The Andes Mountains on the west coast of South America, the longest mountain range in the world, with a total length of more than 7,000 kilometers from Panama to Chile, is the highest mountain range outside Asia, with an average altitude of 3660 meters, known as the "Backbone of South America", there are many peaks of more than 6 kilometers, the main peak of Aconcagua Mountain is 6926 meters.
Located in the territory of central Ecuador, the Aldiplano Plateau, more than 5,000 meters above sea level, thin air, harsh ecological environment, surrounded by snow, but there are many highland indigenous animals, spectacled bears, mountain lions, wolves, Andean condors, flamingos and so on, the strongest is the alpaca.
This camel is a sheep-like herbivores with a docile personality, running quickly, and sheep have one child a year, generally a cub, born to pass through four ghost gates, 30% of the cubs live for less than 25 minutes.
The alpaca stand to give birth, the little alpaca comes out of the mother's yin road when the head and two front hooves come out first, because the ground is too high, the two hind hooves will "pounce" after coming out and fall to the ground, the newborn baby camel is as fragile as the baby, and some will fall to their deaths directly.
Those who are lucky enough to be alive must adapt to the temperature difference from 35 ° C (uterine temperature) to -10 ° C in a few minutes, and they will soon freeze to death after passing this level.
After this pass, you can not be wet lying on the ground, you must stand up within 20 minutes to go to your mother's arms to eat milk, if you can't eat milk, there will be no calorie supplement, or you will freeze to death, even if you don't die during the day, you can't stay up at night -20 ° C.
In order to survive, the newborn baby camel must try to stand up again and again, and the rough and cold stone will fall and climb up, climb up and fall again. In this process, the mother just stands, never goes to the baby hump to feed the child, and the child who cannot stand up is not eligible to live to the 2nd day.
The plateau is inhabited by mountain lions, bears, wolves, Andean condors and many other natural enemies, and mothers must be ready to run at any time. Therefore, if the baby alpaca can't finish feeding, jumping and walking and keeping up with her mother in half an hour, she will still be thrown down.
From the moment of birth, the Andean alpaca will race against death and win over death in 35 minutes. Natural selection, survival of the fittest, nature does not sympathize with any weak.
Whenever I am exhausted, I always think of the Andean alpaca and feel like an alpaca, struggling only to live.
Investment mistakes in 2019, not only lost all the money, but also detained for a month in a financial dispute, the wife divorced and took away the children, and in an instant there was nothing. Since then, the number of friends who have come to the door has become less and less like autumn fruits, and eventually there is no trace. Is the heart cold or the communication failure? I can't say it clearly, and I don't want to say that this kind of cookie-cutter story will only make people change from one joke to another.
The expenses of what used to be a day have become now a month's living expenses, all hobbies need to be replaced, and eating bowls of beef noodles plus no meat is often struggled for half a day.
There are several supermarkets at the entrance of the community, when I went to the newly opened small supermarket to buy cigarettes, the sound of pointing to the cloud smoke of 10 yuan was as small as a mosquito, and then I left angrily in the action of the boss lady slanting her eyes to throw cigarettes, and finally remembered to forget to take the cigarette.
People are always like this, and only when they lose them do they know precious. The author is not sorry for spending money like water in the past, but because of the 40 is not confused but still lightly ashamed!
Every day muddy nightmares, the word code tired to sleep, wake up to continue the code, there is no day and night, do not know the months and days of the day. Waking up often can't slow down for half a day, thinking about whether the dream is still reality in a blank space, putting your ears up and listening carefully, the room is still a dead silence.
How long will this kind of day pass? Who knows. Maybe it's used to it, I always feel that I am more and more not afraid of death, but I am afraid of illness, afraid of death, there is a three long and two short and no one takes care of it.
Although mixed into a rag, the author has never really despaired, numb or unwilling? Anyway, I have fallen to the 18th floor of hell, the 28th floor is like this, tens of millions of people are struggling at the bottom of society, what qualifications do I have? Like the Andean alpaca, struggling only to live, living to struggle.
What will tomorrow be? It is a very luxurious topic, everyone is walking in the dark, who dares to say that they will be able to put their shoes on the next day? But don't give up, give up, it's likely that even the foot will be lost.
Don't say it's difficult, don't think about the "meaning of people living", this kind of topic of not going to the village and not going to the shop, think of the Andean alpaca, falling and getting up just to live, because alive...