A scratch of youth

The captain wandered around the courtyard alone, and he found that spring was coming, some grass had begun to burrow out of the ground, revealing a touch of tender yellow, and the corners of his mouth flashed a smile, but when he remembered what the director said, he felt a little fire, and those words were as harsh as a sharp weapon across the glass, so he clearly remembered every word: "This matter is obviously that you are not strict in discipline, they are still hairy boys, but you allow them to drink, and you are directly responsible for this." In this last sentence, the director particularly strengthened the tone.

The captain was a little annoyed recently, ZhiYong drank and stabbed Lou Zi, let the director know, he was hated and criticized, which made him have a headache, this gang of literary and artistic soldiers are arrogant and arrogant, it is difficult to manage, soft is not good, hard is not OK, often call him left and right.

The director's face was usually very dark and red, and when he was angry, he directly turned into a purple potato, and he continued: "I propose to give Zhiyong a demerit punishment, so as to kill the chicken and show it to the monkey, and the male soldiers may be honest." The captain stood there, pretending to listen honestly, not daring to say a word, but thinking in his heart, the city gate was on fire, and the pond fish were damaged!

The captain and the instructor discussed it and decided to give Zhiyong a preventive injection before announcing the news, so as not to make him feel too sudden at the meeting and do something irrational, after all, he was the squad leader.

When Zhi Yong walked into the team headquarters draped in a ray of sunlight, the instructor pointed to the chair opposite and signaled him to sit down, and then said straight to the point: "What's wrong with you boy?" As a squad leader, I don't pay attention to the impact when I drink randomly. "Instructor, I really didn't mean it, I was drunk high, my brain was blank, and I didn't know what was going on." Zhi Yong carefully defended.

The instructor shook his head helplessly and said, "There is no regret medicine in this world, you are too late to say anything now, and you have already decided to give you a demerit punishment, because you, me and the captain have been criticized." The instructor sighed and did not say that the punishment was insisted by the director.

Zhi Yong heard that he had been punished, and he was suddenly blindfolded, only to feel a chill in the back of his neck, he bit his lip to try not to let the tears come up, and the instructor suddenly raised a trace of sympathy, and he remembered when he had just joined the army. The two men were silent for a minute, and the instructor said, "I know you can't turn a corner at once, and I came this way, and I was more stubborn than you when I was younger." But that's the way it is, first of all you can't delay your work, and secondly don't give yourself baggage, now you go back and think about it. ”

As soon as Zhi Yong went out, tears burst out of his eyes, and he thought indignantly that he did not get the reward, but he was punished! How is this explained to parents? It was as if he had been hit with a sullen blow, and there was pain in his heart that he could not say.

The next morning, the thick fog of early spring locked the face of the barracks. Wet sleet, fluttering in the morning fog, fell on people's faces. This was the first time the propaganda team had stood outside for a meeting, and everyone realized that today's early name was unusual, and the captain had already let everyone take a few breaks before the official meeting.

The captain finally announced: "In view of the drunken behavior of a squad leader Zhiyong in the thirtieth night, the team has decided to give a demerit punishment once, hoping that everyone will learn from it and prevent such things from happening again." ”

Junfang looked over to Zhiyong, only to see that his face was terriblely white, his lips were constantly shaking, the captain almost knocked him down in front of the news announced by everyone, and Zhiyong, who had always been proud, seemed to have completely destroyed his self-esteem. Although the instructor greeted him in advance, he still could not accept this fact for the time being.

People's first reaction was shock, and then the expressions that appeared were various, the male soldiers who were usually jealous of Zhiyong carried a little schadenfreude, those who envied him were frightened and chilled, and the female soldiers were full of sympathy.

The instructor stood in front, his eyes sweeping across people's faces like radar. Dongjun looked at ZhiYong with mixed feelings in his heart, and he knew that if he had sat next to Joan that day, this unlucky egg might have been himself.

He thought about it and thought again, Zhi Yong was really ill-fated, first he was broken by his own disc, and then he was punished, I don't know how Joan felt at this time. But he also felt strange, how to let the above know about this matter, as the saying goes, the ugliness of the family can not be publicized, how to keep your mouth shut.

