Lin Qingyan Fanwai:
I am not the daughter of a prefect, or I don't know my origins at all.
For as long as I can remember, I've been wandering, robbing dogs for food, and scavenging money from dead people.
One day I was starving to death, and a man saw me on the street, took me to his house, took me in, gave me bathes, gave me food and drink, and recognized me as a daughter, and I thought he was a good man.
But a month later, he sold me to a brothel for fifty taels of silver.
Fifty taels, and then the little things that the emperor casually gave me were more than this number, but he nailed me to the man-eating demon cave.
I didn't want to pick up customers, and although I didn't know what they represented at that time, the wolf nature in the eyes of those men made me afraid in my heart.
The old bustard couldn't have let me stay like this, and she beat me half to death and hung me in the firewood room.
I eventually pretended to give in and ran out while they were letting their guard down.
My escape was quickly discovered, they chased me for a long time, my injuries had not healed, and finally I could not run and fell to the ground.
At this time, a young man appeared in front of me, wearing a black and red strong suit, standing in front of me with a long sword in his hand, and said to the group: "What is it like for a group of people to bully a little girl." ”
At that moment, I saw the light.
Those jackals and beasts that seemed to me were all knocked to the ground by the teenager in a short time.
The young man looked at me, and his eyes were bright and resolute that I had never seen before.
"Girl, it's all right." He held out his hand and said to me.
I still had a shadow over being sold, so although he didn't look like a bad guy, I dodged his outstretched hand, got up on my own, and ran away.
The old bustard was furious, she had run a brothel for so many years, and she had never had a girl who ran away like me.
So she sent people all over the street to look for me.
I was eventually caught, and the boy saved me once for nothing.
The old bustard tied me up and locked me up in the firewood room for a month, and no one communicated with me except for a little meal brought in from under the door every day.
No matter how much I endured, I would eventually be covered with filth, including the menstrual blood that had just arrived.
When the blood seeped out, I thought I was going to die.
But I didn't.
After this time I completely gave in, maybe this is my destiny.
On the day of my first pick-up, the old bustard displayed my dress, and an official bought me for the first night, and they happily sent me to the arranged room.
The official looked average, and after saying two words to me, he began to touch me, and even though I was prepared, I was still very afraid.
The moment he pressed on me, I didn't hold back and shouted for help.
He slapped me twice, and I felt my face swell: "You discourage at this time again!" ”
The next moment I was cold.
Then the official fell on top of me, and it was the boy again.
His long sword did not come out, but only knocked the official unconscious.
When the old bustard heard this, the young man just smiled when he saw this, and flew out holding me: "I took this girl away." ”
He said.
He took me to a small courtyard.
I got out of his arms and knelt in front of him: "Ask Gongzi to teach me martial arts." ”
"Why?" He asked me.
"For self-preservation."
Since that day, I have lived in this small courtyard, and the old bustards outside are looking for me all over the city, and I never dare to go out.
The teenager prepared lettuce and fresh meat, saying that in exchange, after that I cooked for him, he taught me martial arts, but after I almost burned down the kitchen, it ended up being him teaching me martial arts and cooking for me.
Those were the happiest days of my life.
The boy found out that I could not read and taught me to write.
He first taught me to write my own name, Lin Qingyan.
Then he taught me his name again, Song Xiran.
Song Xiran, it's so nice, I think.
My trust in him deepened, and one day he found two altars of good wine to drink himself, and I took the initiative to accompany him.
I was drunk, and when I woke up the next day, Song Xiran asked me with red eyes, do you hate those people.
I say hate.
He took me out of the yard in the evening.
The first stop was the home of the man who had sold me, a skinny, semi-disabled man, who had kidnapped a girl and was eating with her.
Song Xiran restrained the man.
I saw the red dots on the girl's neck and understood that the girl had the same experience as me.
I spent two months in front and behind the brothel and finally understood what this man had done to me.
After he picked me up from the street, he slept with me under a quilt that month, and often touched me at night. When I woke up the next day, there were always red spots on my body the size of my nails, but they didn't itch.
When I told him, he only said it was a mosquito bite.
I thought I recognized him as a godfather and he wouldn't lie to me, but I didn't expect him to treat me as a plaything to vent my desires from the beginning.
As for why he didn't make the last step, I thought about it later, because he couldn't be humane.
I confronted this man for a long time.
The girl's eyes turned red when she heard us.
In the end, Song Xiran slashed a sword on this man and asked him how many girls he had harmed.
The man trembled and drew a fifteen.
Song Xiran covered my eyes and killed the man.
"It's all gone." He whispered to me.
At that moment, I felt my heart beating, and the whole person leaned into his arms, incomparably warm.
He then took me one by one and avenged me with all his revenge.
After returning to the courtyard for the last time, he asked me, "Do you still hate?" ”
I told him, "No more hate." ”
My martial arts practice is getting better and better every day, and I know more and more words every day.
Sometimes I go out with Song Xiran, fight injustice, and act chivalrously.
I asked him why he did it and it didn't do any good, and he smiled and replied: "It's not that you have to pursue interests and goals in everything, but sometimes you have to do what you want to do, and you don't leave regrets." ”
Later, I gave a laxative to a dog who was always bullying other dogs.
He asked me how I could even take care of the dog's idleness.
I replied to him because I had to do what I wanted.
He laughed at what I said, and then stared at me for a long time.
I spent a year with him.
We've traveled to many places and encountered a lot of things.
I made it clear to him, but he declined, and I wanted to leave, but he came to keep me.
I eventually reluctantly stayed, maintaining a lukewarm relationship with him.
The turn of events came when he was accidentally injured while stopping a robber in the mountains.
I took him to a nearby cave and tried to contain the blood on his left shoulder, but he stopped him.
He said nothing to let me open his clothes, and even wanted me to go out, and he bandaged himself.
I refused and stalemated with him for a while.
Finally he lowered the hand that was holding me and turned his head, as if he had accepted his fate.
I tore off his clothes and froze for a long time.
He has the same body as me.
Then I asked him, with an expression I couldn't describe, "Is this why you rejected me?" ”
"Qingyan." She called my name.
I suddenly felt ridiculous and treated her wound without saying a word.
The cave fell into an eerie silence.
Finally I asked her, "So have you liked me?" ”
"Me."
"Just like it or don't like it."
She sighed: "I am pleased with you." ”
I gently touched her face: "Unfortunately, let's be together." ”
She looked at me in shock: "Qingyan, you." ”
"I don't care if you're a man or a woman, I just love you as a person." I told her, "You said you had to do what you wanted, and what I want to do most now is to have you for the rest of my life." ”
Her lips were soft.
The breeze skimmed over the flowers and plants in front of the cave and entangled the two wildflowers tightly, one of which pressed on top of the other and refused to come down.
