As a famous host of CCTV, Xiao Xiaolin has hosted programs such as "Social Economics and Latitude", "News Network", "Today's Sayings" and has also promoted Sabine.
However, she put most of her energy on work but ignored the existence of her family, after the illness she looked at her family's sad appearance full of guilt, and the last words she said finally made many people wake up.
Xiao Xiaolin only experienced 5 months from retirement to death, what happened during this time to make her die so soon? And what did she say before she died?
Xiao Xiaolin was born in Hunan in 1962, as a Xiang girl, her personality is also hot, and no one can change anything she decides.
She was born in a family of teachers, her parents were university teachers, and in that era, she still had a lot of income, enough for a family to live, and Xiao Xiaolin did not suffer when she was a child.
Due to the parents' career problems, they have a lot of books at home, and usually the parents are always busy with work and have no time to take care of their daughters.
Xiao Xiaolin also does not like to go out to play, usually like to stay at home and read, under the influence of this family atmosphere, her academic performance has always been at the top of the class.
Parents are very pleased with their daughter's understanding, and they think that their daughter will become a good teacher like themselves.
But Xiao Xiaolin was not interested in the teacher, but at that time, she did not know what she really liked, nor did she oppose her parents' words.
It wasn't until junior high school that Xiao Xiaolin suddenly heard a voice coming from the school radio station and listened to the confident voice inside, and for the first time she developed a strong interest in an industry.
It was at this time that she made up her mind to become a professional announcer in the future, so after graduating from high school, she immediately applied for the Beijing Broadcasting Academy.
At that time, her grades had always been among the best in the class, and the teacher felt that her grades were too good, and it was a pity to go to this school, so he advised: "You see that your grades are so good, why don't you go to a better school, so that there are better opportunities for development, if you regret it, you can come to me to change your volunteers." ”
Xiao Xiaolin firmly refused the teacher: "I really want to be an announcer." ”
Seeing that her attitude was really resolute, the teacher had no choice but to let her apply for this school.
In 1977, at the age of 15, Xiao Xiaolin entered the Beijing Broadcasting Institute without her parents' approval, setting out for her dream.
However, after entering the school, Xiao Xiaolin found that her grades were not dominant in this school, and most of the students around her had an understanding of broadcasting, and they had also learned professional courses, and their start was much better than hers. Not to mention that she was born in Hunan and often has accent problems.
In order to catch up with those classmates and solve her accent problems, she studied extra seriously during the usual class, and whenever she had time, she found an open place to practice correcting her accent.
When others are studying, she is studying, others are resting, she is also learning, and with her efforts, her accent problems have been quickly corrected, and professional grades have become the top in the class.
The teacher likes this hard-working girl very much, and if she has any questions that she does not understand, the teacher will try to teach her.
When focusing on improving herself, Xiao Xiaolin will also look for internship opportunities, she knows that it is difficult to see the problem when she studies alone, and only by really applying the learning results to reality can she know where she has deficiencies.
By chance in college, she got the chance to study in the translation group of Astro Boy, and in order to learn more, she often went first to the last.
This kind of attentive and serious attitude makes the people in the group appreciate her very much, and usually find that she encounters problems that she does not understand, they will try to teach, and under their pouring of money, Xiao Xiaolin has made rapid progress.
After graduating from school, Xiao Xiaolin did not plan to stay in Beijing to work, but her parents worried that her girl was not safe in the field, so they persuaded her to come back to work.
Some relatives and friends will also say after learning that she has learned this major, girls still do not want to be a host, how easy it is to be a teacher.
Although Xiao Xiaolin did not want to pay attention to the thoughts of her relatives, considering that her parents were older, she finally agreed to their request and returned to Changsha to work at the city radio station.
However, she was lucky, not long after she returned, when the Changsha City Television Station was established, Xiao Xiaolin, who had outstanding ability, was naturally valued by the leaders and selected as the first host of the TV station.
During her college years, she had a very solid foundation and internship experience, and as soon as she entered the TV station, she quickly adapted to it and became an excellent host.
After working here for two years, Xiao Xiaolin felt as if she had encountered a bottleneck in her work, and after much deliberation, she decided to enter the Chinese Academy of Social Sciences for further study.
Excellent people have never lacked Bole, Xiao Xiaolin graduated from school, directly received an olive branch from CCTV and became a CCTV host.
