On November 1, 2022, actor Reiza won the 33rd Feitian Award for Outstanding Actress.
When receiving the award, countless actors in the audience celebrated her, and Sun Li was even more excited to tears.
This is the first time in many years that Reiza has been acting and won such a big award.
Once she played a supporting role for 12 years was not recognized, and then finally rose to prominence with her acting skills, but was criticized for no reason.
But Reiza has never given up the pursuit of his career, and has always treated his career with sincerity and fervor.
Finally, with a tear, she achieved a headwind.
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Reiza has been beautiful since he was a child.
Her parents, both from Xinjiang, came to Beijing to develop and gave birth to Reiza.
Due to her ancestry, Reiza looks slightly different from other children, so she is often talked about.
When she was in elementary school, classmates often grabbed her hair and shouted mockingly: "You don't look like others, you are a lamb kebab seller." ”
The little ones have strong self-esteem, and hearing the taunts of others, Reiza is sad and cries and goes home to ask her mother how she can not be bullied.
Her mother told her: "You study hard, and when you become stronger, no one will bully you." ”
This phrase was imprinted in Reiza's bones, and she studied desperately ever since.
But even so, there are still bad voices in the class.
At that time, Reiza thought it was strange, she had worked hard to become stronger, why did people still laugh at her?
She didn't understand, so she would sit still for a while before going to bed every night, review what she had done throughout the day, and if something was wrong, she would keep tangling.
This has been an anxiety for a long time.
This anxiety made Reiza want to escape, she wanted to leave the class and escape to another environment.
Finally, she realized this little dream at the age of 15.
That year, Reiza saw an advertisement in the newspaper: "Ruili" magazine was recruiting female models.
The three words "female model" sounded quite eye-catching, and Reiza went without hesitation.
I have to say that Reiza is still very lucky.
After layers of screening, she passed the interview and successfully partnered Yang Mi on the cover of "Ruili" magazine.
The two girls on the cover with youthful smiles on their faces are very pleasing.
At that time, many people in the magazine praised Reiza: "This little girl is very beautiful, especially when she laughs very sunny." ”
In a word, it directly made Reiza's lost confidence in his heart all recovered.
She opened her big innocent eyes and asked the people around her: "Don't you hate me?" Don't think I look weird? ”
Hearing Reiza's words, the people around him instantly laughed.
They told this little girl that the appearance is given by her parents, and we don't need to question ourselves because of other people's words, just do what we have to do.
On that day, Reiza learned a lot.
Since then, she has been much more cheerful.
Yet the world seems to have been joking with her.
Just after the fire of "Ruili" magazine filmed by Reiza, she directly won the "Best Shot Award", the salary and income rose a lot, and those classmates who had a bad relationship with her before began to contact her frantically.
When you are dull, you are excluded, and when you are on fire, you must be a good friend.
Reiza saw through them and ignored them.
As the saying goes, when a person focuses on being herself and doesn't care about other people's opinions, she will become stronger and more motivated.
In the year of the college entrance examination, Reiza enrolled in the history department of Capital Normal University, and she wanted to become an archaeological school and win glory for the country.
With such lofty ideals, she thought her parents would support her.
Unexpectedly, Reiza's mother came in a blink of an eye: "Just your temperament can't calm down at all, let alone archaeology, even Nortel's performance department you can't pass the exam." ”
The mother's words hit Reiza deeply.
But this time she did not feel inferior, but said very confidently: "Let's try, I will definitely be able to get in!" ”
Word.
Once she had the conviction, Reiza began to study angrily, waking up at 5 a.m. every morning to endorse books, and after a day's classes, she would go home and study for another two hours before going to bed.
The effort pays off.
Finally, under the efforts of Reiza, he was admitted to the high vocational class of the back shadow and became a classmate of Bao Bell and Bao Wenjing.
Originally, I thought that I finally had the opportunity to become an actor, and the future road would be a little easier.
But as everyone knows, this is only the beginning of Reyiza's bumps.
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Because she has no foundation in acting and no outstanding talents, Reiza, who has just entered Nortel, is very confused, and she knows everything about what the teacher says, and she does not ask questions that she does not understand.
So every time he took the exam, Reiza's score was always the tail of the crane.
At that time, the teacher also had a headache for Reiza, and called her directly to the office for an in-depth conversation.
The teacher told Reiza: "Your ability to comprehend the role is very poor, and if there are no good resources to support you in the future, it will be difficult for you to gain a foothold in this circle." ”
What the teacher said was heartfelt, but also realistic.
Reiza naturally knew that her foundation was poor, but she never wanted to give up.
The stubborn Reiza told the teacher: "Not working now doesn't mean not working in the future, let's see you in 10 years!" ”
Reiza made a 10-year contract for herself, believing that she would be on fire within 10 years.
However, reality still hit her hard.
In 2007, Reiza, who had just graduated from Nortel, was invited to participate in a movie.
At that time, Reiza was very happy, feeling that victory was in sight, and it would be popular in less than 10 years.