Later, Song Xiran brought me to the capital, and she said that after a month she dealt with the last matter, she came to me and wandered the world with me.
At that time, I learned that she turned out to be a famous family in the capital, the second lady of the Song family, but because she had been studying abroad since she was a child, she rarely went home.
She broke the appointment.
I didn't wait for anything except the news that Song Xiran, the second daughter of the Song family, died in an accident.
At that moment, I only felt five thunders, and I didn't believe that she left me just like that.
I took advantage of a rainy night to find her grave, and I opened the grave with my hands and opened the coffin.
When I saw it clearly, I had a feeling that I was alive again
Inside the coffin lay a woman, but not Song Xiran.
I couldn't help but laugh at the coffin on a rainy night.
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After that, I lingered in the capital for a long time, constantly inquiring about the news about Song Xiran.
But except for three months later, her sister Song Xizhao was asked to marry by the crown prince, and nothing was found.
I stayed in the capital for a year, used up all the silver taels on my body, and still couldn't find Song Xiran.
At this time, a man approached me and said he could help me find the person I was looking for, but I had to do one thing for him.
This matter is to seduce the prince, Shang Yan.
Let him silence love, and then I will pass on the information for them.
I asked him why it was me.
He looked at me appreciatively and said only that men are most likely to be attracted to beautiful women.
I understood what he meant.
After that, every step of my monk Yan was arranged by him.
I met Shangyan at a temple fair.
And he chanted poetry in the peach forest.
After showing enough of everyone's beautiful appearance, after a "little punk with no long eyes" stopped us, teased me, and shot at Shang Yan, he blocked a blow for Shang Yan, and after hitting the punk, he smiled heartily at Shang Yan.
In this way, artificially, I created a lot of memories for him.
He became more and more immersed, and I didn't wave.
After Shangyan had already fallen in love with me, the man who asked me to help me made me accidentally disappear into the world of Shangyan.
At this time, another year has passed.
I began to keep asking the man for news about Xiran.
He only told me to meet "her" as long as I did well.
A year later, I appeared in front of Shangyan again as a show girl.
But I don't care, I care about the queen who is very similar to my Xiran.
It just so happened that Yuan Zhiyi brought me a snack, which is Xi Ran's favorite food on weekdays, I tasted a little, and the taste was better than that in the imperial dining room.
It was sent to the empress in the afternoon, and she didn't eat much.
In the evening, the maid I bought in her dormitory told me that the queen had finished all the snacks.
I gripped the arm of the chair excitedly, and a great joy rushed to my heart.
I didn't even have time to think about why I broke the contract and why I appeared in the harem as an empress.
I understood why the man wanted me to disappear for a year.
But the queen never admitted that she was sorry, and I could only test it a little.
I gave her food that Xi Ran liked, and even learned to blow candy.
I made her the black and red shirt she used to wear and gave it to her.
But she didn't wear it on the day of the hunt.
But she exposed her martial arts to save me, and Shang Yan grounded her, looking like she was strictly investigated to the end.
I begged him for a long time to no avail.
Finally I pretended to be pregnant and took his attention away from Xi Ran.
He was ecstatic, hugged and kissed many times, and was happy for several days, and directly named me a noble concubine.
I took the opportunity to let him go, but he still didn't agree and asked me to take charge of the harem.
I thought of Xi Ran's current situation, and I couldn't help but drop the phoenix seal.
In the end, Shangyan is the emperor, and I lost face in public, and I couldn't get off the stage, so I didn't bother me for a while.
So I took the phoenix seal and did something wrong.
If there is nothing to do, go against him.
He didn't want to be angry with me, so he took it out on other people.
For example, the father and brother of the noble concubine who was once beaten by me.
In the end, I threatened with the child in my belly, and Shangyan finally agreed to let me go.
But when I happily went to find Xi Ran, I was kicked out.
Although she covered it, I still faintly saw the red mark on her neck.
Later, I learned that Shangyan had raped Xi Ran the day before.
She has followed Shangyan for so many years, and every time she has avoided on the grounds that she has been forcibly occupied, but this time, Shangyan did not let her go.
Not only that, Shang Yan also told Xi Ran that if she got too close to me in the future, she would kill the Song family.
After I came out of the Kunning Palace, Shangyan came to me, and I had a big fight with him.
Finally, he carried me to the bed, and said to me with a dark look in his eyes: "In this world, there is a kind of love, called the grinding mirror, do you know?" ”
I was cold all over, and I understood that I had done too much some time ago, and had made him notice that something was wrong, and I told him tremblingly: "Concubine, I don't know." ”
After hearing this, he smiled and touched my face: "Yan'er, give birth to a child for Yuan." ”
The rest of the things, I don't want to recall.
Shang Yan already knew about my fake pregnancy, but most of the time he was willing to indulge me.
Later, he announced to me that I had a miscarriage and then fed me fertility medicine, and he said that even if he could not keep the country in the future, he could keep our mother and child, as long as we were with him.
I feel like he's already a bit crazy.
I turned to Yuan Zhiyi, and not long ago I learned that she was also the same person who asked me to seduce Shangyan.
She sent me ejiao mixed with medicine every day.
I spent a long time in bed.
Until that time, he drank too much and told me that he raped Xi Ran, and more than once, he said that Xi Ran and I were his women, his possessions, he could act arbitrarily, but he loved me.
When I heard his words, my head slammed, and I couldn't listen to anything except that he raped Xi Ran.
My last memory that day was stabbing a knife into his body and telling him the truth that he "loved" me.
When I came to my senses, I had already appeared in the Kunning Palace, I held Xi Ran and cried non-stop, looking at the red mark on her neck, I only felt that my heart was like a knife.
My bright and dashing pity should not suffer from this.
Shang Yan finally attributed the cause of his injuries to the assassins, and said that I died to save him, which is ridiculous.
I hid in the Kunning Palace, slept with Xi Ran, and had the illusion of returning to the beginning.
I leaned on her, touched the places where she had been left with red marks by Shangyan, and asked her, "Does it hurt?" ”
She gently took my hand: "I don't feel much now." ”
"Afraid?"
I felt her body stiffen visibly, and hugged her tightly: "It's all gone, it's all gone." ”
She gradually relaxed: "Qingyan, you shouldn't be so reckless. ”
"You said you would do what you wanted, have you forgotten?"
Cherished to hug me back, tightly.
We talked a lot that night.
I told Xi Ran the reason why I would appear in the palace.
She listened and burst into tears: "Qingyan, I have suffered you, Qingyan, I'm sorry." ”
It turned out that shortly after she returned home, her twin sister Song Xizhao was kidnapped by the rebels along with Shangyan.
With her strong martial arts, she went to the rebel stronghold alone to inquire and found that Song Xizhao had made a private agreement with a person in the rebel army for life.
