The first time I knew Chen Baolian was in Xingye's movie "Domestic Lingling Paint", 21-year-old Chen Baolian contributed the most brilliant moment of her short and absurd life.
A cold female agent, as soon as she appeared on the scene, she surprised the audience.
Only to see her in a red dress, slowly walking, as if a thick rose slowly bloomed in front of your eyes.
Bright eyes and bright teeth, red lips like fire, obviously one second the eyes are still feminine and emotional, the next moment to raise the gun but become cold and cool.
Chen Baolian's beauty is beyond doubt, but unfortunately, she has not escaped the old saying "since ancient times, red face is thin and thin".
Her life ended in suicide after only 29 years, and in this short period of 20 years, she experienced only tragic injuries that ordinary people could not imagine.
Taken advantage of by his mother since childhood, he became a star at the age of 18, fell insane with a wealthy businessman, and finally jumped down from the 24th floor.
Her life, in her own words, is nothing to do with love.
"I long for affection, I long for love, but in this life, I have failed both."
She is the cash cow of her vicious mother and is forced to "get famous"
Chen Baolian was born in Shanghai in 1973 to a museum painter and a housewife to a mother.
She is the only daughter in the family and deserves to be pampered.
But helplessly, the parents are not good people, the father is Meng Lang, and the mother is irresponsible.
In Chen Baolian's memory, her parents often quarreled or even fought over a small matter.
When Pauline Chen was 4 years old, her parents divorced.
Since then, Chen Baolian has lived with her mother, but her mother thinks she is burdensome and throws her to her grandmother, and she has been thrown away for 8 years.
Looking back now, these 8 years may have been a rare happy time in her life.
Grandma Wang Yi, a well-known film star in Shanghai and a high-achieving student at Fudan University, loves Chen Baolian very much, buys her new clothes, and teaches her to read and write.
Grandma Chen Baolian
After being abandoned by both parents, her grandmother was the only warmth of Chen Baolian's childhood.
She once said, "The greatest warmth in my life was given to me by my grandmother." ”
If you can always live with your grandmother, it is not a fortunate thing for Chen Baolian.
But the good times were not long, at the age of 12, with the return of her mother, Chen Baolian's happy life came to an abrupt end, and from then on began to move towards an endless dark road.
That year, under the rhetoric of her mother, Chen Baolian, who lacked love, decided to settle in Hong Kong with her mother.
She foolishly thought that in the bustling City of Hong Kong, she could live a happy life with her mother and regain the maternal love that she had missed in her childhood.
But she could not have imagined that her mother had brought her to Hong Kong not out of love for her daughter at all, but only as a "lamb to be slaughtered."
After arriving in Hong Kong, Pauline Chan realized that her mother had lied before.
It turned out that her mother did not have a fixed residence and job in Hong Kong at all, and what was worse, she still owed a gambling debt to her ass.
There are often fierce and evil people who come to the door to collect debts, and the teenage Chen Baolian can only hide in the closet or under the bed and shiver.
Living such a life of being homeless and frightened every day, Chen Baolian also strongly thought about returning to Shanghai, but she was still a minor, and the only guardian was in her mother's hands, and if her mother did not let go, she could not go at all.
She also secretly made up her mind that when she became an adult, she would try to find a good job and never live such a life again.
But her gambler mother could not wait for her to become an adult, and her vicious thoughts had long been revealed.
At that time, Hong Kong's entertainment industry was booming, and various beauty pageants won one popular actress after another.
Mother Chen saw that Chen Baolian was very beautiful and moving, and she wanted her daughter to enter the show business circle to earn gold.
This is the main reason why she brought her daughter to Hong Kong.
At the beginning, she signed Chen Baolian to the modeling agency without permission, and 15-year-old Chen Baolian could only give up her studies and become a professional model.
After becoming a model, Chen Baolian had a good income, but the money was insignificant in the face of huge gambling debts.
Therefore, chen Baolian participated in the beauty contest in 17 years under the operation of Chen's mother and the modeling company.
At that time, the Hong Kong beauty pageant was very famous, there were many beautiful women, it was simply a fairy fight, the competition was very fierce, that year, Chen Baolian did not even enter the final circle.
However, her sexy figure and high popularity still earned her an ATV contract.
However, as a newcomer with little acting experience, Chen Baolian's path as an actor is not smooth, and she is often reprimanded by the director, and over time she becomes more and more resistant to filming.
Just one year later, ATV terminated its contract.
Seeing that the "cash cow" was about to disappear, how could Mother Chen stop there.
Soon she found a new way to make money, that is, to let Chen Baolian shoot "Wind moon films".
