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Fiction: Shepherd Girl

Shepherd girl

1

The sky above your head is blue, blue. The mountain, standing quietly, on the mountain, the green is also full of life. On the ground, the grass is green. Among the green grasses, there are some wildflowers in full bloom. The sun is clear and hot. Cicadas chirp among the leaves, and in the mountains, there is a silence.

Vivi drove a flock of sheep to the wilderness. When the sheep saw the tender green grass, they scattered, looked down and ate, biting their tails, shaking their ears, and calling from time to time. The sheep were white, as if on a green field, white flowers were blooming.

Vivi asked the sheep to graze, and she found a stone slab by the river and sat down. The river is clear, next to the stone slabs, flowing silently. There are fish in the river, swimming leisurely. Next to the slate, there are wild willows with slender branches and turquoise leaves. Next to the wild willows, there are also reeds, on top of which are plush, and the leaves stretch out like swords. The stone slabs are in the shade of the willows, which is very shady.

Look up slightly, look at the blue sky. Also look at the turquoise mountains. Also look at the flowing river, and not far out, the sheep that are burying their heads in the grass.

How many years has it been since the sheep came home from school. When he returned home, he helped the family with housework, cooking, washing clothes, and herding sheep.

Wei Wei is a Muslim girl.

Slightly long and beautiful. Dark hair, deep eyes, very attractive. Slim figure, everywhere you go is a landscape.

The sheep bowed their heads and grazed leisurely. Wei Wei also leisurely sat on the stone slab, feeling the tranquility of nature, looking at the blue sky, white clouds, turquoise mountains, in my heart, sometimes think of childhood, the innocence of that time, one day after eating, is to find a partner to play; also think of the years of school, think of those teachers, also think of some classmates, but also think of the dream in my heart at that time. However, with the absence of school, the dream fell to the ground of reality, shattered, did not do the dream of going to school, and returned home safely, helping the family to do housework and herd sheep. And those teachers, classmates, in the mind, gradually became memories, hazy, can't see, can't grasp. Some students in the village will meet, but as they come out of school, they fall from their dreams to the ground of reality, and in one piece, there is no longer the vitality they once had, and there is no longer the closeness of the dream when they are in one piece.

In the slight heart, more, it will think of life at this time, and it will also inadvertently, dimly think of the future.

At this time, Wei Wei was at home, doing housework, herding sheep, and at certain times, following her parents to the mosque in the village and studying the scriptures.

Father and mother, who are very kind to Weiwei, buy her new clothes, buy her good food, and care about her. There is also a little brother in the family, just entered the campus, came back from school, slightly doing housework, he is like a tail, following behind, very cute.

Wei Wei also thinks about the future.

Slightly afraid to look at themselves in the mirror, the hair is dark, the eyebrows are thick, the eyes are deep, the face is red, the figure is slim, and the chest is like a full hill, gradually plump. Looking at it, I felt shy and marveled at her purity.

Wei Wei's heart was no longer as calm as before, as the lake surface was, but as it gradually grew, like a breeze blowing across the lake, it began to ripple.

In my heart, I had hazy thoughts about the future. Thinking about her future life, she knows that she has gradually grown up, like a bird flying out of the nest, to fly out of the warm home that her parents have created for her, she needs to have personal love, a person to accompany, and that person, in a sweet love, happy marriage, to create her own warm home.

And the future can love her, she also loves, who is the person who accompanies him?

I don't know. Thinking about it, I felt slightly shy, and my face turned red.

The sky is still blue and the clouds are leisurely. The mountains are turquoise and stand quietly. The cicadas are among the leaves, calling huan. The river, flowing cheerfully, sings. In the shade of the willow, it is very shady. The sheep, not far away, like blooming white flowers, bowed their heads, biting their tails, eating grass, and from time to time they cried out, as if they had guessed through the slight thoughts and were smiling slightly.

Slightly, the face was even redder.

2

Every day, Wei Wei did housework, and after doing the work at home, he went to the mountains to herd sheep.

When they arrived in the mountains, the sheep leisurely grazed, and slightly found a shady place to sit down, watching the sky and the mountains, feeling the tranquility of nature, and thinking about her thoughts. More, thinking about the past, but the safety of life at this time, she also knows that such a life, as she grows up day by day, will not last long, and she thinks about the future.

Although the future life, as beautiful as a flower, can have the warmth of the present, but the person who can love her, she also loves, the person who accompanies her, has not yet appeared, everything has become illusory, and violent.

