#头条创作挑战赛 #
Writing her name, I feel the pain of impermanence and aging.
If her man wants to be "China's first divorced man", she is forced to become "China's first divorced woman". This kind of love that is forced to be helpless and indisputable, three points to seek perfection, and seven points to die hard.
The woman under the forced marriage is called Zhang Youyi, Xu Zhimo's original wife. People at the time commented on her: "Her lines are very beautiful, elegant and light makeup, silent, dignified in manners, and beautiful and wise." Such a Republic of China woman should have a golden and jade good fate, but she couldn't force it, and she couldn't try hard, so she was left with the injury of "going to the west building alone without words".
Although he has always looked down on her, in 1918, Zhang Youyi gave birth to a son Xu Jikai for Xu Zhimo without hesitation. She loved him because a woman would only bear a child for him if she loved a man with all her might.
He was drunk in the soft waves of Cambridge
Xu Zhimo was a little moved the moment he saw the child, but it was only for a moment, not stubborn. He was a restless man, and soon after, he traveled to Clark University in the United States, then transferred to Columbia University, and then studied at Cambridge University in London. Among them, Cambridge is the place where Xu Zhimo stayed the longest, and in the soft waves of Kangqiao, he was intoxicated, because in the blossom of that tree by tree, he met Lin Huiyin.
The love affair between Xu Zhimo and Lin Huiyin quickly spread among international students, and in order to defend his nominal marriage, in the winter of 1920, Zhang Youyi wore a cheongsam and went abroad.
When the ship finally entered the boat dock in the port of Marseille after three weeks of bumps. I reclined on the aft deck, waiting impatiently to go ashore, and then saw Xu Zhimo standing in the crowd looking around. At this moment, my heart went cold. He wore a slender black woolen coat with a white silk scarf around his neck. Although I had never seen him in a suit, I knew it was him. I could see at a glance his attitude, and I couldn't be mistaken, because he was the only one in the pile of people who didn't want to go there. ”
For Zhang Youyi's arrival, Xu Zhimo is reluctant to see from this.
In his eyes, she is a "country bun", because he dislikes Zhang Youyi's rusticism, Xu Zhimo took her to Paris, first bought a dress, and then the two took the only group photo. Although it is a little perfunctory, Zhang Youyi's heart is full of happiness. Because there is love, so willingly lower your head into the dust.
Not long after settling down in Shaston, England, Zhang Youyi became pregnant, and at this time Xu Zhimo was madly chasing Lin Huiyin, and he had no time to care, and when he heard it, he said: "Beat the child out." ”
Abortion in the Republic of China, where medicine is lagging behind, is a dangerous thing, Zhang Youyi was unhappy, and immediately added: "I heard that someone died because of abortion." Her intention was to change her husband's will, but her husband retorted ruthlessly: "There are still people who die because of taking the train, do you see that people don't take the train?" ”
Zhang Youyi stayed there for a long time, what could she say? When a man does not love a woman, he does not understand what hurt is.
She cried in the autumn wind
Their relationship has not improved. Until one day, for Lin Huiyin, Xu Zhimo filed a divorce request to Zhang Youyi. Although she expected it, it was still difficult for her to accept that day had come. Just like her favorite cheongsam, because it was eaten by insects and could no longer wear it, how could she forget the fragrance of it blooming like a flower, and how could she be willing to give it?
Although she was reluctant, she still signed the divorce agreement.
Love is fulfillment, she knows.
Her heart still hurt, and when sadness came from her fingertips, she said, "I am an autumn fan, an abandoned wife." ”
In March 1922, after their divorce, Xu Zhimo specially wrote a poem "Laughing to solve the knot of troubles" and sent it to Zhang Youyi. He wasn't bothered, but what about her? She doesn't want much, but she has faith in the rivers and mountains, good people have dependence, and in marriage, she will not be in the wind and snow, she will not be in the middle of nowhere, and she will not abandon it all the time.
But he couldn't give it to her. Think about it this way, forget it, that's it. It's also good.