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Sun Shaolan in "City of Streamers", when he first appeared, he was flying and arrogant, arrogant and arrogant, pretending that he was pregnant with a child, flaunting his martial prowess at home, completely looking like a hostess, without the posture of a concubine.
Rong Dingkun has no culture, but he likes literary girls who are bookish. Sun Shaolan successfully ascended to the throne as a tutor of the Rong family.
Rong Dingkun promised her that if she gave birth to a son, he would help her to be a peaceful wife.
From a tutor to a beloved aunt of the Rong family, she believed Rong Dingkun's words. Later, she did give birth to a son, but instead of becoming a wife, she fell into hell. Why?
Why is it that she can die in Feng Shixun's arms, which is already the greatest care of heaven for her?
01. Sacrifice your sister for the sake of favor
In order to have a baby as soon as possible, during pregnancy, do not lose pampering. She chose to sacrifice her sister and gave her sister to Rong Dingkun.
Her sister, Sun Shaoqing, was a student who happened to be attracted to Rong Dingkun. She turned her sister into a tool for pets, never asking her if she wanted to.
Sun Shaoqing, beautiful and lovely, she has ideals and longs for freedom.
But because of her sister, she was tied up in the Rong family, and the door could not take half a step.
Sun Shaoqing was in the Rong family, just like a bird in a cage. Sad and desolate, once you have the opportunity, you will definitely spread your wings and fly high, embrace the embrace of the sky, and run to the freedom you want.
With the help of Feng Shizhen, she was able to leave the Rong family.
When she left, Sun Shaolan's trouble came.
The next morning, Rong Dingkun found that Sun Shaoqing was missing, thinking that his sister Sun Shi had let Shaoqing go, and angrily went to find her trouble.
Obviously, it was not her fault, but the man in front of her did not listen to her explanation at all, and blamed all the mistakes on her head, and constantly scolded and beat her, who was pregnant.
From then on, she was no longer Rong Dingkun's spoiled woman.
She wants to be full of love, she wants to grow old with the person she loves, and she is not wrong.
The fault was that she gave her sister to Rong Dingkun.
She coveted vanity and was obsessed with glory, so she decided so in order to keep her position from putting the eldest wife in her eyes.
She tiptoed to love Rong Dingkun, or rather, she did not love Rong Dingkun, but the glory and wealth that Rong Dingkun brought her. However, she forgot that no one is able to maintain an uncomfortable position for a long time.
She forgot even more that everyone is an independent individual, and she pursues glory and wealth, and her sister also pursues. Her selfishness, obviously.
02. It is not love for Rong Dingkun
She married Rong Dingkun and bore children for Rong Dingkun. Is it because of love?
No, when she was young, she met Rong Dingkun, and she was thrilled. But, that's not love. All she loves is the golden radiance that Rong Dingkun can emit, and the wealth behind Rong Dingkun.
After Sun Shaoqing escaped, the next morning, Rong Dingkun thought that she had let Sun Shaoqing go, so he ran to her in a hurry.
Frightened, she went to the hospital. When the situation was not good, the people who came with the Rong family said that they wanted to protect the children. If it wasn't for Rong Dingkun's instructions, would the next person dare to say so?
At this time, she felt that she had seen through Rong Dingkun's coolness.
When she was helpless, it was Feng Shixun's sentence that "adults and children must be protected" that gave her motivation, and since then she has had more "different eyes" for Feng Shixun.
After giving birth, it was precisely when she needed love, and Rong Dingkun did not come to the hospital to see her. Helplessness, heartache, loneliness, and disappointment welled up in my heart.
At this time, Feng Shixun's care for her as a doctor became unusually warm.
She began to blame the person she had met not a warm man like Feng Shixun, but a greedy and selfish person like Rong Dingkun.
When Rong Dingkun no longer gave her glory and wealth, no longer let her get the status of "high above", no longer spoiled her as a little princess. Her needs changed, from glory and wealth to the care of others.
Feng Shixun, the person who saved her and her son, became the person she admired.
Sun Shaolan has never been in love with Rong Dingkun. If it is love, how can it be willing to share his own man, regardless of sisterhood, he must also give Sun Shaoqing to Rong Dingkun; if it is love, how can he so easily blame the man who met Not Feng Shixun.
03. Sun Shaolan's son is gone
Rong Dingkun was paralyzed, and the power of the Rong family fell into the hands of Rong Jiashang, and Sun Shaolan had no hope for Rong Dingkun at all. She didn't even bother to visit Rong Dingkun.
The son she desperately gave birth to, because he was born premature, has been in poor health. After the winter, the child suffered from lung disease and has been hospitalized. At the end of the year, the child became more and more ill and was rescued several times.
Sun Shaolan broke his heart for this child, and worshiped all the temples nearby, and his forehead was bruised.
Seeing that after surviving the coldest days of winter, everything was about to recover, but her son was like a lamp that had run out of oil, and it was extinguished.