Slightly put your heart, thinking leisurely. Also imagined, so shy, hot face, red. Sometimes, I scold myself in my heart, scold myself for not knowing shyness, and scold myself for not having a face.

Sometimes, Wei Wei tries to restrain himself, not to think about future things, future things, and in the future, to talk about it. She also believes that as the years go by, she grows up day by day, and the people who love her and the people she loves will appear on her way and enter the life she longs for.

I want to do it now. Want to be at home, do housework.

Wei Wei got up every day, cleaned up the house neatly, and cleaned it up. Then, boil the water, fill the pot, and make tea for the parents. Then, go cook. Wei Wei followed her mother and would cook a lot of food. Not only can I make noodles, but I also make rice. When making rice, a lot of dishes are fried. I can make lamb without a little smell, and make beef rotten and chewy. Whether the chicken is stir-fried or stewed, it exudes a fragrant aroma.

Father and mother, drinking slightly brewed tea, eating slightly made fragrant rice, boasting incense. The heart is also silently nagging, slightly growing up, sensible, capable, able to cook housework well, cook well, and will definitely meet good people in the future and marry good people.

One day, my father accidentally said these words, and slightly felt as if his mind was seen through by his father, and Xiu's face was crimson and he hid in the house, not coming out for half a day.

After drinking tea and eating well, my father and mother went to work. Wei Wei was at home, put away the dishes and chopsticks, and placed them clean. When you have dirty clothes, find them out and wash them.

Although there is a washing machine at home, Wei Wei still likes to use a large wooden shed, wash it on the washboard, wash it clean, and go to the river in front of the door to clear it.

Sometimes, I take my clothes to the river to wash them, and I will clear them by the way.

Wei Wei knew that his father and mother were doing all kinds of work, the clothes were dirty and difficult to wash, the washing machine was not easy to wash, and with a washboard, it could be washed cleaner.

Slightly also enjoyed the feeling of washing clothes by the river. The river is clear and rushing. The willow trees have long branches and are covered with dense leaves, and the river is particularly shady. There are also trees and grasses that exude a fresh breath. In the river, there are fish, and sometimes, when he washes his clothes, he comes to the river and swims leisurely, which is very cute.

I listened to the roar of the river, felt the tranquility of the river, washed my clothes, and thought of everything and nothing in my heart. More often, I will think of my father and mother and feel their hardships. Although she is looking forward to the future days and imagining the future life, she still hopes that the days will pass more slowly, and she can spend more days at home, accompany her parents for some days, and give them more work.

Slightly to the father and mother, the younger brother washed the clothes clean, stacked neatly, emitting the smell of washing powder. Parents dress, praise slightly, slightly in the heart, especially sweet.

3

It also made Me slightly happy, not thinking about the past, not thinking about the future, that is, in some days, following my mother, going to the mosque together.

The mosque is under the village, on a flat dam.

To go to the mosque, you have to go from the chain bridge on the river to the bottom of the Pingba, there are steps, from the hillside, straight to the Pingba.

From the steps, step by step, to the pingba, the mosque appeared in front of the eyes.

On the top of the mosque, it is pointed, and it is a moon. The roof of the mosque is covered with glazed tiles, and the eaves are steep and surrounded by upturned cornices. The exterior wall of the mosque, pasted with emerald green wall tiles, is very beautiful.

In front of the mosque, there is a large yard. The yard is paved with gray bricks, clean and beautiful.

This is a mosque that has only been built for a few years.

The former mosque, also on this pingba, is very simple, like the village, is a black tile house with earthen walls, and surrounds the city with a courtyard, and in the middle of the courtyard, it is a courtyard, and it is surrounded by mosque houses.

When Wei Wei was very young, he followed his mother and father to the mosque.

The people in the village are all Muslims, only the people in the nearby villages, there are Han Chinese.

In those days, the Muslims in the village came to the mosque. In the mosque, you can meet many partners of the same age.

Being with a partner is the happiest time for Micro. There are people who talk, there are people who play. In the mosque, under the auspices of the imam, under the guidance of his father and mother, in the mosque, he listened to the imam recite the scriptures, worshipped, and silently remembered these scriptures in his heart. Wei Wei knew that these verses were the Qur'an, teaching people to advocate light and be kind, truth-seeking, and pious in their hearts.