Unexpectedly, this movie was banned not long after it was broadcast.
At that moment, Reiza's heart instantly cooled by half.
She began to retreat, and the anxiety and insecurity in her heart appeared.
So at that moment, Reiza decided to change careers.
She went to a clothing factory, started selling clothes, and turned from an actress to a part-time worker.
Originally, I thought that as long as I escaped from a place I didn't like, I would usher in something I liked.
But Reiza thought wrongly, so he couldn't escape if he wanted to escape.
When selling clothes, because of personality, Reiza always can't tell customers about ideas, and if the customer is stronger, she directly starts to stutter.
The panicked appearance made customers very dissatisfied with Reiza, so their store often received complaints.
This complaint, the shop owner is naturally unhappy, and then the boss will rebuke Reiza.
A series of effects made Reiza feel very stressed, and she suddenly found that her previous ideas were too naïve, and it was not easy to be in any circle.
There is a good saying in the poem: the mountains and rivers have no way, and the willows are bright and bright.
Just when Reiza was most distressed, her mother's good friend told her: "No matter what you do, you must persevere, there are few people in this world who can climb to the sky in one step, and most of them slowly climb up from the bottom." ”
This sentence made Reiza deeply reflect on himself.
She felt that she was too impetuous in her heart and wanted to succeed too much, so she had never been successful.
There is nothing wrong with having dreams in your heart and good ideas, but if you have an idea, you must have a plan, otherwise it will be empty in the end.
In this way, Reiza returned to the entertainment industry and continued to use his identity as an actor to start filming with the group.
This time she is different, no matter what difficulties and setbacks she encounters in the crew, she does not complain, and she will stick to it even if she is hard.
Once, when Reiza was filming with the group, he happened to encounter that the crew lacked an assistant, resulting in some props that could not be sorted out.
Although the proportion of props in film and television dramas is not particularly critical, it is also very important.
So the director was very anxious at that time, and in the end, Reiza couldn't see it, so he took the position of prop assistant.
At that time, someone asked her: "If you were an assistant, you wouldn't be able to shoot this scene." ”
Although Reiza wanted to follow the filming in her heart, she didn't want to watch someone ask for help but not help.
In this way, she chose the latter between selfishness and helpfulness.
As the saying goes, good is rewarded with kindness, and every kind person will not be disappointed.
Just when Reiza was helping the crew, the director felt that she looked good and gave her a chance to play a supporting role.
At that moment, Reiza was like a treasure.
All along, she has followed the crew to film, and every time she receives a role, she is either a little dragon trick who can't see her face, or she is a passer-by who doesn't speak, and there are very few shots.
And this time, the director directly gave her a chance to show her face.
Reiza was fully prepared, and he memorized his lines skillfully, just waiting for filming.
At first, Reiza felt that she was already skilled in acting, until she suddenly began to get nervous.
The look is very calm, and the acting skills are not as good as expected.
Seeing this, the director directly stepped forward and scolded: "What kind of thing to act, I already knew that you should not be allowed to play this role!" ”
Hearing these words, Reiza was directly frightened stupidly.
She quickly bowed and apologized, begging the director to give him another chance, and then tried again and again before passing.
After that day, Reiza cried bitterly, from her debut in 2007 to 2019, she has been playing supporting roles for 12 years and has never been recognized.
Countless people are criticizing her acting skills, especially after starring in the role of "Ning Guiren" in "The Legend of Zhen Huan", although she opened up her popularity with this drama, there are still many netizens who do not recognize her image and acting skills.
Reiza patiently accepted the criticism from the outside world, and she kept adjusting herself.
Later, she starred in works such as "Love Has Its Own Providence", "Truth Forbidden Zone", "Gun Hunt" and other works, but they did not make too many waves.
Until 2019.
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This year, Reiza starred in the broadcast of "Chang'an Twelve O'clock", in which she played a smart and playful girl Tanqi.
Before filming began, Cao Dun, the director of "Chang'an Twelve O'Clock", had been looking for an actress suitable to play Tanqi.
Because the play is a big drama with two male protagonists, there are relatively few female characters, so if you want to play the most important female role Tanqi, not only do you need the actress's appearance and acting skills, but also have a lot of knowledge and exercise.
At that time, Cao Dun invited many actresses to audition, but these actresses gave up because some of the scenes were rehearsed too violently and dangerously.
In the end, Cao Dun suddenly remembered Reiza, who had starred in "Sea Muyunji", so he tried to contact her.
At that time, Cao Dun thought that Reiza would be like those actresses, and refused to appear for fear of danger.
Unexpectedly, Reiza came directly: "Director, I really want to play this role, what do I need to prepare, just tell me." ”
Such a free sentence made Cao Dun's eyes brighten, and he immediately played the role of Reiza to play "Tanqi".
I have to say that Director Cao Dun's vision is good.
For the role of Tanqi, for the right audience, and for everyone to recognize themselves, Reiza rejected all film contracts before signing a contract.
She began to exercise a lot, at least, dancing, fitness, all of it.
