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Chen Baolian stood alone on the edge of a 24-story skyscraper, the bitter cold wind howling by, blowing her delicate body. She hugged her young son, who had just been born in the world for a month, and tears rolled down her cheeks like broken pearls.
At this moment, Huang Renzhong's cold and ruthless phone ringing echoed in her mind. The voice poured down like a basin of ice water, instantly dismissing the last trace of her hope for this relationship.
"Young Master...... I just want to hear your voice, and maybe that will ease the pain in my heart a little. She choked up, her tone full of pleading and weakness.
Huang Renzhong didn't care about this, but interrupted her words in a rude manner: "Then, why do you bother me again?"
This sentence was like a heavy punch, smashing the last dream in Chen Baolian's heart. She painfully recalled how she had spent countless days and nights trying her best to meet the man's needs, both mentally and physically.
Even if she was insulted and treated indifferently by him, she always chose to forbear, for fear that the slightest resistance would cause him to leave her.
Today's Huang Renzhong is so indifferent to her life and death. As if the past between them had never happened, she had paid wholeheartedly in exchange for such a ruthless determination.
"Young Master...... I really feel very sad......" Chen Baolian whispered with a choked voice, but was soon interrupted impatiently by Huang Renzhong: "If you need financial assistance, I will do my best to provide it for you."
Money?Chen Baolian almost fell into frantic thinking. Did all the efforts he had put in over the years just to earn his living expenses in his eyes? She stared at the baby in her arms with tears in her eyes, her heart like a sharp blade piercing, and her internal organs were burning.
The birth of this child was supposed to be her hope to start her life again, but she never expected that the only destination she could hope for has now lost its luster. In this world, she seems to have been unable to find any place of her own.
Faced with Huang Renzhong's unscrupulous injuries and all kinds of painful memories in the past, Chen Baolian finally couldn't bear the grief in her heart and resolutely decided to jump from this 24-story building.
If we want to understand why Chen Baolian easily threw herself into the arms of Huang Renzhong, the roots need to be traced back to the distant past.
Suffered from the abuse of his mother since he was a child, and was forced to give up his 15-year-old flower season to bravely step into the stage of sexy models, and then at the age of 17, he turned around and participated in the "Miss Asia" competition, shooting a series of eye-catching tertiary films, Chen Baolian's persistent pursuit of love has undoubtedly been sublimated to the extreme.
It's a pity that despite her rich life course, her emotional road is not a smooth one, and her short love affair with Mo Shaocong and Huang Ziyang is like a hammer hitting her heart, making her begin to question herself.
Huang Renzhong is an absurd character. As a billionaire, he is mediocre in appearance, but he spends a lot of money, and he is always surrounded by dozens of beautiful women. Now, his passionate pursuit of Chen Baolian has brought a ray of hope to this woman who has gone through vicissitudes.
"If you're willing to spend the rest of your life with me, then you don't need to set foot in those tertiary worlds anymore. Huang Renzhong piled up the precious jewelry in Chen Baolian's hands, and said affectionately: "You can do what you love to your heart's content, unrestrained, I will do my best to support you."
This promise moistened Chen Baolian's long-dried heart like nectar. She nodded almost without hesitation, and her carnal temptation to Huang Renzhong temporarily concealed her disdain for money and status.
Since then, Huang Renzhong has indeed cared for Chen Baolian. He warmed her like the sun with money, and rented her a spacious and bright residence in the aristocratic school to meet all her needs.
During her pregnancy, Huang Renzhong even visited her in person from time to time, asking for warmth and giving her both spiritual and material support.
This superficial "tranquility" did not last long. With the birth of the child, the conflict between the two gradually escalated.
As a wealthy man who is always surrounded by dozens of beauties, Huang Renzhong obviously can't give Chen Baolian the single-mindedness she expects. Faced with this man's sometimes fiery and sometimes indifferent love, Chen Baolian began to fall into an unprecedented struggle.
She looked at the beauties who lived in the villa with her jealously, her heart was full of anxiety, and she even began to attract Huang Renzhong's attention through extreme measures such as crying, drinking, and self-harm.
We really can't change Huang Renzhong's deep desire by any means, and Chen Baolian in his eyes is just a regular "female partner", not the love he expects to spend the rest of his life with.
Before that moment of global shock...
If we want to trace the source of Chen Baolian's tragic life, then we must go back to the years when she was abandoned by her mother before she was born.