After listening to the imam's scriptures and finishing the pilgrimage, he would follow his parents slightly and eat iftar in the mosque. The taste of the iftar was as fragrant as what she had made.

Eating iftar makes Wei Wei's heart understand more sincerely, kindly, and understands that all things are alive and spiritual, and they must be treated with a kind heart.

The slightly long and beautiful, diligent and capable. In the mosque, as she gained a certain amount of knowledge, she gradually understood the profound meaning contained in the scriptures. Let Wei Wei understand piety, kindness and sincerity. Pico has a more beautiful soul.

4

Time, like water, flows silently.

Wei Wei is in the flow of time, just like this. Do housework every day, herd sheep, and on certain days, go to the mosque. The days are leisurely and quiet, and I feel the warmth and happiness of home. The tranquility of nature. In the heart, in a pure calm, there are also fluctuations in the yearning for the future.

Slightly more and more beautiful, more and more beautiful, tall, bright eyes, red face, and more beautiful, is a slight heart, sincere, kind.

At this moment, a person, unexpectedly, walked into a slight life.

This man is called Xiao Ran.

It is from outside the ravine that I come to the ravine, and it is the volunteers who go to this village to carry out activities.

After he came, he lived in a house in the village.

Every day, in the village, after carrying out the activities and doing his work, he would follow the road, go out of the village, and go for a walk in the mountains outside the village.

In school, in addition to learning a lot of professional knowledge, he also likes literature, reads many Chinese and foreign classics, in addition to prose, novels, but also likes poetry. He likes Tang poetry and Song poetry, but also likes modern poetry, Chinese foreign classic poetry, he also read some. When I have feelings, I also write some, prose, novels, and poetry.

Literature decorates the heart of the faint, and in the heart of the innocent, there is a beautiful dream, this dream, let him face the natural things, and some beautiful scenes, some people and things, always have impulses, and beautiful imagination.

When I was walking, I saw the white sheep in the mountains, saw the stone slabs by the river, and the slightness in the willow shade, and my heart was excited. I feel that this is not exactly the beautiful scenes in his novels and poems?

Unexpectedly, the scene he imagined would appear in reality.

Vaguely attracted, like falling into a dream, could not help but walk in front of Wei Wei, sat slightly quietly, fell into memory, and imagination, suddenly saw the person who came to the front, was startled, looked up, and saw that standing in front of him was a young boy, with dark hair, erect. The eyes are bright, the people are thin, and the body exudes youth and vitality.

Slightly from the meditation, woke up, saw the young man, the heart can not help but get excited, by the young man's youth, vitality, and an inexplicable feeling attracted, the heart can not help but get excited, throbbing, a warm, gushing into the heart socket.

It's just that I don't know the boy slightly.

Misty ran looked at me slightly, smiled, and said: My name is Misty Ran, and I am a volunteer who came to the village.

Wei Wei knew the boy's name, very good, poetic name. He also knew his identity. The heart relaxed, and he smiled the same way, and said to Xiao Ran: My name is Wei Wei, that is, the people in the village, who are herding sheep.

Oh, he said, herding sheep, how beautiful! White sheep, like clouds in the sky. In the wilderness, so secluded. Blue skies, white clouds, mountains, flowing rivers, sheep, what a poetic thing!

Looking at a slightly intoxicated look, he said: "Is it?" Is it good to herd sheep like this? After that, if you like it, follow me to herd the sheep.

He said, "Good! All right!

Slightly self-aware that he was speaking quickly, his face suddenly turned crimson, like a cloud, and he shyly lowered his head.

Xiao Ran was also excited, his heart was pounding, looking at The slightest, feeling shy, it was so beautiful, like a fairy in a dream.

As if walking into a dream, he said to Wei Wei: Don't forget the agreement, after you herd the sheep, I will follow you.

5

There was no reneging on his word.

After seeing Wei Wei and making an agreement with Wei Wei, when Wei Wei went to the mountains to herd sheep, he went for a walk, and in the mountains, he and Wei Wei were herding sheep together.

When the sheep reached the wilderness, they still bowed their heads, bit their tails, ate grass, and from time to time they cried out. Sheep, like white flowers blooming in the green mountains.

Vague and slight, next to the sheep, watching the sheep graze. The sheep's mouth, rubbing and rubbing, the beard on the chin, is particularly cute. The eyes of the sheep, staring at them, the eyes were round and slippery, especially good-looking.

