In our impression, the literati rioters are always personable and independent. But in fact, literati writers are also ordinary people, they all have seven passions and six desires, and they will all have distress and confusion. It's just that they are good at reconciling with themselves in the way of writing.
In the middle school textbooks, we have read many classic masterpieces, including the works of Xun Ge, the prose of Zhu Ziqing, and Mr. Mao Dun that we are going to talk about today.
Doll pro
Mao Dun, who was born in Zhejiang, was accused of kissing at the age of four. On this day, Shen Enpei brought his grandson to the tavern, and coincidentally met the old acquaintance Kong Fanlin. The wine was in full swing, and the two little dolls who were having fun on the side were named by the tavern owner.
"Two little guesses." Since then, the two old men have been trying to set a relationship for the child, and this female doll is Kong Delan, the wife of Mao Dun.
When he returned home, Old Man Shen told his son about this family affair. The son thought about it for a moment, or he was ashamed of the Kong family, and this family affair had just fulfilled an old matter for him.
It turned out that Mao Dun's father had once been engaged to Miss Kong Jia, but the two were incompatible, and the relationship ended without a problem. Who would have thought that this Miss Kong family would end up depressed because of this, and this matter became a thorn in Kong Yongxi's heart, and it could not go away.
But the misfortune did not stop there, and at the age of ten, with the death of his father, the family deteriorated. The mother was alone with her two sons and had a hard life, but she insisted that her son study.
It was not until Mao Dun graduated that his mother finally relaxed her mind, but Mao Dun, who was supposed to enter the bank, was once again arranged.
At the request of his mother, he came to work at the Commercial Press. Later, when he reached the age of marriage, because of the doll kiss he had set at that time, he was going to marry Miss Kong' family.
But he didn't want to, his future wife not only couldn't even read, but also had a pair of small feet, which made Mao Dun hold his breath, but hindered by his mother's nurturing grace, he still endured.
The mother understood that the cultural gap between the two was too deep, worried that there would eventually be discord, she asked Mao Dun to teach Kong Delan to read and write, and surprisingly, Kong Delan was very intelligent and had made great progress in a short period of time.
Feelings heat up
This not only made Mao Dun's mother very pleased, but also made her relationship with Mao Dun gradually heat up in the exchange of letters.
In the 1920s, the relationship between Mao Dun and his wife heated up rapidly. The two gave birth to a daughter and a son, and the family was also happy. Mao Dun's ideological progress was a talent at that time, and the following year, he joined the Chinese Communist Party.
In 1927, however, he was also wanted by the Nationalist government and did not escape. At this time, Chen Wangdao handed him an olive branch. Instead of staying here, it is better to go to Japan and change your mind while studying.
Mao Dun has been living in it for a long time, and it is indeed time to change his mood. Mao Dun then decided to travel to Japan, during which time his encounter with another woman gave him the idea of love.
Qin Dejun, a woman full of new era atmosphere, not only has a good appearance, but also the temperament emitted by her body is also called Mao Dun's charm. Inadvertently, her body seemed to carry a different kind of magnetism, attracting Mao Dun to open his heart.
Knowing that Qin Dejun was also going to Japan, Mao Dun was very happy. This Chuan girl first met Mao Dun but was very concerned about his appearance, this man in a long robe, full of books and angry, made her think that the other party must be an old-fashioned person.
However, when the two boarded the ship together, Qin Dejun changed her mind.
near
Two people with progressive ideas always seemed to have endless words in a foreign country, and when they met Qin Dejun, Mao Dun finally felt that under the shroud of arranged marriages, he seemed to be missing something.
Where emotion erupts, behind it is helplessness and regret. Mao Dun obviously disagreed with his own experience.
In Qin Dejun's view, this man is full of pain, and the misfortunes in life are caused by others and himself, Qin Dejun remembers the past, and he is not lonely and empty. Life is full of misfortune, and two people in a foreign land have taken a step closer to each other.
After arriving in Japan, Mao Dun's heart for Qin Dejun seemed to be more firm. In the face of the gendarmerie's questioning, he said, "This is my beloved wife." ”
Such an answer somewhat shook a ripple, and while Qin Dejun was amazed, there was still a glimmer of hope in his heart. In the days that followed, the two gradually deepened their feelings, and under Mao Dun's "divorce" commitment, Qin Dejun began to take care of Mao Dun's life.
The days passed like this, the two people always seemed to have endless words, under the encouragement of Qin Dejun and personal narration, Mao Dun's thoughts were like a spring, his pen was brilliant, and the paper was leisurely.
At the end of the 1920s, Qin Dejun became pregnant, and in the face of Mao Dun's promise, she returned to Shanghai to have an abortion, and four years of cohabitation made Qin Dejun choose to believe in Mao Dun and believe in the future.
Believe in the future
Entanglement with a husband with a wife is the wrong choice. As soon as this idea appeared, Qin Dejun comforted himself, "No, no, everything will be fine." ”
However, the matter of the two finally reached Kong Delan's ears, a hysteria, crying and unbearable, betrayal and belief, in an instant, Qiankun had its own fixed number.
Although Qin Dejun was brought to his mother's face, his mother's life was difficult for Mao Dun to violate after all.
He was grateful for his mother's upbringing, who worked all her life, and then in order to calm the anger on both sides, Mao Dun promised again.
Four years of the appointment, but Qin Dejun, who had beaten the fetus again, could not imagine in any way that the person who had been righteous and righteous and had set a white head with her still chose to return to the family.
epilogue
Four years of waiting, but in exchange for not paying attention, Qin Dejun was indignant. In her later years, she still decided to make this story public and objectively lay out the story in a way that was fair to each other.
However, her behavior has been described by many as a boring act, and her books have been repeatedly obstructed and delayed.
The entanglement of feelings is the most complicated, whether it is Mao Dun's throbbing or Qin Dejun's trust, it has turned into a cold mirror under the pouring of time. This story may just be a statement that Qin Dejun has illuminated into his heart.
But no matter what the world thinks, she feels that people should be given a more comprehensive perspective and judge people's hearts. All the difficulties in the world are nothing more than wishful thinking.