In 2019, a variety show "We Are True Friends", with the theme of "Best Friends", Big and Small S, Aya, Fan Xiaoxuan traveled together, and the 40-year-old sister Tao got together again.
In the program, Big S asked About Fan Xiaoxuan:
"Xuan, it seems that she has not participated in the competition program"
Fan Xiaoxuan pondered for a moment:
"In that kind of show, the contestants need to be multi-faceted, show themselves to the fullest, are nervous and excited, and are not suitable for lazy themselves."
Now mature and stable, Fan Xiaoxuan was a "witch" in her early years.
Fan Xiaoxuan debuted with a lively and cute image, and became popular all over the country with a song "Health Exercise".
"Neck twisting, ass twisting, getting up early and going to bed early let's do exercise."
Successively released the "Little Witch" series of albums, which were liked by the audience, calling her "Little Witch".
With the role of "Shen Jing", she was nominated for the Best Supporting Actress Award at the 49th Golden Horse Awards and the Most Watched Award in audience voting at the 13th Chinese Film and Media Awards.
At the most popular time, she changed the appearance of her previous youth, nailed her tongue, got tattoos, and even "removed the womb" for love.
From a sweet and lovely little girl to a rebellious girl.
Her life can be described as wanton and crazy.
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Fan Xiaoxuan was born in Taipei on February 27, 1977. Her family situation is more special, when she was born, her mother was 17 years old and her father was 19 years old.
He was already a mother as a child, perhaps his mind was not mature, and the two often broke out into contradictions, and over time, Fan Xiaoxuan's father was tired of such a life.
When Fan Xiaoxuan was two years old, her father disregarded the responsibility and responsibility of being a father and abandoned Fan Xiaoxuan's mother and son.
Due to the strong "son preference" ideology in the family, he directly gave up the custody of Fan Xiaoxuan, and has never returned.
Fortunately, although Fan Xiaoxuan's mother is young, she is very fond of her children, and after Fan's father left, she never gave a penny, and Fan Xiaoxuan, who raised her children alone, began to run for her livelihood.
She took her daughter back to her mother, when Fan Xiaoxuan's mother was a musical talent, shelved her musical dreams and sang in various bars.
Fortunately, when she was a child, Fan Xiaoxuan was very obedient and sensible, and did not let her mother and grandmother think too much.
To what extent was Fan Xiaoxuan obedient at that time?
Grandma went out to buy vegetables, told Fan Xiaoxuan not to run around, and as a result, Fan Xiaoxuan really sat quietly on the stool, waiting for Grandma to return, and the toilet did not dare to go, until Grandma returned, she would jump to meet her.
While obedient, she inherited her mother's musical talent, and under the influence of her mother, she developed a strong interest in music from an early age.
Fan Mu was very supportive of her learning music, and when Fan Xiaoxuan was three years old, she began to learn piano, and when she was practicing, she showed full of energy.
From childhood to adulthood, her studies were also completed in music classes, and when the children around her were still in the mud, Fan Xiaoxuan had learned piano, flute, and full of music lessons, and her life was filled with music.
After returning home from a day's work, her mother will take Fan Xiaoxuan to listen to jazz, classical, and rock together, surrounded by music, the two enjoy a silent night time, soothing each other's hearts.
Fan Xiaoxuan is petite and looks very sweet. At the age of 14, he was favored by advertising agencies. Filmed the first advertisement of his life, "Orange Sidimi".
This is an ideological advertisement, and due to the excellent performance in this advertisement, Fan Xiaoxuan also began to shoot various advertisements and MTV.
In a filming of MTV, he collaborated with Li Yaming on "Relax".
Fan Xiaoxuan's agile appearance and unique singing skills left a deep impression on the "new godfather" Li Yaming, who signed her contract, and Fan Xiaoxuan became an artist under Fumao Company.
After signing the contract, it was vigorously cultivated by the agency and officially stepped into the show business circle, and various resources continued.
In 1994, she participated in the filming of her first film "Very Detective", playing a mainland girl with special functions in the film, her vivid performance made the audience quickly remember this girl, and the film was broadcast and nominated for the Best Newcomer at the Hong Kong Film Awards.
In 1995, he released his first album RAIN.
There is an interesting story behind this album, when Li Yaming brought Fan Xiaoxuan into the company, Fan Xiaoxuan still had baby fat, and Xu Changde, who wrote lyrics for the song, looked down on her and said, "She looks short and round, how can she make a record."
This sentence poked the little girl's heart, in order to take care of the sensitive daughter, Fan Mu quit the job of singing, behind the scenes to help Fan Xiaoxuan, run announcements, wash and cook, etc.
The successful release of the first album, Fan Xiaoxuan tried to release her own song, and put the "Self-Talk" that was composed at the age of 12 into her second album.
She sang the sweet and sour bitterness of youth with a sweet voice, among which Huang Guolun composed the song "Tears", which received the tears of a crowd.
