Wander through life and enjoy life

"Walking Life" | text: a clear spring in the mountains

"Walking through life, enjoying life"

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For more than ten years, whether it is spring, summer, autumn or winter, I always have to go out of the house, go to the hazy and quiet suburbs, or the illuminated square to take a circle, enjoy the happiness of wearing stars and wearing the moon, and experience the harmony and nature between heaven, earth and people.

At that time, I worked at the grassroots level, and most of the time I was "three with my peasant friends", not to mention that I didn't have that Yaxing walking at night, even if there was, I might be mistaken by the old cousins for having a neurosis!

Coming up from the countryside, walking became a part of my life. When I return home from socializing, the most pleasant thing is to greet the last rays of sunset, go to the countryside alone, go to the wilderness, feel the silence of the night, experience the warmth of the night, nestle in the pillars of the pavilion, listen to a few idyllic music, lie on my back in the meadow, and admire the stars in the sky. This is the happy year, this is the happy life.

Time is like an arrow, the sun and the moon are like shuttles. Decades have passed in the blink of an eye. In this long and short decades, relative to the life cycle has gone through one-half of life, for the career age, that period of expensive as gold days have come to an end, you are the god appointed by the Emperor of Heaven, you should also take a back seat. It is precisely because of this that the good times that should have belonged to him seem to have been devoted to the revolutionary cause of his youth, and now he is left with an engine that has reached the mileage – either abandoned or replaced with parts. No wonder some people sigh: a touch of sunset depends on the mountain, and the sunset is not hot.

Retreating to the second line is like stepping off the stage, stepping out of the official field is like walking out of the theater, less complicated, without that hilarity, there are always regrets, there are also sorrows, and even in a long period of time can not go out of the past confusion, the heart is full of helplessness and sentimentality. But "the back wave of the Yangtze River pushes the front wave, and the new people in the world catch up with the old people." "It's a natural phenomenon. If you think about it, since life has entered the twilight, it must be regarded as the trees and yarrows of late autumn, and the leaves of joy have no regrets, and the roots of joy are fat.

If I were young, I could say "say goodbye to yesterday and start all over again." And the past is always the past, and the if can only be the if. Of course, in our "second-line army", there is no shortage of people who are not willing to be lonely, they rely on their rich savings or high IQ brains, eager to try to become shareholders, there is no lack of people to invest in business, try to find some regrets, imagine the old to perfect reconstruction.

I like to be indifferent and content. Don't want to look too high on your past and even the future, even if you were once a heavy subject, the world of that year is none other than you, at most a duck playing in the water and making waves. I often think that whether I am in power or retiring, it is not a merit or a mistake to be commented on by future generations. Isn't it often said that after the political voices are gone, the people are chatting? Although our time in the future is not very long, nor is it very much, as long as you are young in mind, there will be many strange worlds waiting for you to observe and contact. The position is gone, the time remains. Why not read the newspaper and read in the morning glow, take a leisurely dip in the evening, open the world from the silver screen with the mouse, and write all over the spring and autumn on the keyboard with ten fingers?

I love the twilight stroll. I always go to the sunset and wear the moon; the steps are light and idle, free and romantic. Let the night soothe my sad state of mind, and let the gentle evening wind dispel the depression in my heart. The water of the lake will ripple in your soul one by one, and that touch of Fang Fei will surely soothe the pain in your heart. When you are in a silent park, the charm of the magnolia flowers will be intoxicating, and the elegance of the jasmine flowers will make you linger. The autumn solstice is full of mountains and colors, and the winter is still full of flowers. This southern land is consistent in spring and summer, autumn and winter are inseparable, placed here, you will certainly be intoxicated by the mountains of Fangfei, the glow of the sunset and emotional...

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Every time we embark on the two-mile ramp on the way home, our thoughts can wander, greet those strange roads, and once friends Lala homely, laughing and hehe, mouth words like a stream; happy and leisurely, outdoor conversation without pay. Attentive people will find that outdoor speech is much more free and lively, because anyone can talk about a topic and then meditate alone for a while, and then come back to start a new topic.

Over the years, my family has also been infected by my good habits, and the number of walking members has gradually increased, and the line has been expanding. Therefore, evening walks have become accustomed and natural. Whether it is with friends or family, they can often come together during walks, which makes it easier to develop intimate communication and relaxed conversations between each other. Especially with children, under normal circumstances, children are not willing to show their inner feelings to parents when they are older, but when she occasionally walks with me at night, they can get unexpected effects, they can show you everything they encounter outside, even if it is a secret in their hearts, they can calmly tell you, release the bitterness and resentment accumulated in their hearts, and can purify their young hearts from time to time in order to get the understanding, support and care of their elders.

As my children grew older, I also began to confide in them more of my thoughts and feelings. They were always happy to be given advice and supportive of me, and they also enjoyed listening to me tell me about my past at that age. Through this form of communication, the generation gap between us has slowly narrowed, the cohesion of the family has been strengthened, the atmosphere of the home will be more harmonious, and I seem to realize that what I have done is not also related to "stability maintenance"?

What you often feel sorry for is sorry for your child. When I was in office, because I was very busy and stressful at that time, I usually only felt a little relaxed when I returned home. However, in order to socialize at work, he often slept and ate tightly, and he was so confused that he often did not know how he entered the house.

It is a blessing from God to be able to spend more time with the elderly and children in a short life, and to have more time to spend and communicate with each other. Now that I am old, looking back on the socializing of that year, the consumption at that time, there is always lingering self-blame and guilt in my heart! How many things in that era were upside down, regardless of the importance of the matter. And the current official work may still be as involuntary as I was in my time, repeating our imprint, the history is dull, the background is too deep, and we can only rely on a moral ethics and a sense of conscience. Otherwise, who can change it?

Times have passed, I am ashamed to say things, and I am still shy after decades, and I only have a little living salary. Fortunately, my children have no requirements, and I do not need to make any unrealistic satisfaction for them with a pair of old bones. For example, in the future and planning of my children, I have never and will not force them, let alone deliberately arrange anything for my children, so that they can follow their favorite path. The only thing that is required of children is always peace, health and happiness.

Evening walks are also a leisure exercise that stretches the body and mind, it can promote blood circulation and tendons, maintain a good attitude, and always keep the mind fresh; whether old or young, people must eat, for non-manual workers to promote food digestion, perhaps this is the best way. Now I, in addition to the wind and rain, social visitors, have to stick to it; you can enjoy the scenery along the way on the way home, the bustling crowds and the endless stream of cars, if you meet a friend, you can also light a cigarette in the middle, smoke while walking, while walking and chatting, it is really leisurely, happy.

Now that the children have their own careers, more time or act alone, whenever they go out of the community and bathe in the twinkling starry sky, the confusion and worries that come down one day will disappear, and they can easily get the happiness and ease I want. I called him "Walking through life and enjoying life."

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Pen name: Clear Spring in the Mountains. He likes to write and sing, feels that literature is the origin of art, and creates emotions that inspire his heart.

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