Understanding Yu Youwei is equivalent to understanding love, counting her short life, but also emitted many dazzling lights, her talent was juxtaposed as one of the four major female poets of the Tang Dynasty, her appearance was also admired as a stunning city, and it was such a woman, her life has always been bumpy.
She, Yu Youwei, mention her name, you may be a little strange, but you must have heard of "easy to get priceless, rare lover" her life has written many famous poems, but compared to her talent, the three men she experienced have rewritten her life.
Yu Youwei, the character Huilan, was born in an ordinary family in Chang'an, her father was a down-and-out showman, although he was full of poetry, he did nothing in his life, so he put his hopes on his daughter Yu Youwei.
Since she was a child, Yu Xiaowei has been familiar with reading a hundred poems, smart and clever, she can write poetry and composition alone at the age of seven, and she has been famous at a young age.
But there was too much of an unexpected storm, when Yu Youwei was ten years old, her father died, and the family situation that was not rich suddenly had no financial resources, leaving only their mother and daughter to rely on each other.
When she was ten years old, her mother took her back to her hometown of Oudu to live, that is, she met Wen Tingjun there, Wen Tingjun was full of talent, known as the founder of the "Flower Word School", because Yu Youwei was famous, he was like seeing if this little girl was as talented as legendary.
When Wen Tingjun took "Riverside Willow" as the theme and let Yu Youwei create it, she immediately wrote the poem "Endowed with Riverside Willow":
The green color is even deserted, and the smoke is in the far building.
Shadow shop autumn water surface, flowers fall fishing for people's heads.
Root old Tibetan fish cave, low branch passenger boat.
Xiao Xiao's stormy night, the horror of the dream added to the sorrow.
Looking at the catchy verses, this made Wen Tingjun admire the girl in front of him, so he accepted her as a student, carefully guided this talented female apprentice, so that her talent and learning could be further improved, so that day by day, Yu Youwei had a strange feeling for this master who was much older than himself, and was no longer limited to the love of master and apprentice.
And Wen Tingjun can also feel her feelings for herself, but she does not dare to face it, I don't know because she feels that she is too old and unworthy of her, anyway, in the end, Yu Youwei's liking for Wen Tingjun has never been responded to.
Then, when Yu Youwei was 14 years old, Wen Tingjun wanted to leave Chang'an to Xiangyang to serve as an aide to Xiangyang's assassin Shi Xujian, and when he was separated from Yu Youwei, he also made a song "Late Sitting and Sending Friends" to send, and Yu Youwei also gave back a poem "Sending Wen Feiqing on Winter Nights", expressing his reluctance between the lines.
Yu Youwei's love for Wen Tingjun was eventually buried in her heart, and there was no result.
Since Wen Tingjun left, she married Li Yi introduced by Wen Tingjun, he is different from Wen Tingjun, Li Yi was born into a rich family, and has been admitted to the yuan, was given the official as Zuo Supplement Que, but at that time, Li Yi already had a wife, so Yu Youwei could only marry as a concubine, fortunately, Lang had a concubine intention, and Yu Youwei did not care about the status of the name, she only cared that Li Yi had her enough in her heart.
Li Yi married Yu Youwei, if he got the most precious treasure, the two loved each other very much, and spent a sweet and happy time, but the good times were not long, Li Yi's wife, not accustomed to her husband treating Yu Youwei with all kinds of care, so he threatened Li Yi and sent Yu Youwei to xianyiguan to live, and Li Yi himself may have made a promise that after three years, he will come to pick her up.
Yu Youwei listened to her husband's promise and was convinced that in the face of her husband's parting, she was unwilling in her heart, so she wrote "Farewell" to give:
Qin Lou was worried about it for a few nights, but unexpectedly Xian Lang was separated.
Sleeping mo Yanyun went anywhere, and a wild moth flew from the residual lamp.
In the three years of living in Xianyiguan, Yu Youwei will think of Li Yi in countless late nights, and in the three years of waiting, she wrote "Jiangling Sorrow and Sending Zi'an" to express her deep thoughts about Li Yi.
Three years of spring, summer, autumn and winter, the seasons change, Yu Youwei finally waited, she was full of expectations for Li Yi's arrival, but who knew that what was waiting was nothing more than that Li Yi was jealous of his wife Pei's family power and was afraid of ruining his own career, so it was impossible to come back and see her again.
When Yu Youwei learned this news, it was like five thunderbolts, she wanted to cry without tears, only to feel that her waiting and paying for these years would only end up with such an ending.
After being abandoned by Li Yi, yu youwei changed her temperament greatly, and she was sentenced to the former yu youwei, and in 866, at the age of 22, she became a monk in Xianyiguan and became a female Taoist.
She also changed her name Tou Youwei to Yu Xuanji, in her heart that Yu Youwei has died, alive is only Yu Xuanji, "easy to ask for priceless treasure, rare to have a lover" This poem comes from Yu Youwei's "Gift to the Neighbor Girl" made at that time, behind this poem, it is her feelings for the world, deep helplessness.
After that, Yu Xuanji indulged in sound and color all day, and also posted "Yu Xuan Ji Poetry Teaching" outside the view, many dignitaries and dignitaries came to admire, she turned the Taoist temple into a brothel, in her heart, she has completely indulged herself, so as to achieve freedom, those men in her eyes are just tools to play, but the more so, the more desolate her heart is.
And what led to the end of her tragic life was the third man in her life, he was a musician, named Chen Yun, when many noble princes visited, she had long been accustomed to these men, and she felt bored in her heart, but the man who was a little shy and did not dare to look directly into her eyes was a little strange, attracting the eyes of Yu Xuanji, after several strokes of Yu Xuanji, he also fell under the pomegranate skirt, and the two often talked about poetry and met in the guannei.
One day, when Yu Xuanji went out to play, he confessed his personal attendant, Lu Qiao, if someone came, he could tell where he was going, and when it was getting late, Yu Xuanji returned to the view, watching Chen Yun not in the house, Lu Xuan told Yu Xuanji, Chen Leshi learned that you were not there, he went directly, Yu Xuanji was confused, and looked at Lu Qian's face with a slight redness, his hair was slightly messy, and his behavior was still a little unnatural, so he understood everything, and at midnight, she called Lu Xuan into the room and interrogated whether she had an affair with Chen Yun, and Lu Qi did not admit it. This also angered the fish, so he picked up the rattan and began to whip the green warp.
Green Warp was forced to be helpless, sneered at each other, and told Yu Xuanji's affair one by one, but also quite ironically, which also completely touched the most sensitive defense line in Yu Xuanji's heart, she grabbed Lu Xuanji's neck and slammed her head against the ground, and when Yu Xuanji let go, Green had long since lost its breath.
Yu Xuanji had some panic, but she had already seen the wind and waves, how could she be afraid of these, she buried the body of the green warp in the backyard, in the summer there were guests to the backyard to solve, saw that there were many flies, they found that it was not right, so they reported to the yamen, a check found that there was a dead female corpse.
Yu Xuanji was taken to the court, in order to avoid the pain of flesh and skin, the cause and effect were clearly explained, and finally sentenced to death, at that time Yu Xuanji was only 26 years old.
Some people say that the most loved person in Yu Xuanji's life is Wen Tingjun, but no matter what it is, in fact, it is not important, through the story of Yu Xuanji, it is not difficult for us to see how many women like Yu Xuanji exist in our real life! We like a person but can't love it, maybe we fall in love with someone but it's just the object that person gives up after weighing the pros and cons, or we fall in love with someone and take our own life.
-Author-
Xinxin, who has published 400,000 words of short stories, I think words are the best bridge to communicate with the heart.