Her original song "Talk to Yourself" won the Best Newcomer Idol in the Golden Melody Dragon and Tiger List of Minsheng Daily Chinese and the Best Newcomer Award of Satellite TV Channel.
The success of the second album made her happy and began to look forward to more original songs.
Just as she was thinking about which direction her future musical path would go, the sudden appearance of a cover of children's songs allowed the agency to discover a new path.
The great success of children's songs made Fan Xiaoxuan a well-known little witch, but it was this success that blocked Fan Xiaoxuan's idea of making her own music.
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In 1996, the cartoons "Cherry Pills" and "Doraemon" needed to Chinese version of the theme song, the sweet singing voice is not difficult to find, but the young and sweet female voice is scarce, someone mentioned Fan Xiaoxuan, after her audition, directly fixed.
With the broadcast of the cartoon, the theme song was all over the streets, Fan Xiaoxuan was also on fire, and the agency seized the opportunity to package her as a child's favorite look and gave her a set of children's song album "The Magic Book of the Little Witch".
The previously sung "Cherry Pills" and "Doraemon" were included, including "Health Exercises" and "Stand Up With a Little Rest" after the fire.
This album sold 1 million copies in Taiwan, and then launched "Little Witch of Music", "Little Witch Transformed into Dance Music No. 1 Change: Lawlessness", "Little Witch Magic Book No. 2 Magic Family" and other albums, Fan Xiaoxuan went farther and farther on the road of the little witch in the music world.
In 1998, Fan Xiaoxuan stood on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala. A song "Health Exercise" was widely sung by countless audiences, and once became the BGM of primary school health exercises, becoming one of the hottest songs at that time.
Twenty-year-old Fan Xiaoxuan has achieved higher results than her peers, almost a household name, and various awards have been soft.
But she was dissatisfied with the agency's packaging, believing that her age was no longer suitable for the sweet style, and she once said, "Forgive me for being forced to be tender." ”
She wanted to write her own songs and go her own way. She began to hide from the lyricist Xu Changde, often muttering "health songs are very annoying".
After that, Xu Changde asked her for help to make a song for the newcomer singer Ding Wenqi, and she grinned: "You want to be a cute singer in the future, sing a very idiotic song or sing your own song." ”
Fan Xiaoxuan expressed her dissatisfaction with the company's packaging with actions, and after consulting with her mother, her mother said that she would "do what she wants to do."
In May 1998, Fan Xiaoxuan released a "darling", the cover of the album is Fan Xiaoxuan's inch image, but people have long been accustomed to her wearing cute clothes, sweet appearance, for her transformation, generally unacceptable.
As a result, the album sold dismally and was evaluated by the outside world as Fan Xiaoxuan's transformation failed, but Fan Xiaoxuan responded:
"It's not a transformation, it's a return."
After that, the agency found Fan Xiaoxuan, hoping that she would maintain the image of the little witch and continue to sing children's songs, Fan Xiaoxuan refused, she only wanted to sing her own songs.
Due to the conflict between the two sides over future planning, the agency hid Fan Xiaoxuan, and she did not care and continued to make her own music.
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In 1999, in a concert, Fan Xiaoxuan and the new debut of Zhou Junwei met, the two talked happily at the concert, after the event, Zhou Junwei invited Fan Xiaoxuan to the home as a guest, Zhou Junwei's father learned that it was his son's favorite friend, prepared a large basin of seafood.
After that, a reporter asked Zhou Junwei, when did he like Fan Xiaoxuan?
Zhou Junwei: "When Singing Her Song at KTV".
Perhaps it is a soul fit, the two are particularly in tune, Zhou Junwei holds a rose in his hand, and says in public, "I want us to be together!" ”
The sweetness of love made Fan Xiaoxuan and Li Quan jointly dedicate a song "I want us to be together".
This song still goes in a cold style, sweet and determined about feelings, nostalgia and nostalgia, sweet and sad. The song won the top ten singles of the year in 1999 at the time, and Fan Xiaoxuan won the Best Pop Vocal Album Award for this song.
After that, she wore lip nails and tattoos, she took rebellion to the extreme, and then released a series of jazz-style albums, such as "The Best of the World".
Her changes have completely subverted the image of "little witch" in people's hearts, and in the eyes of parents, she has become a bad child without compromise, no longer loved by parents, and even become a negative teaching material for educating children.
The decrease in fans has greatly reduced her album sales, and sales have fallen from hundreds of thousands of copies all the way down to 30,000 copies.
Her stubbornness and the hype of the marketing number, the rapid decline in word of mouth, after she still went her own way, she got a lot of insults.
She always believes that there are always people who do not like the packaged self, but like the original real self. The current situation has made her begin to doubt herself.
In the career of successive blows, the business performance is not smooth, the dissolution of the orchestra, coupled with the ridicule of the outside world, do not understand, she fell into depression, weight plunged 20 pounds, this disease is 3 years.