Then Song Xizhao discovered her, and in order not to let others find out that she had come together with the rebels, she tied Xi Ran up, replaced her as Song Xizhao, and walked to the outside world to announce that Xi Ran had died.
Colluding with the rebels is a capital crime to destroy the door, but unfortunately for the sake of the Song family, I can only endure it first, and then fake my death to find me when I have the opportunity to go back.
Unexpectedly, Shang Yan took a fancy to Song Xiran and wanted to marry her as a crown princess.
Unfortunately, he wanted to resist, but in the end, he couldn't bear the calamity of the Song family, so he was sent to Shangyan by the Song family.
"Qingyan, do you blame me?" She asked me.
I told her, "No complaints. ”
I know her pain, I know her pain, and to this day, as long as she is still by my side, I am satisfied.
Xi Ran and I are together again.
Yuan Zhiyi told me that the rebels would soon break through the Forbidden City, and if I wanted to live quietly with Xi Ran, I would leave as soon as possible.
But I persuaded her for many days, and she shouldn't.
I know that now that she has the Song family behind her, she can no longer do whatever she wants, and as soon as she leaves, Shang Yan will definitely not let the Song family go.
Although the rivers and mountains will be destroyed, the Song family is foolish, as long as Shang Yan says a word, he can die directly.
I'm not in a hurry, she is willing to go with me, I will go to the end of the world with her, she does not want to, I will accompany her.
Later, Shang Yan came to the Kunning Palace again and talked with Xi Ran for an afternoon.
When Shang Yan left, Xi Ran agreed to go out of the palace with me, but she asked me to go first, and she would go to find me.
When I left the palace, I had a vague bad premonition, but I didn't think much, watching the Song family leave the Forbidden City little by little, my uneasy heart finally let go.
Only when Shang Yan finally let go of the Song family and Xi Ran.
Unfortunately, it never came out, and when the rebels were about to storm the city, I received a letter in Xi Ran's handwriting, saying that she had gone to another place because of an emergency, and asked me to go to that place to find her.
She was so stupid to think I would believe it.
Before I went to find Yuan Zhiyi, I told me who I could find, and she said that if something happened, that person could take me into the palace to find her.
There is only one condition, which is to write down my past with Xi Ran, and I know that she wants to tell it to Yun Shaohua, who likes gossip.
I put on a wedding dress and returned to the Kunning Palace, looked at the fire in front of me, and walked in without fear.
Xi Ran lay on the ground, wearing the red and black power suit I had made for her.
Shang Yan used a trick, he tricked Xi Ran, as long as he died, Xi Ran would die.
He threatened the fate of the Song family and me hidden in the Kunning Palace to plant this trick for Xi Ran.
This is the last revenge of this emperor full of love for me.
I lost my love.
I squatted down and gently stroked Xi Ran's face.
Her eyes reflected me in the fire: "Let's go." ”
I didn't listen to her and picked her up: "We have been together for so long, we have forgotten one thing." ”
She looked at me.
"Worship and get married." I told her, "From now on I will be a lover." ”
She smiled, used the last bit of strength in her body to follow me and said, "Worship heaven and earth." ”
Worship heaven and earth, and never separate life and death.
I hugged her tightly as the fire burned us into two tangled charcoals.
We still have lifetimes.
Yun Shaohua fan
My name is Yun Shaohua, I am the only daughter of General Yun, and the last child my mother gave birth to before she died, and I have four older brothers before me.
It can be said that I was spoiled and grew up.
When I was a child, I just casually said to my eldest brother that I wanted to eat lychees, and my eldest brother actually took the ice cubes from the freezer, made a low-temperature box and went to the place where the lychees were produced, and brought them back to me.
My childhood was my happiest time.
I can ride on the eldest brother's neck to pick dates, I can break into the second brother's study to draw villains with him, I can snatch the third brother's spear and play with him to chase me, and I can blame the bad things I have done to the honest fourth brother.
When my father reprimanded my four brothers with a serious face, I would climb on top of him, pull his beard, make him a grimace, and say to him: "Daddy, daddy, don't be angry, play with Shaohua." ”
My father always looked helpless and touched my head: "I can't do anything about you." ”
Then he told my four brothers to get out.
I was taken aback and ripped off a few long whiskers without noticing.
"Ahh!" Before the brothers went out, they heard their father's screams of pain, and when they looked back together, they couldn't hold back their laughter.
Later, they were all chased and beaten by my father in the yard, and only me, the culprit, watched the excitement.
These days lasted until I was twelve.
My father and my three older brothers went to the front, leaving me and my fourth brother to rely on each other.
My fourth brother and I were happiest when my father's letter arrived.
They would write to us what they had been through and how many battles they had won.
Most importantly, having faith means they are safe.
My father and they made more and more war achievements, and their official positions became bigger and bigger, and some people from the palace often came to visit.
This word was told to me by the fourth brother, and he told me to pay attention to such people in the future and not to be dazzled by their curvy flattery.
People in Beijing say that I have good fortune, can reincarnate, have a capable father, and have four capable brothers.
But I don't feel like I feel at all, I just want to go back to the old days.
When I was fourteen years old, I had a nightmare one night and ran to my fourth brother's yard crying.
He was drinking, holding the jar and drinking.
I hugged him: "Fourth brother, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I dreamed that you all left me." ”
The fourth brother put down the altar, and I still don't forget his expression at that time, it was so reluctant and sad.
"Xiao Shaohua, the fourth brother doesn't worry about you."
Later, the fourth brother also went to the battlefield.
With the increase of power, the emperor also became more guarded against our Yun family, and even deducted military food and military salaries several times.
My father could only subsidize the general's mansion and some valuable things.
I lived alone in the General's Mansion until I was sixteen years old, and there were fewer and fewer things in the mansion, and in the end, only the butler was left to take care of me.
It was my birthday, and my father and four older brothers had returned to the mansion for the first time, still wearing the same clothes they had worn when they left.
They gave me jewelry, fruits, and a wedding dress.
The emperor asked me to enter the palace to be his noble concubine.
Living alone for two years, without my father and brother by my side to shelter, I have grown up a lot.
I also understand that this is the emperor is jealous of my family's current military power, and wants me to enter the palace as a hostage.
I agreed without saying anything, and I was not too sad, I have enjoyed the favor for more than ten years, and I always have to know how to give.
But my father, who had never cried much, had red eyes, and he didn't even have the courage to look at me.
"Shaohua, if you don't want to marry, you can not marry, it's a big deal, I directly opposed this dog emperor." The eldest brother said.
"Shut up!" The father reprimanded.
"Daddy! Our Yun family is fortunately fighting the front line, and our lives are hanging by a thread several times, just to defend Jiangshan, but in the end, this emperor is still doing this to us, why should we be loyal to him! The eldest brother said that his eyes were also red, and his eyes were full of unwillingness.
