Dear little potato,
The day before yesterday Mom and Dad quarreled to scare you, MM afterwards deeply aware of his selfish behavior, sorry, MM hurt you. Although I have already apologized to you in person, I would like to express my apologies again here! MM has always insisted on reading books such as parenting in the hope of always being vigilant that he should adhere to the most beautiful education, but occasionally childish behavior has occurred. You received yesterday's sentence "Mom, I don't want to be like yesterday", MM promised to pay attention in the future. But do you know the child? People get along with each other, contradictions are inevitable, the important thing is to solve the attitude, people should be able to self-reflect and self-growth, this is the most important, I hope you can also learn some life principles from your parents.
In the past two months, MM has not come out of the pain of grandpa's death, I know that the deceased is gone, the living are like this, but it is really difficult to do it in practice, so that recently I am always easy to be sad, mentally confused, said that the strength of the good is always broken in a moment, I think this must affect you, I try to be strong in front of you. Once you asked me, Mom, you have another grandfather, and I'll take care of him. I'm angry and funny, I know you must be trying to comfort me, MM has always been very relieved that you are a special healing little warm man. Thank you, little man of our family, and hope you have been growing up in the sunshine!
MM was probably when I was 6 years old, one day at noon my grandmother blamed me for the mistakes of my younger siblings, and also counted me in front of my face, saying that it didn't matter whether I ate or not, I locked myself in a small room in a lifetime, locked, did not eat or drink, and cried all the time, feeling that adults were extremely harsh on themselves, and I felt extremely wronged psychologically. At first, my grandmother still blamed me at the window, and only in the evening did she realize that I was really overdoing it to a 6-year-old child, and her child, MM, was also a very stubborn person, and then she compromised and coaxed me back. It has been almost twenty-six years since this incident, and I can't forget the mood at that time, so I can appreciate how much the blow of my childhood hurt my child's beautiful childhood, and I can also realize that in fact, every pair of parents love their children in their hearts, that is nature. Fu Peirong, a famous scholar in Taiwan, said: "If people do not have a good family environment, it is difficult to carry out a normal life." I have seen many reports that parents quarrel at both ends of the three days or cold war, the child will become frightened, become nervous, sensitive, no matter what the occasion, who speaks slightly higher, the child will appear frightened. So I think about you a lot of the time, thinking of you so as not to quarrel openly, is to give you a happy home, so that you can grow up healthily in both physical and psychological aspects, and become a harmonious development of body and mind, which is the richest I can give you, but also the wealth that can not be enjoyed in a lifetime.
Love you dearly
MM
2021.9.29
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