Relive Totoro

Lying on the black striped dorm bed, I clicked on the playback screen.

At twelve o'clock in the morning, it was the quiet of the night. The picture gradually changes, and a fresh and healing farmland comes into view. Remembering "My Philosophy of Travel", which I have not seen much, in the face of divine nature, the ancient emotions in the depths of human genes will be awakened, and the heart will be truly peaceful. Thus produces simple obedience, humility.

The picture jumps, the furniture truck jolts, and the short, agile hair flutters in the wind. It was something I could never find again, a child's curiosity, anticipation. Old haunted houses of European-style architecture, troublemakers, kind neighbor mother-in-law. Everything looked so beautiful, rosy hazy. Miyazaki-style romance.

Each character is cute and laughable. Awkward and shy, little Shota, blushing constantly, with a clumsy mouth. Obviously, I wanted to kindly remind the place where I lived that there was something wrong, but when I came to the end, it became a mischievous trick. The girl's heart exploded at once, twisting like a maggot in an instant. It was he who did not say a word, pretended to be tough and shoved the umbrella into his sister's hand, and ran home in the pouring rain. Halfway back, he looked back at his sister and grinned contentedly. After returning home, I was scolded by my mother for not bringing an umbrella, and I was still silly and happy. Such a youthful and pure act, too heartwarming, whining. (I want to write about my sister and his peers.) ）

When his sister was at a loss of composure for the emergency electricity at the hospital, he silently accompanied her; when his sister and little sister quarreled, he gently comforted his sister and advised her to hurry up and keep up with her sister; when her sister was lost, he rode around on a bicycle to look around. In the ed song at the end of the film, there is their follow-up routine, the girl camp represented by the sister argues with the boy camp, he hides at the end of the crowd, secretly looking back at his sister. The ignorance between the children is really super poking.

Sister yyds, really is a thoughtful and beautiful girl for all ages. Lively and mischievous, but also dignified and reserved, looking forward to the cowardly adventure, waiting for her mother's illness to heal. Holding his sister's hand, he explored everywhere, and at the same time, it was painful to understand things. At a young age, I have learned to cook, take care of my sister, and share the pressure for my parents. When he heard the news that his mother's illness was getting worse, he broke down and cried, not knowing how to explain to his sister. When he saw totoro, he held up an umbrella and handed it to the rainy one while carrying his sleeping sister on his back. Totoro's happy expression full of fresh curiosity is no different from that of children who get new toys. It then handed her sister a thank you gift and hitched a ride on the cat (?). Train. Later, my sister lost it on the side of the road in order to give her mother the corn she got. The sister panicked and searched around urgently, and her shoes were completely scrapped. Crying and asking for Totoro's help, she boarded the cat train and jumped up and down in the field. Finally, I went to the hospital with my sister to visit my mother, and sat on the tree to watch my parents talk happily.

Having a childlike heart and a gentle father really makes people feel quite happy. He doesn't think, like an ordinary adult, that what a child says he has never seen is lying. Instead, he thinks that he is not lucky enough to meet the miracle that the child says. "It shows that you have good luck, oh, this kind of luck is not anyone who can touch it." He believed what his sister said. In the face of his sick wife, he has neither impatience nor moments of burnout. Instead, he took his wife's hand and told her that good times were coming. Such an optimistic and positive attitude towards life, respect for one's own unknown, and care for the child's innocence. This world is so beautiful.

The sister who sticks to her sister is also very cute. Two small braids, round face, and the same lively and mischievous as the sister. Seeing this little sister, I unconsciously think of my brother who is ten years younger. There is a scene in the movie where the sister takes the hand of the neighbor's mother-in-law and runs to her sister's school to find her. Holding his sister in tears without a word, he was quite distressed. After hearing the news from his mother, he was nervous and worried, did not want to stay where he was, and ran to find his sister. "Don't." "Don't." ...... The sister was teetering on the edge of losing control, not understanding what the younger sister meant. I don't want my mother to have things, I don't want to not see my mother, I don't want to be unable to send corn to my mother, I don't want these accidents. I don't know how to explain it, but I can only use my sister who is stupid and collapses and cries to show my sincerity. Seeing her sister crying in the arms of the neighbor's mother-in-law, the original grievance mood floated up and down, and went to the hospital alone to find her mother. That attachment, those hidden grievances, those irrepressible fears, at that age when they just want to be loved. It is a special complex that belongs only to children. Mr. Hayao Miyazaki is probably one of the few adults with a childlike heart.

The end of the story is a happy ending. Mom was discharged from the hospital, and together with Dad, she gave the two carefree little girls a clear and gentle sky, no longer having regrets and sad childhoods. As Dad said, because we are living a good life.