In Junfang's eyes, there was even some high-minded Zhiyong, junfang imagined, if the boy she liked did this, it would simply be Romeo's rebirth. She felt that Joan had gone too far, and if Joan hadn't been so overreactive, it wouldn't have happened at all, and in the end, it was Joan who had hurt Zhiyong.

Joan was shocked when she heard the news, she couldn't imagine that Zhiyong would be punished one by one. She suddenly regretted spilling the wine on ZhiYong's face, causing him to be punished. Joan thought about it, and the more she felt that this thing could have been avoided, but it really happened, and when she thought about it, her tears came up.

Junfang, who was standing nearby, thought that Qiong's eyes were tears of grievance, so she glared at her fiercely, and this glare startled Joan, and she blinked her eyes hard, hiding the tears in the melting snowflakes. After that, the whispering between Junfang and Qiongfang stopped, something invisibly blocked between them, and every night before going to bed, Qiong looked at Junfang, who turned around and pretended to read, and felt very uncomfortable.

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A few days later, ZhiYong really realized the trouble that this drunken impulse brought to himself, and for a moment he wanted to escape, and he felt that running away might make the punishment distant, and he wrote a letter telling his father that if he was not transferred back to Beijing, he would run away, but the letter was not sent, and he wanted to come and go, or tore the letter off.

Before, Zhi Yong had imagined the scene of the first kiss of Qiong Qiong a hundred times, and the fatal thing was that the wish came true, but he did not get the expected joy.

Now, the beautiful imagination must be stopped, and he wanted the imagination to stay here for a long time, so that he could taste this exciting happiness over and over again. Now, his vision had turned into a black tornado that swept away all his yearning for love.

At this moment, Zhi Yong saw the strange dusk outside the window, the rushing black clouds and the fiery red sunset were mixed together, and the red sun began to fall dazzlingly on the horizon. A huge dark cloud was moving toward the setting sun, and he did not want to see the sunset engulfed by the dark clouds. However, the sunset did not follow his wishes, but was quickly swallowed up, and he suddenly found himself in tears.

Zhi Yong, who had been punished, felt that he was being tracked by many eyes, nowhere to escape, no privacy, and was facing the possibility of being exposed at any time, a hard and invisible thing, solidifying his vigorous vitality, his thinking began to extend, became worried, and revealed the appearance of an adult.

Zhi Yong could not get rid of the spiritual pressure brought about by this, and the kind people around him before turned into wordless mockery, which made him feel uncomfortable. He changed his previous rhetoric and self-righteousness, and in the words of the Eastern Army, the inexplicable cow-coaxing momentum suddenly disappeared without a trace.

When the night came, he lost sleep and felt that the youthful enthusiasm in him had almost been exhausted. This horror worried him, unable to regain his sweet imagination of the past, but became more and more convinced of his future loneliness. He made up his mind on that sleepless night, and he would never be able to find anything to do with Joan again.

Only Liu Jian said to Zhiyong privately: "Dude, send you a few words, don't like to listen." The love of a soldier can only appear in dreams, not in action. Men need to be bloody, but they need to be enlightened. Eat a long and wise one. ”

In fact, this demerit punishment is like a stone stirring up a thousand waves, gossip does not go away, overnight everyone knows, Zhiyong is famous for its lightning speed. Especially in hospitals and communications companies, wherever there are female soldiers, a kiss after drinking is used as a living teaching material to sound a wake-up call for others.

The instructor and the captain usually have contradictions, but in the matter of Zhiyong, they have become in unison, as if they have formed a copper wall and made others wonder, and both of them have the stubbornness and seriousness that are characteristic of that era.

The male soldiers did not dare to talk to the female soldiers easily, and they did not dare to act rashly, the joke evaporated overnight, and in Joan's piano box, the chocolate and the great white rabbit disappeared in an instant, and the strings were tightened again. The occurrence of this incident, like a scratch, scratched through ZhiYong's inner world, and he realized that in the future, he must restrain his words and deeds, especially in the issue of feelings, after all, now that he is a warrior, he must use high standards to demand.

Who said it to the director, it later became a headless case, which was called "no solution." ”