'm going to talk about the more serious topics, talk about me and here.

Because when we came to this group, this group was already a very mature group, with a large fan base, the attention we had here, and even the attention and support we had at the beginning was not so difficult. The predecessors opened up here, and we took root here.

But do you know what I'm most proud of? It's often when there are handshake meetings when people come, tell me that it's just to shake me, and then tell me because I know what I know, and then because I know 48. Because I'm willing to come here, because I'm willing to come to the theater for the first time to accept some of the rules and gameplay. At that moment I thought, Oh my God, I think since someone would be willing to jump in here for me. I'm also going to feel like I'm going to have a sense of well-being, I feel like I'm creating something for here, and I'm happy.

I actually sometimes wonder if I can withstand these pressures after my seniors graduate. I'm going to ask myself, can we afford to be here? I will ask Duan Yixuan if you can?

But I don't know exactly how good I can do, but I'm really ready to put myself in that position, to take all this ordeal to challenge all these responsibilities. People always have to stand up and hone to grow, don't they? I'm amazed more than anyone, and I'm more than anyone to expect how great we're going to be.

So I am here to really extend an invitation to everyone, and I also seriously want to tell you about the future and my determination to challenge that position with you. Of course, the road is to go step by step, and the scenery on the top also needs to be climbed step by step to be able to enjoy it calmly.

So I want to better and more reasonable combination with our current situation to sort out with you, sort out our current pace, although I lost the ranking last year, but I am still very grateful to everyone this year, as well as my persistence and efforts, we did not let that small setback disrupt, we all the way forward.

Last year, on the general election stage, I expressed my wish that everyone could sprint with me to the seventh god, and my everyone has been working hard to keep the agreement with me.

But now I want to tell you that I want to run a little faster. I think I need to run a little faster, but they say don't say it.

I hope I want to gamble with everyone and continue to run forward with courage.

I hope that the 2019 final election is not only the first in Beijing,

More than just the first in the group,

It's not just the whole group of gods,

I want to impact the whole regiment of the three houses!

Of course, I think everyone must still remember that all of this must be based on the three principles of Xuantui that everyone eats well. Because in addition to wanting to run a little faster, I also wanted us to be able to keep running steadily, and I thought it was a bold but not a bold decision. But I made this decision, and I also want people who are willing to support me to come with me.

There's still a little time for me to say some of the previous words. That day I saw that everyone had written a paragraph, but in fact, there was a point written in my heart. There is a saying: "Because the sun has been shining, it will not be taken for granted, but if you can carefully look at it, see how it burns itself and bursts out of each beam of light, you still will not ignore the preciousness of such a beam." ”

In fact, to be honest, before writing this article, I ran to read my own speeches a few years ago. Because in fact, sometimes I have been in a state of high pressure, people really seem to fall off, and I have been running, but often mechanized. It's like the sun is burning all the time, but it occasionally forgets why it's burning so intensely.

Yes, sometimes I don't know, but I'm not afraid of everyone's jokes. In fact, sometimes I don't seem to know where the meaning is. But when I interviewed regularly, what was the most touching moment in three years? Many people often ask me this.

In fact, there are many, such as December 30, 2018, that time was very stressful, I want to show you a lot of things, because I wanted to show others how powerful Duan Yixuan was, but that time I just wanted to show Duan Yixuan's fans what Duan Yixuan looked like after dialing. So I was prepared for a really big mood swing, just very fragile, crying at every turn. When I saw what activities everyone had prepared for me, I would cry too. Then when I sneaked in to the theater for rehearsals, I would cry when I saw everyone preparing something for help.

Then at that time I will feel that I have this feeling of you, maybe for the first time to say this, but in the process of growing up, I often feel a little lonely. But at that moment I will feel like a double arrow, I am doing these things for you, insisting on these things, you are also doing these things for me. And then I am also very grateful to you for reminding me countless times, reminding me of why I am burning, giving me the meaning to continue burning, thank you.

I want to say that every year I am here in the future, as long as I can still stand here every year, no matter what it is, whether it is something important, or an ordinary meeting, I will always burn non-stop. Because you have been reminding me why I am burning, thank you.

I think I'm full of canvassing manuscripts, basically can read all the reading, can not read also read more than half of the. I don't know what words I can't read, because I think I have a wooden brain right now. It's really because I don't know how to say it, but all the words today are my heartfelt words.

How the time has not passed, I seem to have to wait until the last second every year to canvassing, and then I will finish talking, what happened today, it is a bit embarrassing. The last ten seconds, OK finally said a word, but I haven't thought about what to say.

Let's always be each other's little sun! I love you!

SNH48 Duan Yixuan canvassed for votes in the 2019 six elections

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