Hello everyone, I'm Sister D.
Fan Xiaoxuan finally made a movie again.
The movie "Ma Yu" started some time ago, and she stood there with a plain face, and she couldn't help but start to look forward to it.
The last time I watched her shoot, it was "Sin Dreamer" three years ago.
She plays the big brother woman in the play, simply not too sassy.
Looking up, looking down, spitting out cigarettes, the charm and confusion when facing lovers, can make you fall in love at a glance.
Sister D has loved her for a long time, and it is still difficult to associate the current Fan Xiaoxuan with the little witch who sang "left three circles and right three circles, neck twisting and twisting ass".
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After all, 30 years after her debut, Fan Xiaoxuan has brought us too many different roles.
At the age of 18, she sang "Stand Up With a Little Breath" on stage, like a girl coming out of a comic.
At the age of 24, she is a rebellious and well-behaved rock 'n' roll demon.
As a singer, she has such popular masterpieces as "Tears" and "Snowman".
Tears Music: Fan Xiaoxuan - Fan Xiaoxuan + Li Leshi + Chen Jieyi Music Is Live Widening Music
As a creator, she produced an award-winning album like "I Want Us Together."
As an actress, she was shortlisted for Best Supporting Actress in Admiralty and Golden Horse.
No one does not love Fan Xiaoxuan.
As a good sister of Fan Xiaoxuan, Xiao S once confessed on the show:
Her close friend Zhou Xun, when talking about Fan Xiaoxuan in an interview, said dotingly:
Wu Bai commented on her, she is a super kind person, an artist.
Looking at Fan Xiaoxuan's face,
Whether it is the red modern girl who saw her beloved boy in "Your Sweetness" at the age of 18, or zhang Ying, a 30-year-old lover in "Refresh 3+7", it is indeed difficult not to fall in love with her.
It is reasonable to say that she is a natural superstar, and she is suitable for eating this bowl of rice in the entertainment industry.
But Fan Xiaoxuan has faded out of the public eye more than once.
Because, she is too afraid of red.
Fan Xiaoxuan's star path can be said to be very smooth at the beginning.
At the age of 12, she was excavated by scouts, filmed her first commercial film, and has since entered the entertainment industry.
At the age of 17, she released her first album "Rain", which sold 200,000 sales.
Under the arrangement of the record company, she began to attack the children's market, and immediately had a masterpiece.
The theme songs of "Cherry Pills" and "Doraemon" are from Fan Xiaoxuan's mouth, and they were absolutely popular in the streets and alleys that year.
Fan Xiaoxuan in the MV of "Cherry Pills Theme Song"
Seeing the dividends brought by these two songs, the team decided to package her as the sweetest "commodity" and let her repeat the well-behaved and childlike children's songs, wearing witch costumes and going around for morning exercises.
Therefore, in the public perception, Fan Xiaoxuan's little witch is everyone's childhood idol.
Fan Xiaoxuan ushered in the first career peak during the "Health Song" period.
At only 18 years old, she stepped onto the big stage of the Spring Festival Gala that countless artists longed for.
At the Spring Festival Gala in 1998, Fan Xiaoxuan and Xie Xiaodong performed "Health Song"
Young and famous, most people should seize this opportunity and keep going.
However, the popularity of the little witch has instead become a cocoon that binds Fan Xiaoxuan to "be herself".
In the year after performing "Health Song" at the Spring Festival Gala, she began to use an extreme way to fight against the label of "Little Witch".
She wore earrings, shaved her head, and got tattoos, becoming an outlier in the entertainment industry.
In 1998, she released the album DARLING.
In the MV of this album, she is no longer the playful and cute elf she was, but a drowning person trapped by rules and regulations.
In "Digital Love", wearing the classic Y2K collocation, standing in the street and swinging, telling the story of "fast food love" that only communicates with communication tools;
In "I Want Us together," she has yellow hair and is black, singing the girl's bitterness about wanting to be with the pianist.
Fan Xiaoxuan may have found a musical path that suits her.
In 2000, at the age of 23, she and li quan collaborated on the album "I Want Us Together" to win the music award, and Zhang Guorong personally presented her with the award.