Here she first hosted "Observation and Thinking", in this show, she has been a cold face when hosting, giving people a feeling of not smiling, so she is called "Iron Mask Beauty" by many viewers.
After working at CCTV for 7 years, Xiao Xiaolin decided to go to the United States for further study, and she did not return until two years later, and as soon as she returned, she was reused, and successively hosted programs such as "Social Economics and Latitude" and "Focus Interview", and also founded the program "Speak Today".
At that time, when she started the show, Xiao Xiaolin felt that she could inject new blood into the show, so she decided to find a law student to host, and she found Sabine.
When applying, Sabine is not only not nervous at all, but also easily deals with the questions raised by the leader, Xiao Xiaolin immediately invited him to CCTV after seeing his strength, and Sabine became the host of "Today's Statement".
After that, he and Zhang Shaogang and Xiao Xiaolin hosted "Today's Statement" became the most popular one in the same type of program at that time.
Xiao Xiaolin also relied on her strength to gain a weight-lifting status on CCTV, but she never thought that her efforts would become her own life-sucker in the future.
Over the years, in order to bring more excellent programs to everyone, she was often too busy to eat, and only had some cold food in her spare time to deal with it.
This irregular schedule made her body deteriorate, and sometimes she could feel a tingling sensation in her abdomen when she worked.
At that time, she did not pay attention to it, and after the pain, she still put into work in a better state, but she did not expect that her inattention would lay the foundation for the future.
Xiao Xiaolin has always been relatively low-key in life, rarely announcing her family situation, but she has been married and had children for a long time.
Her husband, who is said to have been with her, gave birth to a son shortly after the two married, perhaps knowing the nature of his wife's workaholic, who took the initiative to take on the responsibility of caring for the family so that her wife could have more time to work.
However, sometimes when he sees his wife's irregular schedule, he will also tell his wife painfully: "You don't have to fight so hard, nothing is important to the body." ”
But at that time, Xiao Xiaolin could listen to it and was still busy with work all day.
Sometimes her son misses her and cries for his mother, and she can only comfort her on the phone and start her own work again.
Xiao Xiaolin's busy life lasted until 2017, when she was 55 years old and had reached retirement age, and she completely faded from the screen after the retirement ceremony.
Since then, she has also begun to make up for her previous regrets, but at this time, the child has become a family, and she can no longer make up for the damage she caused that year.
Watching herself neglect the growth of her children in order to work, she felt irrepressible guilt in her heart, but fortunately, her son and daughter-in-law were filial piety, and did not blame her for this, but would comfort her.
However, their happy life suddenly stopped two months after Xiao Xiaolin's retirement, and one day Xiao Xiaolin suddenly felt uncomfortable, so she went to the hospital for examination, and she did not expect that she actually had rectal cancer.
The news made her family very distressed, and although they sent Xiao Xiaolin to the United States for treatment, she still could not withstand the erosion of the disease and died in the United States five months after retirement.
Before dying, Xiao Xiaolin finally realized how wrong it was for her to ignore her body for the sake of work over the years, and she said from her hospital bed: "You must publicize, you must not ignore your health for work, otherwise it will be too late to regret it." "She used her last life to sound a wake-up call for everyone.
After Xiao Xiaolin's death, her husband and children were very miserable, and for a long time they were very depressed and immersed in sadness.
But the deceased is gone, they still have to live after all, they gradually return to emotional normal life, living a dull life.
Sometimes they miss Xiao Xiaolin, but more time is still a good life, after all, this is what Xiao Xiaolin wants.
Xiao Xiaolin neglected her family and neglected her health for the sake of her career in this life, and she did not understand her mistake until she was finally irreparable.
It's just that at this time, she is powerless to recover, her body has been unable to maneuver under the hard work of these years, and she can't do anything but leave that last word.
The only thing that made her happy was probably that although she was gone, her son had already married his wife, and she did not have too many regrets.
Today' Xiao Xiaolin has been dead for 5 years, and some CCTV hosts have also died of illness one after another, which has also made more people pay attention to physical problems, and she can also achieve her goal.
As for Sabine, who she personally carried over the years, she has left the stage of "Today's Sayings", and he has participated in many variety shows such as "China in the Classics" and "Star Detective" and other programs.
In the past two days, the "Home Between The Mountains and Rivers" he participated in is about to be broadcast, and his work has been very smooth, and he has become a new generation of famous CCTV hosts, which can be regarded as living up to Xiao Xiaolin's grace.