Hope, on earth

Recently, the weather has begun to rain again. It seems that God has been suffocating for a long time, and every now and then he needs to shed tears to vent. The whole environment is suppressed by the epidemic, and our small family has also experienced various ups and downs in such a big environment. Last year's happy and happy scene seemed to be a dream, and now that the dream has awakened, that is, last year's state of mind seems to have been a long time and can never be found again. When a person is a person, he often thinks that everyone needs to go through all kinds of sufferings whether they come to the world or not, and the death of relatives is afraid that they will have to go through. Thinking too much, will drill the tip of the bull's horn, is the meaning of people's life is to experience all kinds of difficulties, suffer physical and mental torture and then leave? Many people will say to be born to die, optimistic to face everything, how easy is it to talk about, in the face of dad's pain and suffering, how can I be optimistic? Think about the time when I thought I could realize some of my dreams about my dad as an adult, and now I can't do anything. Even if dad is healthy, he can't do it, he doesn't understand medical knowledge, he doesn't know whether some of dad's pain is within the scope of normal drugs, and how to alleviate it. And I can't accompany myself at all times. How to make money without working to treat dad's illness? What I can look forward to now is to work hard to cure my father within my ability, and I hope that my father is lucky, can be cured, and no longer have pain. Can accompany us for decades.