Sun Shaolan lost his soul, but he refused to give up. When she was extremely disappointed in Rong Dingkun, her son was her only hope and the only motivation to support her to live.
Now that her son is gone, her world has collapsed, and nothing has come to Japan anymore.
If she still has a slight attachment to this world, it is Feng Shixun.
04. Confused about Feng Shixun
Feng Shixun was arrested.
Feng Shizhen was naturally busy, how could Rong Jiashang ignore it. He really couldn't do anything, so he opened his mouth to ask Rong Dingkun to intercede.
In the original work, Rong Dingkun's arrest of Feng Shixun is described as follows:
"The mighty of this world are kings. Not reasonable, only talk about winning and losing" Rong Dingkun laughed arrogantly, "Haha, Feng Shizhen, you kidnapped my son, I also want to watch your brother being shot!" ”
Rong Dingkun refused Rong Jiashang's request, and he refused to help Feng Shixun.
These conversations were overheard by Sun Shaolan, and she trembled. Her knees were weak, and she couldn't help but kneel on the ground, hoping that Rong Dingkun would see that Feng Shixun had saved their mother and son, and also gave her son Ji Jifu to save Feng Shixun's life.
In the original work, Rong Dingkun asked Sun Shaolan to do it like this:
Listen, you go to Feng Shizhen and kill her with that gun. When I heard the news of her death, I helped you save Feng Shixun.
Sun Shaolan was like a drowning ghost fished out of the water, cold sweat running down his cheeks. Although she was reluctant to do so, Rong Dingkun told her that Feng Shixun would be executed at noon today.
She lived so big that she hadn't even killed a fish, and now Rong Dingkun let her kill people, killing her sweetheart's sister, how could she do it.
But if she didn't kill, Feng Shixun would die. If she kills, Feng Shixun will hate her for the rest of her life, and even retaliate against her.
She wanted a Feng Shixun to die, or a Feng Shixun who hated her. Obviously, she didn't want it. However, even if she did nothing, Feng Shixun would still die.
Therefore, he summoned up great courage and decided to save his sweetheart from water and fire with his own strength.
Believing that only Rong Dingkun could rescue Feng Shixun, she held up a gun to Feng Shizhen. Feng Shizhen made her calm, but she couldn't stop.
She was aimed at the center of her eyebrows by Meng Xu'an and fell to the ground in response to the sound of gunfire.
As Feng Shizhen pressed her wound, a familiar figure appeared, it was Feng Shixun who was thinking of her heart. She wanted to apologize, but the blood kept pouring out of her mouth.
Feng Shixun told her not to speak, while holding her head high and half holding her in his arms.
She was held, and the corners of her mouth could not help but raise slightly, revealing a look of shyness.
Like a huaichun maiden, she looked up at Feng Shixun's thin and bearded handsome face, and slowly opened a shallow and contented smile. After apologizing, she said something about it intermittently, only after telling Feng Shixun that her name was Sun Shaolan, like the lights were extinguished, the fine light in her eyes faded and disappeared, the tail note fluttered lightly like a dead leaf falling, and there was only a silence left between heaven and earth.
Feng Shizhen is Feng Shixun's sister, and their relationship is very good and good, and this Sun Shaolan knows. Since she liked Feng Shixun, she also knew that Feng Shizhen had always been a crucial person in feng Shixun's eyes. So, why didn't she listen to Feng Shizhen's words and believe Feng Shizhen? Instead, she had to listen to Rong Dingkun, who was extremely cold to her.
Her love for Feng Shixun is really unclear, she does not believe in her sweetheart's sister, but she believes in Rong Dingkun. She obviously knew how important Feng Shizhen was to Feng Shixun, and she wanted to kill Feng Shizhen for him.
05. Cause and effect
What a woman has to do is not to cross the mountains to love that person, but to love herself first and make herself the one he cherishes.
Sun Shaolan is the tutor of the Rong family, and it is because of her own bookish temperament that she will be favored by Rong Dingkun. If she becomes the aunt of the Rong family, she still reads books and constantly enriches herself. The so-called belly has a poetic and bookish atmosphere, and Rong Dingkun constantly empathizes with other loves, which is nothing more than a sense of freshness.
She does her best, and the book has its own freshness that makes her constantly change.
She is not like this, she is selfish, she is greedy and vain, and she has completely lost the temperament of bookish anger.
After losing Rong Dingkun's favor, she met Feng Shixun. Ben thought that she could get rid of the Rong family, find her happiness again, and open another happiness.
Unfortunately, her approach determined that she was doomed not to be able to come together with Feng Shixun, perhaps it was not a problem of her practice at all, it was her position that determined that she could only make the decision that she could not be with Feng Shixun.
When Sun Shaoqing fled, she should have woken up. Her sister left, and not only did she not figure it out, but she blamed her sister for ignoring herself.
All her consequences were caused by her confusion, and being able to die in Feng Shixun's arms was already the greatest care of heaven for her.