Chen Baolian, a child who was born without mother's love, had to rely on her grandmother prematurely. Despite the hardships of life, she had a short but warm time under the care of her grandmother.
By the time he was 12 years old, all his good life was shattered. Chen Baolian's mother was in a difficult situation and brought her back, but this was not out of concern for her daughter, but for other purposes.
It turned out that the mother at that time was already in the abyss of gambling, and her life fell into a serious economic crisis. She ruthlessly set her eyes on her daughter's young and delicate body, hoping to exchange it for a large fortune.
In this way, the wheel of fate ran over mercilessly, pushing Chen Baolian into the endless abyss. At the age of 15, her mother forced her to embark on a modeling career, showing herself in the spotlight and fighting for money.
The young Chen Baolian was full of shame in her heart, but there was nowhere to escape.
In this environment, she gradually adapted to showing off her dancing posture in public. When she puts on her sexy and revealing outfit, she can only endure the pain inside, trying her best to show an elegant and generous posture to cater to the greedy gaze around her.
And the culprit of all this is her biological mother, who is addicted to gambling and does not care about her daughter's life and death.
When Chen Baolian was 17 years old, she participated in the "Miss Asia" beauty pageant and won the runner-up, her mother was even more unscrupulous and resolutely decided to push her to the stage of "tertiary film".
Although at first, she would also feel a trace of guilt when she saw her daughter crying bitterly, but she was soon overwhelmed by the temptation of money, and began to constantly urge Chen Baolian to complete the filming as soon as possible so that she could get paid as soon as possible.
The mother turned a blind eye to the various hardships her daughter went through on the set. Every day, Chen Baolian struggled between tears and sweat, while her mother watched it all indifferently.
As a result, Chen Baolian, who is only 25 years old, has completed nearly ten classic third-level movies in just a few years, and is respected as the "goddess of third-level films". However, in this process, as a mother, she never gave her daughter any care and love.
Every day, she was immersed in the world of gambling and couldn't extricate herself, and she didn't care about her daughter's personal safety and future fate, and it was this extreme negligence and indulgence that finally pushed Chen Baolian into the endless abyss of tragedy in her life, and the family affection between mother and daughter was ruthlessly swallowed up by the temptation of money.
Looking back on the past, Chen Baolian also had the dream of transformation, eager to break free from the shadow of the past and embark on a new journey in life. That can be traced back to her wonderful performance in "Domestic Ling Lingling" directed by Stephen Chow.
Although it is only a supporting role, Chen Baolian vividly interpreted the sassy and heroic posture of a female agent, which made the audience amazed at that moment, everyone seemed to forget her identity as a "third-level film goddess" and was completely conquered by her superb acting skills.
For Chen Baolian, this film is undoubtedly an important turning point, giving her the opportunity to start anew, making it possible for her to get rid of all the rights and wrongs and infamy of the past. She once looked forward to the future with great expectations, hoping to move forward bravely on the road of acting and get rid of the label of "star".
The good times are always short-lived, and fate once again played tricks on her, because of a sudden illness, Chen Baolian had to recuperate at home for up to half a year, and at the same time, her job offer gradually decreasedWhen she returned to the film industry, the agency had lost confidence in her prospects and was no longer willing to provide her with the financial support she needed to live.
Chen Baolian was desperate and could only choose to return to the controversial tertiary film industry. Whenever she recalls the scene on the set, she still has palpitations. Under the dazzling red light, blurred faces are reflected, sweat and tears are intertwined, just to earn the meager living expenses.
I thought I saw the dawn of rebirth, but I didn't expect to be ruthlessly crushed by the cruel reality of life, and she fell into trouble again, she once again felt the contempt of the people around her for the "third-level film goddess", and she was penniless and had nowhere to live, which made her deeply affected and began to drink frequently and self-harm.
Undoubtedly, this became a pivotal moment in her life's path. However, at that time, there was no one around her who could provide timely guidance and help, and she couldn't even find anyone she could trust.
What's even more chilling is that even as a mother, she has fallen into indifference to the life and death of her own daughter.
Faced with such a heavy blow, Chen Baolian's heart began to turmoil, and she even began to wonder if she was destined to spend the rest of her life in this filthy mire.
Hope for transformation is fading, and the only way out seems to be death.
In fact, after an unexpected pregnancy and childbirth, Chen Baolian once regained her inner peace. The moment she learned she was pregnant, her heart was filled with shock.
Fate gave her the opportunity to become a mother, and she was naturally ecstatic.
