Emotional Confusion (XVI) | Author: Tapping heartstrings

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The snow fell all morning, and by this time it had stopped, leaving the world with a white, and the bright red lanterns and couplets in front of the shops complemented each other, looking more and more beautiful. A snow has shut most people in their homes, and there are not many shops on the street, and even fewer restaurants. They followed each other aimlessly, stepping on the snow and creaking. Their homes can't all be in one direction, and they don't necessarily have to find a restaurant to make this always just verbally cope, in fact, the stingy Zhentao spends money once, but there is really nothing to do in the first month, going home is also boring, there is no company to talk to, it is not easy to get together again, you can talk to the north and the south, and how can you easily separate.

Heaven actually fulfilled their wishes, and really found one, in fact, it is not too far from the hotel that just came out, but the geographical location is much different. The restaurant was hidden in an alley diagonally opposite the hotel, the alley was not deep, the alley was empty and unobstructed, and the cauldron supported at the door easily presented the hot air that floated out in front of them. There are few pedestrians on the street, and there are naturally few in the shop, but it is also quiet. As soon as several people sat down, the shop began to make tea and pour water, and even gave each person a cigarette. Zhen Tao also did not break his word, asked for the menu, and prepared to be generous once.

The shop is small naturally there are few decent vegetables, barely put together a few plates, the wine is there, not good, but no one cares, they did not come to eat. A few cups down, everyone talked more, of course, the first thing they talked about was Zheng Gang, Zheng Gang did something earth-shattering, which they would not admire, but they could not help but be amazed, it made them have a new understanding of him.

"I really don't know what this Zheng Gang really thinks, how could he be willing to give up such a flower-like jade person?" Zhen Tao laid the wine glass heavily on the table, his face was already slightly red, and his tongue was a little large, but the bite was still clear, a serious look, but he failed to persevere to the end, bringing out a strange smile. HaoYuan knew the amount of wine he drank, and he was on top of the two or two, and there were many words. But today, there are no outsiders here, and no one will compare with him. But someone picked up a sentence, "That beauty is still there, just tonight no one to accompany!" This was another joker in their dormitory, who usually didn't say much, but his words were bound to be amazing, and sure enough, they aroused a burst of laughter. Naturally, he said it to Zhen Tao, and this laughter was also for him without thinking about it.

Zhen Tao only made an exclamation, and did not expect that anyone would respond. Of course, he knew that the other party was joking, and he himself was a person who liked to joke, since someone was talking, he was naturally willing to cooperate, and his demeanor still did not change, "This matter does not dare to say blindly!" He also rested his index finger on his lips, made a silent gesture, and his expression was much more serious, "If Zheng Gang comes back, he must not fight with me!" After saying that, he couldn't help but laugh out loud, and his laughter stirred the air around him again, and a new wave of laughter began to echo in this small space.

Dapeng naturally smiled naturally, and he simply put the chopsticks that he had tried several times because of laughter and finally failed to pick up the dish on the table, and asked Haoyuan, who was sitting opposite, "Can you guess why Zheng Gang is leaving?" ”

Haoyuan had actually been thinking about this when he came out of the hotel, but he hadn't yet figured out the reason for Zheng Gang's departure. He exaggerated the pursuit of Wang Tong, and finally exaggerated away, just to attract Li Tong's attention, or to win her sympathy, or to awaken her love for him - Xue Ling's statement seems to make some sense when thought about. Although their short-lived love did not last long because of Tang Zhi, in this short period of time they must have also been qingqing and me, their hearts had also surged for each other, and perhaps there were some promises, although that promise could not be fulfilled, but when making those promises, they must have touched the softest part of each other's hearts. Now that he has given up his dignity and carried the name of hurting others, in order to turn that dream into reality, and success is close to him, how can he give up so easily? He has no reason to give up!

Dapeng saw that Hao was far from speaking, thinking that his voice was small just now, and he was drowned out by the end of the laughter of the crowd, so he asked again. The reason why he chose Haoyuan, he vaguely felt that Haoyuan knew more about Zheng Gang and Li Tong.

