My old father called me by video to ask if I would go home for the New Year, and I didn't know how to answer at that time!
Mom and Dad are both 75 years old this year, and the last time I went home was on their 70th birthday, 5 years ago, if you don't want to go back, it must not be true!
The various things that have happened to me along with the epidemic in the past few years are not clear in a word, in short, life has been a mess in recent years! First of all, there was a physical problem, which made me almost meet Hades! Then the epidemic broke out, and then my husband overdrafted the credit card I made at various banks behind my back! And I have been foolishly and have been confused by my husband's lies, and have always felt that he is confused for a while, and he will definitely change his evil for the sake of his children; But when I stupidly transferred all his debts to mine (I borrowed money from my mother's house to pay him back all my credit cards), I realized that I was really stupid, how can a dog change to eat? From then on, I had no chance of happiness;
At that time, when I was the most difficult, my parents gave me all their pension money, and I still can't afford to pay it back, and I feel very guilty! I don't dare to tell my parents that my husband has not changed well, usually my parents ask me in the video to say that he is working very well now! God knows.
So in recent years, I have no face to go back, before the epidemic control, parents are also considerate, always say that the epidemic has passed, go back to see them!
Now that the epidemic situation has been fully released, my parents sent me a video saying that you will come back for the New Year this year, the village roads have been repaired, and the car can drive to their doorstep, which is convenient! Your hometown has changed a lot, come back! At that time, I was so uncomfortable that I really didn't know how to answer, I couldn't say not to go back, but I didn't have the face to go back!
What am I going to do?