Attracted by the sheep, he reached out to touch the sheep, and the sheep ran away in horror.

Wei Wei smiled and said to Xiao Ran: You are so scared of the sheep, you give him grass to eat, and he will rush to you.

Saying, slightly grabbing a handful of grass, learning the sheep's "babbling" call, the sheep turned back to her, gathered in front of her, ate the grass on her hand, and touched the sheep slightly affectionately, smiling.

Looking at Wei Wei, listening to the cry of the sheep of Wei Wei Xue, looking at the slightly beautiful and pure appearance, I felt slightly cute, and a warm current rose in my heart. He also learned to be slight, grabbed a handful of grass, and also learned the sheep's "babbling" cry, and the sheep also came to him, ate the grass on his hand, and reached out to stroke the sheep's head, touch the sheep's ears and eyes. The sheep ate the grass sweetly, let it be touched, and suddenly felt a kind of warmth that was intimate with the sheep.

After feeding the sheep a burst of grass, he let the sheep, free to eat grass, and slightly silently, stood and watched the sheep eat grass. The sheep are eating grass with their heads down, and they are "squealing", and in the mountains, in the silence, they are full of poetic feelings.

After standing for a while, he said to Xiao Ran slightly: In the mountains, there are no crops, the grass is good, let the sheep eat, they will not go away, they are full, they will come to the front, you can go back. Let's find a place to sit!

He said, "Good!

Wei Wei found the stone by the river, and sat down on the stone.

Wild willows next to the stones, dense foliage, slates, in the shade. The reeds, also long and lush, stretched out like swords, and the flocculents on the tops, gently trembled in the breeze.

The river outside the stone slab, clear and overcast, rushing and flowing.

The sky is blue, the mountains are green, the birds are flying in the air, the cicadas are chirping among the leaves, and the mountains are full of tranquility and charm.

Sitting on the stone slab and feeling the tranquility. At first, it was a bit restrained and shy. However, as the words gradually increased, the restraint and shyness disappeared, and the only thing was the heartbeat, the warm, poetic feeling.

Vague and faint, reminiscing about the events of their respective studies, but also talking about their dreams.

Vague and slight, also talking about their respective lives.

He told Wei Wei about his work in the village, which was done smoothly and meaningfully.

Wei Wei gave Xiao Ran her life, doing housework, herding sheep. Listening and looking at Wei Wei, I felt that The slight person was beautiful, but also diligent and capable. Thinking about the matter of slightly herding sheep, I said to Weiwei: Your life is really beautiful, and every day is in the poem.

Wei Wei said: Is it?

Say no: Yes. Then, he said poetry to Wei Wei. He recited the famous classic poems he read, and also memorized the poems he wrote to Wei Wei.

Although Wei Wei did not know much about poetry, he felt that the poetry he recited was particularly beautiful. The poems written by Xiao Ran are also beautiful, and after listening, there is a kind of inner warmth, and there is a feeling of flying in a dream.

In this feeling, She suddenly thought about her dream of the future. Suddenly, I felt in my heart that it was nothing but the person who came with his dream! Because, no one, like Xiao Ran, could give her such a feeling.

Thinking about it, I blushed slightly, and I was extremely shy.

Looking at the slightly red face, he felt slightly beautiful, just like the woman in his poetry, and like the woman in his dream.

6

After some days, Xiao Ran and Wei Wei fell in love. When sheding sheep, in the quiet mountains, pour out your inner words and your dreams.

Those words, and each other's dreams, touched a piece, which caused inner resonance and wiped out the spark of emotion.

I look forward to the future days, and I can live such a poetic life with Wei Wei. Wei Wei also looked forward to being able to be with Xiao Ran and live the happy and sweet life he had longed for.

In the vague and slight emotion, it is time to be in the heat. With excitement and excitement, I went to WeiWei's house.

Wei Wei and her mother were together, cooking, Wei Wei's father, and Xiao Ran were talking, very enthusiastic.

The dishes were sumptuous, and I made tea and served wine.

The dishes were made by Micro and Mother, and the color, and taste were good.

Wei Wei's father and mother drank with Xiao Ran.

The wine was drunk slightly drunk, and in the momentum, Wei Wei's father said to Xiao Ran: I heard that you and my family are slightly good, and we adults are happy about this matter, and we adults are happy and have no opinion.

Listening to it, I felt both shy and excited.