"For the subject, loyal to the king, this is the family motto of our Yun family for several generations, in this case, you must not say it again!" Father drank.
The eldest brother still wanted to say something, but I stopped him: "Big brother, don't say it, there is nothing wrong with being a noble concubine, Shaohua is very happy." ”
The father wiped his face and said, "Shaohua is sensible." ”
The eldest brother sat down weakly in his chair.
Late at night, the light in the second brother's study never went out, and the sound of the third brother's guns in the courtyard never stopped.
The fourth brother came to my yard dressed in alcohol: "Shaohua, it's the brothers who are useless, Shaohua." ”
On the day I entered the palace, in order to appease our Yun family, Xu was quite pompous, almost comparable to the treatment of the empress.
But I didn't have a round house with the emperor.
I pretended to have accidentally eaten drunk and went straight to sleep.
I only took myself hostage and didn't want anything else.
The next day the emperor gave me a reward of water, and there were countless gold and silver jewels.
For me, who has been poor for a long time, these things are no less meaningful than a long drought.
I secretly sent it all outside the palace and asked the butler to give it to my father.
Although these gold and silver jewels may be a drop in the bucket for war, it is always better than nothing.
After that, I never resisted the emperor coming to me, and he was tied to gold and silver jewelry in my eyes.
Every time he came in, I felt like he was glowing.
But what I didn't expect was that the emperor thought that I had become so welcoming to him and fell in love with him.
I felt sick, but he treated me better and better, in other words, he gave me more and more money, and I put up with it.
The women of the harem also hated me because of the favor given to me by the emperor, poisoned my meals, worked on soft corrections, drugged my rouge gouache, and all kinds of tricks were frequent.
I was so exhausted that I was hit and almost didn't save my life.
The emperor kept my bed for three days, and the imperial doctor was waiting outside the house at all times.
On a cold winter night, my house was as warm as summer.
But my illness is getting worse and worse, and it never gets better.
Finally, the emperor also lost patience, left my dormitory, and even began to prepare for my aftermath.
My palace has become deserted because of the emperor's departure, and there is only one imperial doctor left.
But the emperor didn't care, he just wanted to express his love for me with a grand funeral and move himself.
When I was about to lose consciousness, I said "Shaohua." "Woke me up.
Then I felt a chill in my neck, as if someone had put something on me.
"This is the jade pei that my mother specially went to the temple to help me ask for when I was sick, and it would be good to wear it and your illness."
The man was gentle, just like when I had a fever as a child, Daddy gently touched my forehead.
"Don't be afraid, it will be fine."
She even spoke the same as Daddy.
It reminds me of the time when I lived in the yard with my father and brother when I was a child.
As soon as his nose was sore, he cried for the first time after entering the palace.
The man wiped away my tears with a handkerchief, and there was still a good smell of cold plum on my body.
Since then, this taste has never been forgotten in my life.
"Shaohua, drink the medicine when you wake up." The man said.
But I didn't even have the strength to open my mouth, and the medicine could not be fed.
The man seemed to hesitate for a moment while holding the medicine bowl and said, "I'm sorry." ”
Then I felt two moist and soft pieces of something on my lips, and a warm current flowed into my mouth.
Bitter, with the smell of medicine.
I heard my sickly weak heart beating violently.
I desperately opened my eyes, trying to see who this person was.
A burst of light came in, and in front of me was a plain-looking woman, dressed plainly, and smiled at me so fondly.
I recognized her, her name was Yuan Zhiyi, the little noble man who often followed me.
I saw her the day after I entered the palace, but I didn't pay much attention to her because she was too inconspicuous.
Later, she probably saw my love for gold and silver jewelry, and often sent me valuable items.
I only thought of her as a concubine who wanted to please me, and although she was very useful for what she sent, I still didn't take it to heart.
I never imagined that one day, this inconspicuous little nobleman would come to my palace and save my life when the emperor thought that I would die and had given up on me.
Maybe that Yupei really worked wonders, and I was half better the next day.
When the news reached the emperor, he put down his official duties and came to see me, but his face was a little disappointed, as if he was lost for not being able to end the "love" between me and him with my death.
I think he is stupid, I was originally a hostage he got into the palace, if I died, wouldn't there be no point in him trying to get me into the palace.
Later, I also said this to Yuan Zhiyi, and she laughed directly, measured me for a while and said, "The emperor may not think so much, he may just love your beauty to bring you into the palace." ”
She always saw it so clearly.
My illness gradually improved, but Yuan Zhiyi never came again, only the jade pei on my chest still carried her residual warmth.
I found that I really wanted to see her ordinary face again.
So when I was about the same time, I personally went to her palace.
She was reading under a tree in the yard when I went, and her serious eyebrows reminded me of my second brother.
He was so attentive when he read books.
I stopped the next person who had gone to pray and walked in her direction alone, trying to get closer to see her.
I walked very lightly, but it still disturbed her.
She raised her head and showed me a joyful smile: "Niangniang, are you well?" ”
I nodded and said, "What kind of book are you reading?" ”
"It's just poetry." As she spoke, she naturally buckled the book on the table, covered her name, and handed me a plate of snacks: "I made it with my own hands, and the lady tasted it." ”
So I sat down in the chair next to her and ate snacks with her.
"You're quiet here." I say.
"It's just because I'm in a low position and no one comes." When she said this, her face was free.
I feel that she is different from other palace concubines.
"Was it you who came to my palace that day?" I asked her.
"Yes." She replied naturally: "They all said that Niangniang was going, but I think that a good person like Niangniang should live for a long time, so I went to see Niangniang." ”
"You also fed me medicine, put on your mother and gave you jade pei?"
"I thought that when I was a child, Yupei saved me, and I could also save my mother, as for why it was half a piece..." She smiled embarrassedly when she said this: "I thought, if it really can't be done, I will ask Yupei to give you my life." ”
"Why?" I really wondered why anyone in this place in the harem would want to save me like this.
"Because I look good at the lady." She said.
I couldn't say anything else for a while, so I just said, "Just call me Shaohua in the future." ”
"Okay, Shaohua." Yuan Zhiyi should be fast, and turned his head to smile at me contentedly.
For a moment, I thought she was so good-looking.
"Shaohua, do you want revenge?" She asked me.
I looked at her suspiciously.
"It's Zhang Jieyu who harms you, the biggest advantage of being inconspicuous is that no one notices me, so I can overhear a lot of secrets."
Yuan Zhiyi said.
"Why are you helping me?" I asked her.
"Because you asked me to call you Shaohua, I see you more pleasant."
Then Yuan Zhiyi told me about Zhang Jieyu's personal relationship with a eunuch.
