The country of thought for college students
What's the most poignant thing about a crush?
Afraid that you know, afraid that you don't know, most afraid that you know but pretend not to know.
Xiao Chen fell in love with a boy during his college days and hoped to see him every time he passed by the court.
When I go to self-study, I also like to sit not far behind him, and occasionally look up at him.
But when I really met him on a street corner, even walking past him seemed to exhaust all my courage.
Expect to meet, but afraid to meet. When the four eyes were facing each other, that one look seemed to contain a thousand words of its own.
After the two missed it, Xiao Chen still couldn't help but look back at his back.
The girl's mind is like this, with the autumn wind, dissipating in the school...
Perhaps, he never knew that there was a girl who liked herself in the college years, but in Xiao Chen's heart, he was like a beam of light, once illuminating her college life...
Crush is a person's war.
Many people have said: "If you like it, go chase it, don't leave regrets." ”
However, I didn't know this truth in my heart. Sometimes it is not that I do not dare, but that I already know the answer.
Having said that, maybe even friends can't do it. It is not a good thing that the self who was once silently accompanied by him as a friend can face him as a friend.
And the real confession is just to end this "friend" relationship. I don't want to continue to deceive myself in this capacity.
Little Y likes a senior for three years. I once asked her, "How did you fall in love with him?" ”
Xiao Y said: "I was once working on a project of the society, because I first entered the university, so many software were still unskilled, and it was really helpless to sit there at that time, and I was not embarrassed to let other seniors help, afraid that they would feel that they were useless."
Just when he was very cramped, he came over and asked if he needed help? I nodded, and he moved a chair and sat down next to me to teach me how to use the software.
Whenever I don't understand the project, he will be next to me to answer the question in time. ”
"Just such a small thing, you like him for three years?" I really didn't understand it at the time.
"Growing up, I was really unconfident, and even if people around me praised me, I still felt like I wasn't doing a good job."
If a person is in the dark, where there is light, she will go in which direction.
I knew it wouldn't work, but he also illuminated my life for a short time, even if it was so short, it was enough to take root in my heart. ”
Over the years, in order to chase the footsteps of the senior, Xiao Y has made his own efforts, and as for the result, Xiao Y is not so concerned now.
When he really let go of him, Xiao Y felt as if he was not as good as he had imagined, but he was still grateful for his efforts and benefited a lot.
Whoever we meet is the person who should be present in life, and their presence will certainly teach us something.
Like, is indeed the main driving force behind us to become excellent. And making yourself better is not only the result of your hard work, but also your "brave" heart for love.
"Crush" is actually not so singable, but it happens in pure youth, so this feeling is particularly valuable.
Many years later, I remembered that person again, the person who had been remembered, it turned out to be just a name, and the things that I thought could not go were just stories in the future...
So be it.
Instead of struggling with likes and dislikes, it is better to be your own master at a prosperous age and bravely chase your dreams!
Author | Zhang Cangran
Edit | Yang Qinyu
Audit | Wang Longlong
Review | Wang CenYu
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