Alas, I have obviously felt that a long time has passed, and I have adjusted my mood, but why do I still cry when I see your editing?
You are obviously the one who has been inspiring everyone to say "hard work will lie, but effort will not be in vain", but seeing you cry, seeing you saying "Why is there no return for hard work"... It's true...... I can't help it...
Enter the pit, slowly make up the file, slowly archaeology, watch you go from a Sendai mushroom to the 19-year-old champion in Sochi day by day, from the roaring little Romeo to the Qingming lord who is still the king on the Pyeongchang field, from the time you laugh and say that you are going to jump 4A to the Beijing Olympics after the interview, you blame yourself for failing everyone's expectations... Pile by pile, piece by piece, scene by scene... Hurt, disaster, stress... You're so bitter...
I remembered seeing a comment this morning: "You said that he was bitter, and finally won all the championships, which is also a comfort, but he has won two Olympic championships, how can he still be so bitter." It was too bitter, so bitter that I didn't dare to look at it, and I couldn't bear to reminisce. Looking back on these years, I shed tears for him, I suffered for him, and I wanted to escape countless times but I was reluctant to witness everything about such a person. ”
That's right...... Why bother... Don't they all say "bitter and sweet"? 27 years old, Sochi cycle, Pyeongchang cycle, Beijing cycle, 12 years, 18 years of dreams, 23 years of love and youth, why is it so bitter?
Being excluded, you say that you should work hard and prove yourself: be suppressed, you say that it will be perfect, so that they can not pick the wrong place, but you are also human... You will cry, you will also hurt, you will be hurt, you will be sad...
After each performance, you will say "Ali Gado" to everyone loudly, you say that it is everyone's support that has brought you to the present, but it is we who should say thank you... Thank you for choosing figure skating, thank you for stubbornly working hard for your dreams, thank you for gambling on your life for your love...
You say that everyone's eyes are as beautiful as the stars in your eyes, but ah, do you know how many people's light you have become? Before, I always regretted that I met you so late, but now I want to say, thank fate for not missing the existence of Yusheng knots, thank fate for letting me meet you on the figure skating, or the sentence written after Bei'ao: No matter what, I only wish you peace and security, get what you want, no matter what others say, from beginning to end, you have always been my light.