I was shocked: "How can you have a personal affair with a eunuch?" ”
Yuan Zhiyi smiled mysteriously: "Fake eunuch." ”
This secret affair aroused my later gossip.
Yuan Zhiyi designed a good show, let me lead the emperor to Zhang Jieyu's palace, and directly came to catch the traitor in bed.
The emperor was furious, deposed the false eunuch on the spot, and gave Zhang Jieyu a three-foot white aya.
I asked Yuan Zhiyi if this would hurt them too badly.
Yuan Zhiyi gently poked my head: "Fool, she didn't have a soft heart when she wanted your life." ”
Although I was scolded, I felt protected again.
I leaned next to her, feeling just at ease.
Later, Yuan Zhiyi told me a lot of secrets about palace concubines, and asked me to use these secrets to steal money.
Every night when Yuan Zhiyi and I ate her snacks and counted the belongings we had extorted during the day, it was the happiest time of the day.
I became more willing to listen to gossip than Yuan Zhiyi.
It's not that the palace concubine tried to take revenge on me, but they were all recognized by Yuan Zhiyi, and then mercilessly helped me take revenge back.
The emperor turned a blind eye to this, but someone sued the empress, and I was called by the empress to reprimand.
But the queen also taught me a truth, she told me to know the way to continue, and if I didn't, she helped me understand it.
After seeing the long sword in her hand that emitted a cold light, I gave in.
She is the biggest in the harem, and she has the final say.
After listening to me, Yuan Zhiyi stopped my head in his arms: "Wronged, wronged." ”
After that, we can only ask the concubine to pay money regularly, and we can't blackmail every day.
This kind of day lasted until Lin Qingyan entered the palace.
I fell out of favor almost instantly, but at first I was happy so that I could sleep with Yuan Zhiyi almost every night.
Falling asleep next to her made me feel relieved.
Until Lin Qingyan did not pay the protection fee for a long time.
When she came, the rewards that originally belonged to me went into her pocket like water, and I was very hungry.
So I went to her for trouble, and then I was relegated to Jieyu.
Not only that, I was also beaten by Lin Qingyan, in fact, it was not a beating, but she messed up my bun.
When I came out of Lin Qingyan's palace embarrassed, I saw Yuan Zhiyi standing there with an indifferent face.
I looked at her aggrievedly, but she didn't come forward to comfort me as I hoped, just glanced at me coldly, and then passed me and walked straight to Lin Qingyan.
At that moment, I suddenly became afraid, afraid that Yuan Zhiyi's kindness to me would change to Lin Qingyan.
But my self-esteem did not allow me to show this, and I could only find an excuse to go to Lin Qingyan after Yuan Zhiyi got a reward for making food for her.
She still treated me the same as before, as if the cold glance in Lin Qingyan's palace before was just my illusion.
She patiently taught me how to eat and listened to me talk about the gossip I was looking for.
During that time, I especially loved to talk to her about Lin Qingyan, at first just to test Yuan Zhiyi's thoughts about Lin Qingyan, until that hunt.
My father and brothers made meritorious contributions on the front line again, so the emperor named me Concubine Yun.
I sat next to Yuan Zhiyi, watching the undercurrent of the emperor and the empress and Lin Qingyan above, and ate with relish.
As I was watching, Yuan Zhiyi bumped my arm and made me retract my eyes.
I had to lower my head and eat quietly, but Lin Qingyan's hot eyes when she looked at the empress were imprinted in my heart.
I don't think it's right, but I can't tell what's wrong.
At that time, I didn't think that women would fall in love with women.
During the hunt the next day, Yuan Zhiyi, the emperor and the empress, the eyes of the three people were attracted by Lin Qingyan, who was dressed in uniform.
For some reason, I actually felt a sour feeling in my heart.
Not for my nominal husband, but for this plain-looking woman standing next to me.
I don't know how to express my feelings, so I can only say sourly in Yuan Zhiyi's ear: "She is quite handsome in this dress, and she even blinded you." ”
"Haha, it's not just me, you see the emperor, the eyes are already on her and refuse to come down." Yuan Zhiyi said that she actually admitted that she was mesmerized, and I only felt a stuffy breath blocking my chest when I listened.
"A bunch of womanizers."
That afternoon, because of Yuan Zhiyi's words, I didn't pay much attention to her for an afternoon.
She may have sensed something was wrong and came to coax me, and I tilted my head to look at her sulking, and when she wanted to leave, I tugged at the corner of her clothes.
Yuan Zhiyi was made to lose his temper by me, and in the end, he simply looked at me quietly and with a smile on his face.
I was embarrassed: "Look at what you see." ”
"I see our little Shaohua, she looks so good." She said.
I snorted softly: "So what, you haven't seen Lin Qingyan and are fascinated." ”
"She hasn't been in the palace for a few days, and I see that you have already treated her better than me."
Yuan Zhiyi shouted wrongly: "I approached her just to grab her handle so that I could help you get some money to spend, but nothing else."
"Really?" I felt a little more comfortable when I heard these words: "Then did you catch her by any handle?" ”
Yuan Zhiyi shook his head and sighed: "Not yet." ”
Neither she nor I expected that before we caught Lin Qingyan's handle, the empress gave everyone a startle first.
Suddenly assassins came while hunting, and they came to our side with long swords.
I was stunned.
In the Yun Mansion, I was the most delicate sister, and my father never wanted me to let me practice martial arts hard like my brothers, so I didn't know anything about martial arts, and I could only freeze in place when the assassin stabbed me.
Just as the assassin's long sword was about to stab me, it was dark before my eyes, and I was thrown to the ground by a man and dodged the blow.
It's Hara.
"Don't be afraid." She said to me.
Then my heart suddenly calmed down.
Hara Zhiyi took me to an inconspicuous corner and protected me behind me, which made me feel protected again.
Through the gap, I saw the god-killing queen in the middle of the assassins.
It turns out that the queen can also do martial arts, I think.
But the emperor seemed to be very angry, and after the assassins were destroyed, he ordered the hunt to end early, and ordered the empress not to step out of the Qiankun Palace again.
Lin Qingyan knelt on the ground and cried into tears, pleading with the emperor to still not work.
I was puzzled by this at the time, and it wasn't until Yuan Zhiyi explained it to me in the evening that I understood the seriousness of the matter.
I can't help but feel sorry for the queen.
Yun Shaohua fan
Later, the emperor wanted to hand over the harem to Lin Qingyan to manage, but she dropped the seal on the spot and couldn't get off the stage.
I asked Yuan Zhiyi, and she told me that it was because Lin Qingyan was losing her temper with the emperor.
"Why?" I thought about the scene in the hunting ground that day, and suddenly I felt that I had figured out something: "Is it for the queen's business?" ”
Yuan Zhiyi nodded.