Wei Wei's father continued: However, you should know that we are Hui, according to customs, Hui girls are not married, if you want to marry, you must enter our religion, and then eat fasting.

Listening to it, I felt that no matter what the nation, it was all people, and they all had the same emotions. It's just that he doesn't know what it is to join the religion and what fasting is.

Father Wei wei continued: To join the religion is to believe in our teachings and to learn the verses of the Qur'an. To be a devout person, a sincere, kind person, this is the same as your Buddhism. And in the teachings, there are many rules, very detailed, into the teaching, slowly learn, you will understand. Eat fasting? Also like some similarities in your Buddhism, it is recommended to eat vegetarian, if you want to eat meat, you must not eat pork, only beef and mutton, and fish. You think, if you can meet these conditions, the others can be ignored, can not be achieved, you and Weiwei, can only be friends, can not become lovers, or even get married, start a family.

With his head bowed slightly, he sat quietly aside, his face crimson, and at the same time, he fell into contemplation.

Listening vaguely, I felt in my heart, just like the literary works he read, as long as two people love each other and have feelings in their hearts, they can be together, but they did not think that the love he dreamed of fell into reality, but it was so complicated and had so many rules.

Ran did not speak at that time, and the warm heart seemed to be splashed with cold water, somewhat cool. I didn't dare to look at Wei Wei again, facing the slightly dignified eyes.

Just in silence, after eating, he said to Wei Wei's parents, just when he was free, he went back and asked his father and mother how to do this thing, if they agreed, they would do it according to wei Wei's father, if not, he would think of other ways.

7

I said goodbye to Wei Wei, and the village, and went back.

When I was parting, I looked at Wei Wei, so unwilling, and felt that Wei Wei was so beautiful, like the Son of Heaven in my dream.

Misty said to Wei Wei: I will come back soon, no matter what, we will be together.

Nodding his head slightly, smiling, and in tears, agreed. In the eyes, there is a vague expectation.

However, Wei Wei did not expect that he had never come to the village again after he had left.

I waited slightly year after year, and the waiting was painful and tired. The gaze of waiting, from bright, turned into bitterness, and the years also carved traces on her face. It was like a peach blossom in the wilderness, and although it was beautiful, it began to wither in the moisture of no one appreciating it and the rain.

Waiting slightly until disappointed, to despair, sure that nothing will come again. Under the arrangement of his parents, he hurriedly married a person in the village, got married, had children, took care of the housework, herded sheep, his face was full of the traces of time, his eyes were bitter, his body was bloated, and he no longer saw the pure and beautiful micro that he had dreamed of.

After listening to it, the parents categorically disagreed and said to xiaoran: We have worked hard to provide for you, but you have to live such a life, no matter how good the girl is, you behave like this, it is like selling your ancestors. Moreover, if you go into that kind of life, not only is it as simple as joining the religion and eating fasting, there will be many customs, differences in the heart, and the rules in those teachings are also quite strict. Love and marriage, dreams and reality, are two different things. If you want to go that way and live that kind of life, then it is clear that you don't want us, you don't recognize us, and we can only sever our relationship from now on.

Listening to the analysis of his parents, although he thought of Wei Wei in his heart, he loved Wei Wei. However, after understanding these things and walking into reality from the dream, I felt that the love distance between him and Wei Wei was very close, and the distance in reality was so far away, and there was a huge and insurmountable gap. If you want to cross that gap, you have to make great changes and sacrifices.

And I feel that some things are simple to say, simple to think, and it is really difficult to make changes. To make that sacrifice, the sacrifice is too great.

Therefore, Xiao Ran endured the pain in his heart, obeyed the words of his parents, and gave up his love with a slight. Ended volunteering in that village early and never went to that village again.

However, in the heart of the vagueness, it has been engraved with a slight since then. After that, no matter where and what you do, you remember the pure and beautiful figure of Wei Wei, and remember the poetic life of Wei Wei herding sheep.

Later, when I walked into life and had a family and children, I did not forget Wei Wei in my heart. Slightly in the heart, but more clearly, the life of the slight shepherding, in the heart, is such a romantic, beautiful, full of poetry-like life.

After falling into life, he was gradually buried by the worldly life, no longer reading, writing, and no longer having poetic dreams. Became an ordinary and mediocre person.

I never met anyone like Wei Wei again, that kind of life. In my heart, I have always remembered Wei Wei, remembered Wei Wei's life.

2018.3.31 Draft

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