During the time she was ill, she hid in the house and refused to see anyone.
In the early stages of the disease, she would take medications in combination, but the drugs that suppress depression had side effects, and she found that she would become emotionally free.
She began to stop taking the drug, but her condition had become so serious that she would self-harm, and once she climbed to the 23rd floor and wanted to end it, but was found by Zhou Junwei in time, desperately hugged, and let her take her back to the room.
In order to prevent such incidents from happening again, Zhou Junwei began to pay attention to Fan Xiaoxuan all the time, pushed away all his work, put away all the items in the family that might hurt Fan Xiaoxuan, and comforted her with companionship.
In addition, Zhou Junwei will actively read books on psychology, hoping that he can help Fan Xiaoxuan get rid of the pain as soon as possible.
Under the careful care of Zhou Junwei, Fan Xiaoxuan walked out of the shadows, but when she was well, she chose to break up with Zhou Junwei.
"I don't want to be in trouble with you, you're so nice to me that it makes me feel sweet and miserable."
Fan Xiaoxuan recorded all his gloom during this time and named it "Scribble".
After the breakup, Fan Xiaoxuan was asked in the program of The Little S, whether she immediately adjusted her mentality and started the next paragraph after the breakup.
Fan Xiaoxuan replied: "I don't think there is anything to talk about in love, there should be no next paragraph." ”
In 2007, Fan Xiaoxuan formed the 100% Orchestra with Allen (former guitarist of chicken leg rice orchestra), MO (former MOJO orchestra member), and Robert (former MOJO orchestra member).
At this time, she was 30 years old, and she named her independent production company "Grass Fish".
In 2009, the band released their second album "Naked Son", of which "The Master" became the most well-known one, and for this song, Fan Xiaoxuan won the Best Album Producer Award.
Fan Xiaoxuan's life seems to have warmed up, and when her career picked up, she also ushered in a new relationship.
During the time when the band was making music together, Fan Xiaoxuan and guitarist Allen were in love, and the two were also "deviant" and attracted to each other, and the two soon lived together.
As the band's guitarist, Alan wore sunglasses and a hat almost all the time, and few people saw the man's true face, adding a touch of mystery to him.
Alan is a child from a poor mountainous area, and in his music career, he slowly formed the idea of not getting married, which is known to the public as "Dink".
This idea coincides with Fan Xiaoxuan, who has experienced several times of love, and Fan Xiaoxuan, who has experienced several times, believes that she is not suitable for love, and she believes that the most beautiful thing is to find someone who loves herself and can still be herself in a romantic relationship.
Even in order to prove that she only wanted simple love and insisted on the concept of life of unmarried and infertile, she went directly to the hospital to remove her uterus.
Fan Xiaoxuan's crazy behavior made the outside world more curious about Alan, and finally someone on the Internet sent a photo of Alan.
This time the relationship was opposed by friends around him, and even Xiao S complained that "you like ugly men".
But Fan Xiaoxuan was fascinated, and decided that this man was the most suitable for him, and the two have been in love for more than ten years, still maintaining a romantic relationship, not married and having children.
She said:
"I don't have two things in my life, marriage and childbearing."
Fan Xiaoxuan's mother said in a phone call: "If I say I regret agreeing to your transformation, is it still too late?" ”
Fan Xiaoxuan: "This is the life I want, your support is key, thank you Mom." ”
In 2016, Fan Xiaoxuan served as the instructor of the third season of "China's Good Songs". On the stage, Liu Wei brought an original song "Because you are Fan Xiaoxuan".
Liu Wei said:
"I came for Fan Xiaoxuan, I hope that the song I wrote down can encourage Fan Xiaoxuan, don't tangle with long hair or short hair, no matter what voice you hear from the outside world, there will be some people who support her, not for anything else, just because she is Fan Xiaoxuan"
Fan Xiaoxuan was originally a person with a very low tear point, and she has come all the way on the road of the singer, facing too many puzzles and questions.
Liu Wei's support and encouragement have become a beam of light for Fan Xiaoxuan's life path, and in the process of Liu Wei's singing, Fan Xiaoxuan was deeply moved and could not help but shed tears.
After singing a song, Liu Wei saw his idol, crying uncontrollably, especially applying mascara, which made Liu Wei cry particularly badly and messed up in front of the idol.
He said to Fan Xiaoxuan, "When I wanted to give up music countless times, it was your songs that gave me hope and accompanied me through one low time after another. ”
The sweet and cute little witch became the "Queen of Rock'n' Roll", and then talked about the band's first album "Naked".
She said: "Everyone who strives to work hard for their dreams in their posts has a pure heart, just like our team, walking on the road of chasing dreams." Hopefully this song will give hope and strength to those who hear it. ”
Today's 44-year-old Fan Xiaoxuan has lived the way she wants, and when her sisters around her have become a family and have children, she is still walking on the road of chasing dreams.