Good Dream: I wish you could love me a little more

Snow was flying outside the window, the wind was raging, the empty room was filled with dark cold, and it was a darkness without turning on the lights, and only through the faint light of the high-ceiling windows could faintly see the people inside.

A boy sat on the edge of the bed with empty eyes, behind him was a neatly packed bed, no matter how strong the wind outside, the boy did not react at all, for a long time, the door was knocked.

A gentle cry came from outside the door: "Xiao Xiao has eaten." ”

The boy Xiao Xiao moved, shook his head, tentatively raised the corners of his mouth slightly, as if he had trained many times, and the smile on his face was like the sun rising, warm.

Raise your hand to wipe the lingering tears from the corners of your eyes and walk out.

Xiao Xiao is very well-behaved, Xiao Xiao is very smart, Xiao Xiao is a well-behaved child of his parents, these are the labels on Xiao Xiao' body, almost everyone who knows the boy knows that he is a child who loves to smile and be gentle.

"Mom, I want to see a doctor." Xiao Xiao sat on the dining table, nervously squeezing the chopsticks in his hand.

Because of this sentence, the family members at the dinner table were stunned.

But a moment later, the laughter of my sister and brother followed.

"You've said this hundreds of times, don't look for anything."

"Brother, what are you doing with such a big man?"

The two people talked without a ride, without the slightest regard for the hunched back, Xiao Xiao couldn't help but raise his head, as if he wanted to ask for help, looking at the gentle mother, but there was still no stopping, the mother gently watched the two people frolicking.

Sensing Xiao Xiao's gaze, the woman shook her head slightly, and then said with some guilt: "Xiao Xiao, you are a man, you can solve these things yourself, can't you?" Everyone is stressed, and Mom knows you're studying. ”

"I... Got it. Xiao Xiao subconsciously wanted to say something, but the words came to his mouth and swallowed.

Suddenly, Xiao Xiao turned his head to look at the window on the other side of the kitchen, and the wind hit the window again.

"I'm full." Xiao Xiao put down the bowl and chopsticks: "I went to write my homework." ”

"Well, let's bring a bottle of milk into the fridge."

Xiao Xiao's eyes fluttered, and he obediently responded before he went in.

"I don't know who this kid looks like, I already knew that I left him to the man in the first place, and I have become more and more nervous lately." Xiao Xiao clearly heard the voice behind him, very gentle but so harsh.

The sister sandwiched a piece of meat and said vaguely: "I have watched a lot of romance dramas, I have seen him like this a lot, and I can still pretend to be forced at school without illness and moaning." ”

"I also blame me for not sending him out of the country with you, otherwise I wouldn't have watched me argue with his father at a young age."

The chatting outside was incessant, and Xiao Xiao was lying listlessly on the desk.

syllable.

The wind hit the window again, Xiao Xiao squinted and sat up straight, and slowly picked up the art knife inside the pen holder.

The next day, because the snow was too heavy and the typhoon was added, the Education Bureau temporarily notified the suspension of classes for one day.

Xiao Xiao woke up from the desk, looking at the scratches on his hands in confusion, but after a while he calmly pulled down the sleeves, and then skillfully took out a rag to wipe the dried blood on the art knife.

The mobile phone on the side also sounded an alarm clock, and a dangling note on it said that insomnia was forty-fourth day.

"Today is my birthday and I hope to get a good night's sleep." Xiao Xiao smiled and held the mobile phone to make a wish, silly and cute.

Ding-dong, a message.

—Xiao Xiao, come down and get cakes and gifts, don't tell your brother. Mom stays.

The light in his eyes dimmed for a moment, and Xiao Xiao smiled with tears and murmured, "Really, my brother already knew it, he was tired of this surprise." ”

Xiao Xiao simply cleaned up and immediately ran down, only to see her sister and mother carrying a few boxes of things, which looked like balloons or something, and the cake that her sister was carrying.

"I knew we were the best."

Xiao Xiao knew that because he was older, his mother did not give these surprises, and these were all told to him by his mother.

The family was giggling and arranging, even if it was cold outside, the people inside seemed to be warm.

Xiao Xiao pressed his hand on the window, the cold touch swept through his body, turned around and smiled at his mother and said: "Mom, our teacher said to evaluate online, birthday you have it, this is a gift I prepared, remember to give it to my brother." ”

Xiao Xiao knew that his mother would not keep him.

Yes, Mom waved her hand and replied in that gentle voice: "Then you write well, Mom knows that you are the most well-behaved." ”

Mom knows you're the best.

Xiao Xiao's mind was filled with this voice, and it was this voice that restricted him from childhood to adulthood.

Birthday, I want to get a good night's sleep.

Xiao Xiao smiled, pushed and shoved with his sister as usual, and turned back to the room.

"The window is not closed today, no wonder you can't hear the sound of the wind." Xiao Xiao walked to the window sill and reached out as if to close it, but for a moment he was stunned and slowly lowered his head.

What a beautiful view.

Xiao Xiao pulled a chair and sat down.

Outside from dawn to darkness, outside from celebration to goodnight.

The phone screen lit up, at eleven fifty-eight o'clock in the evening.

"I want to get a good night's sleep." Xiao Xiao smiled relievedly, suddenly in front of him was an angel, and walked towards the window sill.

Drip toot toot...

"Strange, how can there be the sound of a police car this morning?"

"Mom, Mom! Snap, snap! ”

On the 46th day, at 00:00 a.m., the snow stopped and the wind hit the window for the last time.