But I don't understand: "But when did Lin Qingyan have such a good relationship with the empress, and she dumped the phoenix seal in front of so many people for her, so that the emperor could not get off the stage." ”
"Do you want to know?" Yuan Zhiyi asked me.
I nodded.
"Then I'll go and find out." She said and hung a purse around my waist: "It's beautiful." ”
She said.
But then I didn't have the heart to think about Lin Qingyan and the empress.
My father wrote to me, saying that the food on the front line was in short supply and could not be bought with money, but the imperial court refused to support, so the eldest brother took a team of men and horses to rob the rebels' food.
He never returned and was beheaded by the rebels.
After I finished reading the letter, I slumped on the ground.
During this period of time, together with Yuan Zhiyi, blackmailing the concubine, he lived too happily.
Just yesterday, I was discussing gossip with her.
But my eldest brother did not have a full stomach when he died.
I felt powerless.
I struggled to get up from the ground, rushed to the emperor's palace, knelt down and kowtowed to him: "Please the emperor save my father and brother!"
But he paid no attention to me, as if the favor I had given me when I first entered the palace had never existed.
I knelt there, my hairpin half off, described as embarrassed, already crying into tears.
But he just paints there.
I crawled over and hugged his thigh and cried: "My father and brother are not afraid of life and death on the front line for the imperial court, and now there is a shortage of food on the front line, and I also ask the emperor to allocate food to save my father and brother's life." ”
Only then did he put down the brush in his hand, but asked me: "Do you think Lin Qingyan loves me?" ”
I have never felt my father and brother so pathetic.
The emperor they were loyal to only cared about whether his noble concubine loved him or not at this time.
"Love, the noble concubine loves the emperor, and asked the emperor to allocate food to my father and brother, and if there is no food, they will all starve to death, emperor!"
But the emperor threw the pen on the ground: "Lie." ”
Then he had people kick me out and warned me not to tell anyone about my father's lack of food and that the court would not allocate it.
When I was dragged out of the door, I finally shouted at him: "Shangyan, Lin Qingyan, she doesn't love you, no one will love you, you are worthless and unworthy!" Not worthy!"
When I walked to my hall with a lost soul, I met Lin Qingyan.
She deliberately found me stubble and deducted my silver for a year.
I know she wants to provoke me, and it's better to let me quarrel with her so that this harem can be more uneasy.
But I'm not in the mood to play with her, and I don't care about the money anymore.
I ignored her and went back to my palace.
The next day, I looked at my dazzling costumes and felt extremely uncomfortable, plus I didn't want Lin Qingyan to see me and find me trouble, so I simply wore a eunuch suit and went out.
I'm going to find Yuan Zhiyi, I need her.
I want her to hug me, I want to tell her my distress, I want to get a little comfort from her, I want to get hope to live from her.
I told her about my father and brother, and she took me in her arms and softly comforted me.
I think it's nice to have her with me.
But within a few days, my father and brother were depleted of food and grass and died in the besieged city.
The rebels did not have enough grain and grass for twenty days, but they dared to besiege the city, and someone must have told them the amount of grain and grass that my father and brother had left.
Only I, the Emperor, and Yuan Zhiyi know about this matter.
And no matter how faint the emperor is, it is impossible to tell the rebels about these things.
I vomited blood on the spot and couldn't get sick.
I didn't expect that I would trust people by mistake.
I remembered the people my fourth brother told me to be careful of sycophants, most of them have bad intentions.
But I mistakenly took the sycophant approach of Yuan Zhiyi for a piece of sincerity.
Ridiculous, pathetic, deplorable.
I've never hated myself so much.
Later, I probably saw that I hadn't gone to her for a long time, but she actually came to me.
That was the first time I turned her away.
I told her about it, hoping she would deny it, but she eventually acquiesced.
There is not a word of explanation.
Later, I accidentally saw it under the bed, and I was so angry that I dragged Yupei from my neck and threw it to the ground in a fit of anger.
When the original Yi gave it to me, I cherished it so much, and how much I hate it now.
I ordered the palace maid to return this jade pei to Yuan Zhiyi, who often walked around outside my palace gate.
Later, Yuan Zhiyi was unexpectedly favored, and the emperor went to her palace almost every night to stay overnight.
Later, winter came, and it was getting colder every day, and the emperor never came to me again.
Everyone in the palace knew that I had almost completely fallen out of favor, so the charcoal in my house was short of two pounds.
My illness was getting worse and worse, and I could barely get out of bed.
The Tai Doctor came to see him a few times at first, but then simply stopped coming.
The little maid next to me, Willow Cui, dotted a small amount of charcoal next to my bed every night to try to warm me up.
She even gave me the cup from her house and put it over me, but I was still cold and cold.
Then one day, the house suddenly warmed up, and charcoal was burning day and night.
I asked Liu Cui why she was suddenly so extravagant.
She refused to speak.
But I understood.
Sure enough, the next day an uninvited guest came to my palace, she got directly into my quilt, hugged me, and tried to warm me up with her body.
It's Hara.
She had the smell of alcohol on her body, muttered a lot of words to me, and put a jade bracelet on me, which was inlaid with her half of the jade pepe.
She told me, "Shaohua, I regret it. ”
I didn't hold back my tears, but I ignored her.
After that time, she often came to me and whispered in my ear.
Then, Lin Qingyan died, and died suddenly.
I don't feel much about it, and I haven't felt anything since my father and brother died.
But Yuan Zhiyi told me that Lin Qingyan was still alive, and told me about the gossip between her and the empress.
"Why bother? Hara no Yi. I asked her.
She couldn't speak, and finally just called me softly: "Shaohua." ”
That day I suddenly felt better, so I started playing chess, and Yuan Zhiyi came to me again.
But she came this time to ask me out of the palace.
She said it would not be long before the rebels would occupy the palace.
I didn't want to leave, but she was so determined that she came to persuade me almost every night.
She ended up crouching in front of my bed all night and asked me if I wanted to kill her.
She actually wanted to use her life to arouse my fighting spirit to live.
I don't know what she's trying to do.
From the beginning of her approach to me, everything was to get information from my father and brother, and now that her purpose has been achieved, my father and brother are dead, and the rebels are about to win, why has she not let me go?
Why does everything she does now seem to be sincere?
But Mu has become a boat, there is nothing to change, even if she is sincere now, it is useless.
The day before Yuan Zhiyi's people came to pick me up, I watched Liu Cui for a long time.
For the first time, I realized that Willow Cui was so similar to my body.
I wrote a letter and gave Liu Cui all the money in my palace, asked her to put on my fancy clothes, and followed the man.
That night I had a dream that I was back in the yard where I was a child.
I tugged at my father's beard, and the eldest brother, second brother, third brother and fourth brother laughed.