At that moment, Chen Baolian almost forgot all the pain and shadows of the past, as if a new dawn of life was ahead. She immediately relieved herself of the burden in her heart and began to take care of her physical health wholeheartedly.
Although Huang Renzhong rarely showed up, he did not give up completely, but spent a lot of money to arrange a comfortable accommodation for Chen Baolian in an aristocratic school to make up for his past negligence and greed.
In front of that spacious and bright balcony, the warm sunlight shone on her bulging belly, Chen Baolian enjoyed her own good time. Sometimes, Huang Renzhong would come to visit her in person and give her words of encouragement and support.
It was in those short days that Chen Baolian really experienced the taste of "being cared for".
After giving birth, she was emotionally fluctuating, sometimes excited, sometimes at a low point. Sometimes she laughs out loud, and sometimes she bursts into tears. People around her mistakenly thought that she was suffering from postpartum depression, but they didn't know that the turmoil in her heart actually stemmed from past trauma.
Even so, as long as she holds the baby in her arms tightly, Chen Baolian can always feel unprecedented peace and warmth. She expects that with this new force, she may be able to completely get rid of the troubles of the past and regain a foothold in this world.
As a tycoon who is often surrounded by many beauties, Huang Renzhong cannot give Chen Baolian the only affection she expects. Faced with this man's sometimes fiery and sometimes indifferent emotional world, Chen Baolian felt unprecedented entanglement and pain.
Seeing other beautiful women living in a luxurious villa with her, she was filled with endless anxiety and uneasiness, and even began to seek Huang Renzhong's attention in extreme ways such as crying, drinking, and self-harm.
No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't change Huang Renzhong's greedy desire heart. He has always regarded Chen Baolian as a "fixed partner" around him, rather than a soul mate who is worthy of pouring all his affection.
As a result, the short-term peace was broken in an instant, and Chen Baolian fell into the trough of life again.
Looking back on Chen Baolian's life history, all the hardships and sufferings she endured stem from the same core problem - her desire for true love has never been satisfied.
Having lost both parents since childhood, she spent a short but warm childhood under the careful care of her grandmother. However, the good times are always short-lived, and the merciless hand of fate quickly pulls her out of the greenhouse and into the purgatory of life.
At the age of 12, she was brought home by her mother, and it was supposed to be a moment of joy, but it was followed by endless sorrow. Her mother did not give her the slightest love, but regarded her as a tool for profit, and forcibly pushed her to the road of modeling at the age of 15.
Then, at the age of 17, she was forced to participate in the filming of "tertiary films".
Under the mother's ruthless oppression, she turned a deaf ear to her daughter's tearful appearance, and just blindly urged to complete the shooting task as soon as possible in order to get paid as soon as possible. Whenever people recall those hard years, they feel guilty.
Since then, Chen Baolian has longed for a life that is loved and treated exclusively. She longs for someone who truly loves her and doesn't see herself as a tool for selfish desires.
However, this is destined to be a knot that cannot be untied.
There was a time when Chen Baolian thought that she could find the sincere love she longed for in the arms of those suave Mo Shaocong and Huang Ziyang.
However, these heart-pounding feelings always seem to be short-lived and fleeting, but what brings her more is the lingering inferiority complex, and she can't help but question whether because of her special status as a "third-level film goddess", she is destined to not have the deep care that belongs only to herself?
Just when she was in a state of confusion and confusion, the appearance of the wealthy Huang Renzhong was like a ray of light, bringing her new hope. Huang Renzhong's passionate pursuit of her, as well as those seductive promises, made Chen Baolian almost unhesitatingly throw herself into his arms.
In the first days, Huang Renzhong was obedient and caring to her. However, it was only a short-lived good time. As a man who has long been accustomed to being surrounded by countless beauties, Huang Renzhong soon began to distance himself from Chen Baolian.
He turned a deaf ear to her painful pleas, and remained indifferent even after she became pregnant and gave birth.
When she heard Huang Renzhong's cold and ruthless words, Chen Baolian's heart completely collapsed. She knew that there might never be the person in this world who could give her the single-minded love she had been waiting for for a long time.
So, with endless regret, she chose to end her life by suicide.
Indeed, what Chen Baolian has been pursuing all her life is nothing more than the warmth that is sincerely loved by others. However, fate never fulfilled her wishes, and in the end she died with hatred and said goodbye to this world.
A heart that pursues love has exhausted its last ounce of strength in endless torment.