At that time, Hong Kong wind and moon films had just begun to prevail, with low thresholds and small production costs, which was simply a huge profit.
So this time, Mother Chen, who saw the money-eyed, still did not hesitate to push her daughter into the "Gate of Hell".
She concealed Chen Baolian and signed 8 "Wind moon films" for her in one go.
After knowing the truth, Chen Baolian was very reluctant to break the contract, but looking at the sky-high default fee, she knew that she had no way back.
She wasn't even 18 years old that year, crying on the set and even refusing to touch the actors until the staff scolded: "The contract has been signed, you can't go, you have to shoot." ”
So she could only cry and shoot at the same time.
After filming many wind and moon films such as "Liaozhai Yantan" and "May Cherry Lips", Chen Baolian became famous because of her good face and sexy figure, and was called "The Goddess of Wind and Moon Tablets" with Ye Yuqing and Ye Zilin.
This did not stop Chen Mother's greed, after filming the film in the contract, the lustful Chen Mother signed 10 Wind moon films for Chen Baolian, completely disregarding the death and death of her daughter.
A girl under the age of 18, how desperate she must have been at that time.
It can be said that most of the tragedy of Chen Baolian's life originated from her mother, a selfish woman who not only created Chen Baolian's lack of love, but also personally pushed her into the fire pit and made her life completely distorted.
As the saying goes: In the years to come, as long as someone gives her a little love, she will pounce like a moth to the fire, seeking that little warmth, and the fire does not care.
The lack of love has created the tragedy of Chen Baolian's love, and at the same time, it is also the root of her final self-destruction.
In his life, he met people unladylike, had a bumpy love road, and finally lost love and committed suicide
If beauty is God's favor for Chen Baolian, then in other respects, God can be described as harsh on Chen Baolian.
In terms of family affection, the father does not hurt, and the mother does not love.
In terms of love, Chen Baolian is even more difficult in her life.
Her more well-known relationship has two paragraphs.
One is Mo Shaocong, an insider, and the two fell in love because of the drama during the filming of "Sword Slave".
At the beginning, the two were in love, and Mo Shaocong also cherished Chen Baolian very much, but this relationship was only short-lived after all.
Mo Shaocong is a famous playboy in the circle, the women around him are constant, and after being with Chen Baolian, he is also difficult to move, and he is merciful everywhere. So not long after filming "Sword Slave", the two broke up.
The love affair with Mo Shaocong only discouraged Chen Baolian at most, and the next relationship put her on the road to suicide.
That is the love affair with the rich businessman Huang Renzhong that sensationalized the whole city.
Huang Renzhong, the first of the "three ugly men in Taiwan" and the first of the "four princes of Taiwan's new generation".
In a word, ugly looks, but thieves have money.
He was born into a famous family, a wealthy family, is a well-known stock king, once worth tens of billions, often on the rich list.
Not only was he rich, he was also extremely.
Someone once summed up the four major hobbies of Huang Renzhong's life: beauty, wine, sports cars, and mansions.
He once said: Women are the driving force of my life, and I can't eat without women.
With his own financial resources, he circled among beautiful women from all walks of life, and there were never less than 20 women around him. He has had four marriages, has been associated with hundreds of women, and has known countless red faces.
For beautiful women, he is very willing to spend money on them, spend thousands of dollars for them, buy luxury houses, luxury cars, designer bags, all without a word.
Even in order to keep beautiful women in captivity, a mansion was specially built, which was customized with a luxurious bed that can accommodate 9 people.
According to Huang Renzhong himself, in his retirement life, the money he spent on women was definitely not less than two billion.
It is such a man who "reads countless women", after seeing Chen Baolian's film, he still can't help but dream of her and quickly launched an offensive against her.
For the pursuit of such a famous man who is more than 30 years older than himself, Chen Baolian was initially resistant.
Huang Renzhong's usual money offensive did not impress her.
Since she was betrayed by her mother to make money, all the money she earned was taken by her mother to repay the money, Chen Baolian actually did not value money too much, so the luxurious gifts sent by Huang were all returned by her.
However, Chen Baolian's repeated refusal aroused Huang Renzhong's freshness and desire to conquer, and he increased his offensive against Chen Baolian.
He knew that Chen Baolian did not value money, so he began to start with "love".
Seasoned, he quickly figured out Two of Chen Baolian's major pain points: lack of love and star name.
Therefore, emotionally, he loves Chen Baolian in every way.
Once he wanted to ask Chen Baolian to dinner, but Chen Baolian happened to have a performance in Shenzhen that day, so she politely refused him on the grounds of tight time.