But when I look at the album sales, it is miserable.
Fan Xiaoxuan's change makes everyone think that her music is only a disease-free moan.
For a long time, she was not recognized by the market, and was belittled and despised.
The musical dynamics she ignited were shattered by repeated evaluations.
She suffers from depression, often immersed in the emotion of "failure", and wants to save herself, but does not know what to do.
Even so, she still did not give up "being herself".
At the age of 24, during her depression, she released a favorite album of Sister D's still favorite album, "The Best of the World".
She dresses up sexy in concert and amazes the audience, and you never know what kind of style she will have in the next second.
When you see her frowning and choking, you can't help but feel sorry for her.
But it is undeniable that 24-year-old Fan Xiaoxuan is completely herself, without a little shadow of a little witch.
Also because of depression, Fan Xiaoxuan disappeared from the entertainment industry for 3 years.
During that time, she had to rely on drugs to survive.
Afraid of inadvertently hurting her loved one, she chose to close herself off and use words and music to vent her stress.
In those 3 years, she only did two things:
One is to make music, she tried all the music she wanted to make.
Traditional Chinese music, Indian music, Nu-Jazz, Hip Hop... Whatever music it is, it is all put into the album "Prologue".
The second is to write a diary, record and release your emotions,
She wrote about her experience of fighting depression in her diary and published it as Scribble.
This book has made more people understand the depressed group, and more people have better helped them out.
Fortunately, Fan Xiaoxuan walked out.
Goodbye Fan Xiaoxuan——
She successfully overcame the disease and found herself completely in the separation.
She has been freely communicating her feelings through albums:
Whatever music he has
After listening to it, I feel like I want to move
Whatever music he has
Every day is Valentine's Day Christmas
A celebration of cheers
Him Music
My thoughts on my faith
I like my truth
My cleanliness is free to be myself
"That Kind of Girl"
She shows her attitude and preferences in dressing:
Red Lightning Eyeshadow and Mullet Head pay homage to rock icon David Bowie;
The more deviant clothes, there was no sense of violation in her.
As a result, her fashion expressiveness has been discovered by major magazines.
A new star in the fashion world is on the rise.
She tries a different life in film and television:
Aso, who wants to forget his past lovers and seeks comfort and snuggle with strangers;
2005 "Love Map"
Gentle and wooden on the outside, but repressed in the heart of his wife Ah Feng;
2013 "Tomorrow Remember to Fall in Love with Me"
When the former comrades died, the tears were finally irrepressible to the decipherer.
Fan Xiaoxuan's body will always carry a sense of paradoxical ambiguity, which allows her to quickly integrate into different roles and not be defined by roles.
In 2016, Fan Xiaoxuan changed her way of dealing with music and served as a mentor for "Good Songs of China". This made her feel an unexpected touch.
Because you are Fan Xiaoxuan
That's why I want to be
POP STAR POP STAR
Stand in front of you again
Sing your song ten thousand times
Willing to die
A song written by fan Liu Wei for her, "Because You Are Fan Xiaoxuan", made her feel the power she conveyed in her music.
"China Good Songs Season 3"
Not everything will be destroyed by gossip, just because you are the real Fan Xiaoxuan, so many people like it.
Fan Xiaoxuan, 45 years old.
But she didn't seem to be getting old at all.
Or the appearance of a young girl in memory.
She will overcome her fear of cockroaches so that everyone will not be frightened by her own screams.
She will stay up late in advance to make a guide for her sisters to have a better travel experience.
She seems to have always been like this: innocent, kind, curious and imaginative, always keeping a child's heart.
In Aya's Life Adventures, she says:
"What exactly are you, can you love yourself when you don't have that, can you accept yourself, regardless of strengths or weaknesses, and get along with yourself?" Think about it, get closer and closer to yourself, see more and more what you look like. ”
Decades ago, Fan Xiaoxuan needed to be seen and recognized;
Now Fan Xiaoxuan doesn't need all of this.
She had already focused on the "love of herself" and really got the freedom she wanted.
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