Haoyuan really knew a lot of things that Dapeng and Zhentao didn't know, let alone a few other than them, and he really had the most to say. Haoyuan handed Dapeng a cigarette, and also gave one to several other smokers, and then said, "I haven't figured out why he wants to leave!" I think he has no reason to go, he wasted so much god to get to the step of marrying Li Tong. ”

"But he's gone!" Zhen Tao interjected, and the tone was still a little strange. His hand reached for the wine glass again, and was ripped open by the Dapeng next to him with a smile, "Drink less, big New Year's Day, we don't have time to carry you home." ”

Zhen Tao was not angry, he smiled, he knew his own amount of wine, and he could see that the wine was always like seeing his father, and he couldn't help himself.

Haoyuan pondered for a while, and seemed to suddenly wake up, the chopsticks knocked on the table, and said: "If you have to find a reason, it is revenge, he actually does not love Li Tong now!" ”

The crowd looked at Haoyuan sheepishly, and they did not dare to agree with him. How is this possible? They have all seen Zheng Gang and Li Tong's Qingqing and I, and it is difficult to give up; moreover, Zheng Gang is not particularly outstanding in terms of appearance or ability, and Li Tong is definitely a beautiful woman, she and Xue Ling have the charm that makes all men fall for it, and even more than that, so that people always have an impulse to embrace it and pity it, but they have to have a depression that is difficult to get, but they can't help it.

Haoyuan took the bottle and poured himself a glass, put it into his stomach on his back, and then said: "He may have really loved Li Tong, but in the end he must have given up, loved too deeply, and hurt too deeply." Therefore, he chased Li Tong again for only one purpose - revenge, of course, he may also want to prove that he has the ability to get her, or the means can also be. And his past failures were just a mistake. ”

"No love — revenge?" This is something that Zhen Tao can't think of, he is an amorous person himself, and he also calls it "fraternity", naturally he will encounter rejection, but he has never thought of revenge, I am lucky, I can't kill, and so on, this point he can see very well!

"Revenge! retaliation? Dapeng was also a little unacceptable to Haoyuan's statement, "Even if he wants to take revenge, there is no need to make such a big move, not to mention how much it costs to get married, just let his parents rejoice in the air, and it is not right to be ugly in front of everyone!" The average person who can do it? ”

"But Zheng Gang did it!" Haoyuan said. Because of his own speculation, he now had no good feelings for Zheng Gang at all, but he was a little disgusted. There was no enmity between them, and they had a good relationship. But how can Zheng Gang's behavior not be infuriating? He hurt Li Tong, but also hurt the families of both sides, and hurt his friends. In order to make this disguise more similar and realistic, he harassed Wang Tao in the middle of the night, and repeatedly hurt Wang Tong, and then presented his encounters in the process of chasing Wang Tong and various neurotic performances to Li Tong, so as to make her feel guilty about the harm he had done in the past - his zheng gang's current appearance was due to her Li Tong!"

Haoyuan lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and the white smoke spewed out of his mouth, and then said: "He is chasing Li Tong now, and he has nothing to do with love, he and her Qingqing and I in the factory are only making a model for everyone, making a model for Li Tong, he is very careful, he can't fail, he did successfully complete the first step of his revenge plan - Li Tong agreed to his marriage proposal; the second step is today's wedding, he invited people he knew and willing to come to participate, and tried his best to let everyone know. Let the whole world know that Li Tong is married to him. Haoyuan bounced off the soot and took another sip," and then he walked away desperately, leaving Li Tong alone in front of everyone, so that she could never forget the hurt she had done to the idiots in the past, and this injury must be punished, and abandonment at the wedding was the biggest punishment for Li Tong, which was his ultimate goal and the third step of revenge. ”

"Wang Tong is a victim, and Li Tong is actually a victim, which I didn't expect!" If that's the case..." He now regrets a little that he and Haoyuan helped Zheng Gang fight Hu Wei.