Who knew that Huang Renzhong immediately arranged a private plane to bring Chen Baolian to Hong Kong.
More than the huge financial resources, what makes Chen Baolian more moved may be this exclusive pampering that comes only for you, a feeling she has never received from her life.
Of course, in addition to this, what made Chen Baolian eventually fall was a promise from Huang Renzhong that he would use all resources to make her get rid of the title of star and become a real actor.
She became more and more concerned about Huang Renzhong and followed Huang to Taiwan for development without hesitation.
Relying on Huang's resources, Chen Baolian has the opportunity to show her face in several big-name movies, such as Zhou Xingchi's "Domestic Lingling Paint", Chen Baolian is very stunning.
Just when Chen Baolian thought that her career was about to usher in a turnaround, she got womb blisters and had to recuperate for half a year.
In half a year, the entertainment industry has been changing rapidly, where there is still her position.
Career failure and physical pain caused Chen Baolian to become more and more dependent on Huang Renzhong.
But Huang Renzhong is still that Huang Renzhong, where will he give up the whole forest for a Chen Baolian.
Maybe at first there was still a little sincerity to her, but once the freshness passed, this bit of sincerity was insignificant.
But what about Pauline Chan?
She regards Huang Renzhong as the most important man in her life, and her desire for exclusivity is getting bigger and bigger, and she often makes a big fuss about Huang Renzhong's harem until she is driven out by Huang Renzhong.
Seeing that her lover was becoming more and more indifferent to herself, Chen Baolian's temperament changed greatly.
Just like a child who craves the attention of his parents will deliberately make a big fuss.
She started clubbing, taking drugs, getting drunk late at night, fighting with passers-by, spilling at the airport, lighting her house with a lighter... Acting more and more extremely.
She was deeply immersed in the past, expecting that Huang Renzhong, who had loved her in every way, would appear to help her settle everything, as before.
But this time, Huang Renzhong was always unmoved, and he didn't even give her a look.
In September 1998, a disheartened Chen Baolian decided to cut her hair and become a nun and take refuge in Buddhism, but even so, she could not forget Huang Renzhong.
In March 1999, Chen Baolian came to the door of Huang Renzhong's house again, and this time, in order to force Huang Renzhong to come out to meet, she stripped off her clothes and sat at the door to take medicine, which was dissuaded by the police who rushed to the scene.
Later, in order to get rid of Chen Baolian's entanglement, Huang Renzhong gave her a sum of money to study abroad.
But Chen Baolian was still not dead to Huang Renzhong, and after spending the money, she ran back to make trouble many times. At this point, Chen Baolian's reputation was in disarray.
Until 2002, Chen Baolian, whose mental condition had not been very good, returned to the public eye.
This time, she was revealed to be 4 months pregnant and the child's biological father was a mystery.
In July of the same year, Chen Baolian gave birth to a boy, and she thought that she would restart her new life after being promoted to mother.
But no one expected that on the afternoon of July 31, 2002, Chen Baolian took advantage of the nanny's lack of attention and jumped down from the 24th floor. This year, she was only 29 years old.
It is said that before Chen Baolian jumped off the building, she called Huang Renzhong and said to him: "Young master, I want to go home."
And Huang Renzhong at that end only replied in a faint tone, "The will I have made, lack of money immediately arrange for someone to remit it" and hung up the phone.
Afterwards, in Chen Baolian's suicide note to her mother, she wrote such a passage: "Mommy, please help me call the young master (Huang Renzhong) and tell him that I am gone, let him take good care of his body, Pauline has always loved him." ”
Throughout Chen Baolian's short 29 years, she has endured too many injuries.
Betrayed by his mother since childhood, abandoned by his lovers, and longing for love all his life, he has no connection with love.
After leaving, most of the attention was about her peachy gossip, her absurdity, and those films, and few people cared about her long-suffering heart that longed for love.
The suicide note she left behind was bloodied.
She wrote: "I am not in a trance, I am awake, I am just too miserable", "I long for affection, I long for love, in this life, I have failed both".
Chen Baolian's suicide note
She is like a beautiful moth, pounced on the only warmth in life, shattered to pieces.
And those who have hurt her, some are still spending her hard-earned money without guilt.
Soon after her death, some of them took several female companions of stars in and out of the auction.
It can only be said that the true heart is always ruthlessly hurt.
If there really is an afterlife, I hope that this time, Heaven will take good care of her.
Let her be loved all her life, be properly placed, carefully preserved, so that she will not be shocked, she will not be bitter, she will not be displaced, and she will not have branches to rely on.