As for Yuan Zhiyi, she never existed.
Hara Zhiyi will have two endings. One of them is the HE ending.
Hara no Yi fanwai HE
My name is Yuan Zhiyi, and I am the daughter of a military general like Shao Hua, but I am my father's only daughter.
Ever since I could pick up that long knife, I have been following my father on the battlefield.
While Shao Hua was enjoying the favor of his father and brother, I was in a corner of thousands of troops, smelling the bloody stench of the enemy's blood.
When I was twelve years old, my father submitted to Pan Zixuan, and since then he has educated me to another level, that is, I must become Pan Zixuan's rightful wife, the future empress, and give birth to a boy, so that he can become the next emperor.
Perhaps in order to make myself feel better, I began to hint to myself that I really fell in love with Pan Zixuan.
That's how I don't seem so sad.
If nothing else, after my father died in battle, I will work hard for the goals my father set for me.
But it shouldn't, it shouldn't, let me meet Shaohua.
It changed the course of my life.
Her glances and smiles are so moving, her cute little daughter is delicate, her simple and kind heart, and her little nature that loves money but is not greedy for money, all make me happy from my heart.
When I was with her, I felt that I was an independent, joyful, sad and soulful person.
At first, I didn't understand what this meant, until I saw Lin Qingyan's hot feelings for the empress, I realized that I was in love with Yun Shaohua.
It turned out that my feeling for Pan Zixuan was not love, but self-hypnosis under interests.
So in the end, I chose to give up my faith and pillars for twenty years.
Just hope to have Shaohua with you for the rest of your life, it is enough.
But she didn't wait for me at the place I had arranged in advance.
There was only her maid, Willow Cui.
She wore Shaohua's clothes, wore the jade pei I gave to Shaohua, ate the delicacies I prepared for Shaohua, and lived in the small courtyard I built for Shaohua.
She also told me that Shao Hua asked her to go out of the palace instead of her so that she could hide it from me.
What else she said, I didn't hear.
Because his hand was already stuck around her neck and lifted her up.
I was furious and wanted to kill her.
But when I saw Liu Cui under me, unable to breathe and struggling desperately, Shao Hua's disappointed eyes flashed in my mind.
I finally let go of Willow, and she looked at me in horror and kept backing away.
"Live well." I told her.
Shao Hua asked Liu Cui to go out of the palace for her, and also gave her all the money, so she must have hoped that Liu Cui would live well.
I returned to the palace and came to the courtyard of Shaohua.
Pan Zixuan had just ascended the throne and had not yet had time to settle down, so I sneaked in very easily, and listened to a quarrel between the new empresses on the way.
Song Xizhao did not want Pan Zixuan to have a concubine, but Pan Zixuan said that in order to stabilize the situation, political marriage was indispensable.
One cries, one quarrels, one stays, one goes.
This "natural couple" is no more than that.
But I wasn't too interested in listening to them argue about these boring things, I just wanted to find Shao Hua quickly.
I rummaged through her dormitory, through the courtyard where I had lived before, and found nothing.
I became more and more anxious, a huge sense of fear enveloped me, I picked up the wine jug around my waist and drank it fiercely, calmed myself down, and told myself that I just couldn't find Shaohua for the time being.
And then this search, it's five years.
I went everywhere I thought she would go, even digging the imperial tomb, but in vain.
With me, there was her father and brother.
They didn't die, and I asked the original family army to save them from the man-eating battlefield.
The reason why I didn't tell Shao Hua was because at that time I was not sure whether they really left with the original family army, and I was afraid that Shao Hua would be disappointed.
But now it's the biggest regret of my life.
"Yuan Zhiyi, you know, I don't want to find it." It was Shao Hua's fourth brother who spoke.
His eyes were lonely, and he had the smell of alcohol on his body all year round.
When I first saw him, although he was dressed embarrassingly and hungry almost only skin and bones, but there was moving vitality in his eyes, but now he has become a pool of stagnant water: "Just let Shaohua live well in the place she likes." ”
I knew that he was afraid that he would find the news of Shao Hua's death in the end, and if he didn't look for it, he could tell himself that she was still alive.
But I don't want to, I must find her, whether alive or dead, I have to find her.
Even if I can't be together, I will be buried in the same place as her.
"You said you would take Shao Hua out of the palace intact, but now you tell me where he is?" Shaohua's eldest brother asked me.
He is nearly forty years old this year, but he still has no wife and children, and he is running for his sister.
"I'll always find her." I said, glancing at the men beside me, their faces were painful, tired, desperate: "I'll find a place first for you to settle down." ”
"You should rest well, you should take a wife and a wife, you should quit drinking and drinking, and I will go to her myself."
"I hope that when I bring Shao Hua back, I can see that the people she cares about most are living happily."
"Don't look for it anymore, I'll be enough alone."
As soon as my voice fell, they had already objected in unison, saying that they were Shaohua's closest relatives and could not let an outsider go to her alone.
I couldn't talk to them, and then told them that now a small county town is settled and then I will think about it.
None of us expected that we would find Shaohua in this remote town.
She had become an innkeeper by this time.
We recognized her as soon as we stepped into the inn.
She stared at us blankly, and I looked at her intently.
She seems to have suffered a lot, her skin is no longer as fair and tender as before, even wrinkled, and her body is not as light as before, but has become rough.
She wore the most simple linen clothes and treated every guest with a smile.
We don't know how long we looked at it like this, until the guests in the inn all looked at us with strange eyes, and Shao Hua cried and shouted: "Daddy, eldest brother, second brother, third brother, fourth brother." ”
She ran and threw herself into her father's arms, tears raining down.
I stood by and watched their family reunite, but for some reason I felt sad.
It wasn't until Shao Hua settled her father and brother that she noticed me.
"You did it?" She asked me lightly, her tone not inaudible: "Why didn't you tell me in the first place?" ”
I looked at her, looked at her, my eyes refused to leave for a moment, and when she talked to me, I finally couldn't help it, and I held her in my arms, tightly, and I couldn't wait to let go from now on, so I held her for the rest of my life.
"I'm sorry, Shaohua."
"I miss you so much, Shaohua."
"I love you, Shaohua."
She let me hold her, and when I said I loved her, she gently put her hand on my shoulder without saying a word.
Then she let me go to the firewood room.
When I came out of the woodhouse the next day, sleepy-eyed, she gave me only a bowl of gruel.
Her eldest brother couldn't look at it and wanted to give me his food, and her father reprimanded her for it.
Shao Hua just twisted his head: "She likes to drink or not, you care what she does." ”
I picked up the bowl and drank it, feeling that I had never eaten such a delicious thing in my life, and I couldn't even hold back my tears into the porridge.
"Delicious!"
Later, I learned that this was porridge made by Shao Hua herself, and she still had me in her heart.