Zhen Tao continued, "I didn't expect this Zheng Gang to be more despicable than me!" His words caused a snickering laugh from the crowd.

Haoyuan sighed, "If my speculation is correct," he laughed self-deprecatingly, "Huh... When he decided to get married, I had silently blessed him, yesterday I was busy for him for a whole day, and I couldn't sleep peacefully at night, and now that I think about it, it's really ridiculous, ahem! ”

Who is not here? They have all silently blessed Zheng Gang, busy with his wedding, he is the first person in their dormitory to enter the wedding hall, and the process of obtaining love is so tortuous and difficult, which makes people moved and sighed.

Yan Tao said, "This Zheng Gang is really not a thing!" ”

Dapeng said, "Who knows what he thinks!" ”

The others and Zheng Gang are just ordinary housemate relationships, can not talk about deep friendship, naturally there is no too deep feelings, they and him in and out through the same door, breathing the air of the same small space, but never want to go to the past to understand him deeply, and now they have obtained a true image, although this truth is still only speculation, but they also got a conclusion - Zheng Gang is not a thing, began to be glad that they and he are just a general relationship.

Haoyuan still wanted to continue, but his phone suddenly rang, and it was Xia He's voice, "Haoyuan, where are you?" Li Tong cut his wrist! Her voice was low.

Hao Yuan was a little disbelieving his ears, "Who, who are you talking about?" ”

"Li Tong, Li Tong, she cut her wrist!" Jingwen and I are both in the hospital. Xia He's voice was still very low, with a faint echo, and it should have been played in the corridor.

"How can this be?" Zheng Gang's sudden departure will definitely cause harm to Li Tong, her sadness is certain, grief is also possible, how can she cut her wrist?

They saw that Haoyuan didn't look right, and they didn't know what was wrong, so they all put down their chopsticks and looked at him.

Haoyuan hung up the phone and threw it on the table, "Li Tong cut his wrist!" His disgust with Zheng Gang increased by one point, "A good thing made this boy into a pot of porridge!" ”

Everyone stayed there, they didn't expect things to turn out like this, although they were not familiar with Li Tong, they suddenly had sympathy for her, so they also kicked Zheng Gang out of the list of friends completely, and even a little ashamed to have lived in a dormitory with him. After a few days of work, they will be forced to be in the same room, but Zheng Gang may not come back, his WeChat has deleted them, cut off contact with them, and he no longer sees them as friends.

"Li Tong is really infatuated!" Xuan Tao couldn't help but think of himself. He's had a lot of girlfriends, and of course he has a certain responsibility for breaking up in the end – he always believes that the next one is the best! But none of the women I've ever been in a relationship with are really willing to give up their lives for him like Li Tong. If there is, he will definitely be touched by it and will carry her with him for the rest of his life!

"Is this related to infatuation?" Dapeng could not guess Zhen Tao's thoughts, he had his own thoughts, and said lightly: "I feel that Li Tong's wrist cutting should be other reasons: such as face, her personal face, the face of her family, Zheng Gang let them lose face, and since then they can't look up in front of everyone; Zheng Gang gave her a home, but ruined this destination, so that she had nowhere to put herself for a while, lost confidence and courage in love, and lost confidence and courage in life; for example, she wanted to use the vigorous wrist cutting to make Zheng Gang feel uneasy, so that even if he left, he would have to go with a sense of guilt. Let him never be psychologically safe, and so on. Of course, these are just Dapeng's speculations, but to say that it is because of "infatuation", he always feels a little far-fetched.

No one was willing to discuss this issue with him anymore, and they were no longer in the mood to eat, and Xuan Tao also checked out, and everyone followed each other into the snow-white world, and then said goodbye to each other and went home in different directions. It was still the sound of creaking snow, and the sound would stop next to a car, and then fade away with another compact creak, leaving an unfinished wedding alone in the city.

The short dinner in the restaurant did not change anything, it was still life after the Spring Festival, it was still boring to go home, they were walking very slowly, very slowly...

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