Not only that, she reads history books every day and increases her knowledge of history, all in order to be able to play the role of "tanqi" well.
When filming began, Reiza also specially said to the director: "Director, if I don't play well, you can just scold me directly, and I will definitely change it." ”
If she put it in the past, she might feel that it was a shameful performance for the director to scold herself, but now in her eyes, being scolded by the director is the only way to grow.
With such a good attitude and such a dedicated actor, the director not only does not scold, but also feels very sorry for Reiza's efforts.
At that time, there was a water scene, in order to make the plot more realistic, the entire crew moved to a small waterfall to shoot.
And Reiza needs to stand in the water to shoot, when the water is turbulent, and if you don't stand steady, you will be washed away.
Several times in between, Reiza almost fell, and the director asked her if she had changed her stand-in.
Reiza directly refused, the stand-in is also human, she doesn't want to see the stuntman injured, and only the perception of her own shooting to the audience is the best.
With such kindness, after a scene, Reiza filmed very well, and she was applauded by the entire crew.
Not only that, when the play was broadcast, Reiza's acting skills were immediately recognized by the audience, so she was also nominated for Best Actress in a Chinese Costume TV Series at the 26th Huading Awards.
Although she did not win the award, at that moment, she was moved to tears.
She finally won everyone's recognition and finally lived up to her efforts.
At that time, Reiza was still very concerned about other people's opinions, until something happened.
As the saying goes, there are many popular people.
In the summer of 2019, Reiza appeared at the airport wearing a yellow suspender top, because her skin was too revealed, so many people accused her of not dressing appropriately.
This matter made a lot of noise, and many people attacked her with filthy words.
As a result, Reiza also experienced a long period of severe depression and anxiety.
She had been shutting herself in her room and not coming out, her mind full of extreme thoughts.
Later, it was her mother who told her: "You don't live for others, but for yourself, whether it's career or life, always focus on other people's opinions, that will never progress." ”
Listening to his mother's words, Reiza got out of his anxiety little by little.
Yes, what a wonderful thing to be yourself, why care what others think.
What the human heart is like, what it sees.
In response to the criticism from the outside world, Reiza, who cheered up, decided to go back head-on.
Perhaps it was too noisy, and since then, Reiza has disappeared for a while, and there has been a period of stagnation in resources.
But this did not affect Reiza's heart.
Broad and about to take, thick and thin hair.
Mentality determines everything, and Reiza is ready to go at this time, and it is not long before her good days against the wind.
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In 2021, as soon as the poverty alleviation drama "Mountain and Sea Love" starring Reiza was broadcast, it immediately aroused praise from countless people.
Especially Li Shuihua, played by Reiza, saw the scene when he saw his former lover Ma Defu.
She pursed her lips slightly, her eyes were red, with grievances, helplessness and longing in her eyes, and then a tear fell from the corner of her eyes, and the picture was beautiful and touching.
This is probably the importance of the actor's acting skills, the audience did not say a word, a look, a tear interpreted all the feelings, making countless audiences cry and move.
It is precisely because of this tear that Reiza achieved a headwind turnover and officially became popular.
Countless people have known Reiza through this drama, so when she won the Feitian Award, countless actors applauded her enthusiastically.
Sun Li in the audience was even more excited with tears in her eyes.
Because she knew how difficult it was for this girl.
In fact, when filming "Mountain and Sea Love", Reiza happened to be the most difficult time.
At that time, she was still breastfeeding after giving birth, and because of the blockage of breast milk, she had mastitis, and the doctor needed to pierce the skin with a needle to extract the pus in it.
Because she still has to feed the child, she has no anesthesia throughout the whole process, and she can only endure it.
When she entered the group, in addition to enduring the pain, she also had to take the child and her sister-in-law together.
Unfortunately, at that time they were filming in the Gobi Desert, there was wind and sand everywhere, in order not to affect the crew to shoot and take care of the children, Reiza finished feeding the children, and ran to the crew to start filming.
It was like this from morning to night, and during that time in the crew, she hardly closed her eyes.
The hard work of being a mother, she experienced.
So when Reiza received the Feitian Award and said the thank you, the first sentence was: "Thank you to the crew of "Mountain and Sea Love", thank you Director Kong Sheng for giving an actress who just became a mother the opportunity." ”
"I also want to thank my sister-in-law."
Kindness, sincerity, and gratitude are the most basic standards of being a person, and here, Reiza has done it all.
Therefore, the old drama bones in the audience looked at Reiza's expressions and were very sincere blessings.
They all know that Reiza has not been easy along the way, being a supporting role for 12 years is not recognized, and finally gaining popularity and suffering from depression.
Fortunately, she did not give up and has been moving forward strongly.
Times have passed, and now Reiza is 36 years old, and she has experienced countless hardships and mental torture.
If it is placed on ordinary people, they may have long given up the love and pursuit in their hearts.
But Reiza did not, she walked forward strongly, and the earth came to cover the water.
Now I have no regrets.
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