After the initial joy of reunion, Shaohua's father and brother were ready to set up a home in this small county town.
The eldest brother and the third brother opened a small martial arts hall to teach people martial arts, the second brother went to the academy to become a teaching gentleman, and the fourth brother quit drinking, but went to the small tavern as an apprentice.
Shaohua's father bought a few acres of thin land in the countryside and planted flowers, fruits and vegetables every day.
As for Shao Hua, she always tossed me in different ways.
She asked me to cook in her back kitchen without paying me, she let me sleep in the firewood room, and she didn't give me a bedboard.
She sent me to the mountains to pick wild mushrooms, sent me to the mountains to hunt pheasants and hares, and she slapped me hard when I was injured.
I knew she was angry with me, but why was I so happy.
Sometimes, I would go to her room at night to look for her, and she would always try to blast me out of her room, but she never succeeded.
What I like most is to watch her quietly.
Look at the two blushes she floats up because of shyness.
Look at her dodgy eyes that don't dare to look me directly.
Looking at her already a little vicissitudes, stained with the face that is not easy in the world.
I like everything about her, no matter how the future changes, she is my Shaohua.
I thought that the days would go on like this, and I accompanied her day by day, impressing her again, and stayed with her until I was old.
But her eldest brother is nosy and wants to be a red bridal for Shaohua.
The other party is a local Xiaocai, surnamed Liu, who helped Shaohua a lot when she first came here, and has not married Shaohua so far.
Obstruction.
"Shaohua, you are not small, I see that Liu Xiucai is of good character, and he has a deep affection for you, why don't you consider it?"
The eldest brother asked her.
"Big brother, now that I have opened an inn, I have a good life alone, I don't worry about eating and drinking, and I don't want to get married." Shao Hua said, absentmindedly playing with the teacup on the table.
The eldest brother squeezed the teacup: "Don't play." ”
Shao Hua put away his hand angrily, and simply held his cheeks and looked out the window.
"Shaohua, when you married and married that person, we all felt guilty about you in our hearts, and now that there is such a good person by your side, we all feel more comfortable in our hearts."
"In this world, the truth is the most difficult to find, Liu Xiucai told me that he is willing to marry you alone in this life, it is also very rare, you marry him, it can be regarded as a landing."
"Big brother doesn't force you, it's just that you are always alone, big brother can't rest assured, we always have an old day, I'm afraid that when the time comes..."
"When the time comes, and me."
I finally couldn't help but go through the window and stood beside Shao Hua, she looked at me in surprise, but quickly concealed her emotions.
"Yuan Zhiyi, what do you mean?" The eldest brother frowned and looked at me, in fact, he had doubts about my feelings for Shaohua, but he never made it clear.
What he said just now is afraid that it is also to stop entanglement me with Shao Hua.
I didn't want to go along with him.
So I lightly touched Shaohua's lips and looked at my eldest brother: "That's what it means." ”
The eldest brother looked at us with trembling lips: "Shaohua, you, Yuan Zhiyi!"
Shao Hua shyly turned his face, but his body leaned closer to me: "Big brother, my business, don't worry about it." ”
The eldest brother slumped in the chair and weakly supported his head: "Shaohua, you tell the eldest brother, what do you think." ”
She glanced at me, as if she had stopped talking, and I grabbed her hand with a calm smile: "Big brother, don't you still understand her mind?" ”
The eldest brother's eyes were just staring at Shao Hua, and Shao Hua plucked up his courage and nodded under the gaze of the eldest brother.
"Does she have to be? She's a woman! ”
Shao Hua sighed softly: "In my eyes, she is just Yuan Zhiyi. ”
"Big brother, to tell the truth, when I was in the palace, I had a friendship for her."
"I hated her after the news of your death."
"But now that I know that she gave up her power for me and saved your lives on the battlefield, I don't hate her anymore."
"I tossed her during this time, but I couldn't be angry, she actually hid this matter from me, which made my heart like ashes during that time."
"What's more, she separated us for five years."
"But she and I know that in the end, we will reconcile."
The eldest brother left lonely, which can be regarded as persuaded by Shao Hua, but her other brothers and her father, the eldest brother, let me do it one by one, and he will not interfere again.
I looked at Shao Hua emotionally and hugged her tightly.
"I haven't forgiven you yet."
I heard Shao Hua's voice and couldn't hold back my laughter, I had never felt so painful.
Then came the old-fashioned story, I conquered Shaohua's father and brother one by one, and then moved to Shaohua's boudoir in an upright manner, guarding the inn with her, and growing old with a white head.
As for the obstructive Liu Xiucai, he won the examination again, and he also met a down-and-out young lady on the way to the exam and formed a good relationship with her.
In the end, he returned to this small county town as a small county commander.
It ended happily for everyone.
Forty years later, Shaohua, who was already full of gray hair, closed his eyes forever in my arms.
I combed her hair one last time, dressed her in gorgeous clothes, put on gold and silver jewelry, and then called my eldest brother's son and asked him to bury me and Shao Hua under the big banyan tree in the back mountain.
In the afternoon, I lost my breath.
The last picture in my life was when Shao Hua was wearing a big red dress, and when he walked through the yard, the red cover on his head was blown off by the wind, and a pair of eyes innocently looked back at the place where the red cover was blown down.
It turned out that I already liked her at that time.
Hara no Yi fanwai be
A little boy hums a song and picks hogweed, which is the back mountain where he often comes to play, and there is a big banyan tree not far away to cool down.
But today the big banyan tree seems to have been occupied.
It was a tattered, white-haired old woman with a wine gourd hanging from her waist, and she was sleeping with a jar at this time.
The little boy looked at the person and seemed to be not aggressive, so he got closer again, and then found that although the person was full of white hair, there were no wrinkles on his face, and he looked no more than thirty or forty years old.
Xiao Tong remembered that the man-eating monster that people in the village often said was a white-haired and ageless face, and couldn't help but take two steps back, and when the old woman raised her hand, she screamed "ah" all her life, and even the hogweed ran away regardless of it.
Then the old woman just rubbed her eyes.
"Shaohua." She muttered, "You wait for me, I'll go find you when I'm done dressing you." ”
"Boss Yun, you remember to bury me and Shao Hua in the back mountain."
She actually didn't save Yun Shaohua's father and brother.
She actually found Yun Shaohua's body in the palace.
She just, didn't want to believe it.
Since then, she has only had one dream day and night, in which Yun Shaohua's father and brother are still alive, and her Shaohua is still alive.
In the dream, Shao Hua forgave her, and Shao Hua's father and brother blessed them.
In the dream, there are all the good things she can think of.
So she never wanted to wake up again.
The jar in her arms changed its face as she turned over, and it was engraved, the love of Yuan Zhiyi - Yun Shaohua.