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Surrender to your tenderness, but in the end you lose a complete defeat

author:Mr. Ming Xiaozhi
Surrender to your tenderness, but in the end you lose a complete defeat

This is the second month that Wang Hua is paralyzed at home, and his friend Yang Yue has called her over and over again to ask her out, and his tone is almost pleading: "Come out, if you are in a bad mood, go out for a walk." ”

Wang Hua really couldn't withstand Yang Yue's repeated phone bombardments.

Casually changed clothes, washed his face and came to the place agreed with Yang Yue, Yang Yue pulled Wang Hua to see this, look at that, Wang Hua just weakly followed Yang Yue and did not say a word.

Seeing a café, the two men walked in and sat down. Wang Hua drank the ice drink bottle after bottle, suppressing the sullen breath at the bottom of his heart, when he saw the snack that he had eaten with Li Deng, Wang Hua trembled and took the teaspoon, gently dug a piece into his mouth, and suddenly the tears were very indisputable and burst out, and the strong moment of breaking the embankment for two months was strong.

Yang Yue listened, the teacup in his hand instantly fell to the ground, slapped the table, and asked: "What you say is true."

It's true. Wang Hua's tearful eyes blurred, nodded, yes, the girl's hair was black and straight, the eyelashes were thick, and when the tears wet the eyelashes, Li Deng always put her in his arms in pain and carefully coaxed her, whispering softly, for fear of hurting her appearance, I had never seen it, and he who had always been a straight man also had such a gentle and delicate appearance. As he spoke, Wang Hua choked up uncomfortably.

Yang Yue said angrily, "So you see, you left, he didn't leave you, you are really stupid, that's your home, your house, why did you move out, you wouldn't drive them away?" ”

That night, Li Deng and Wang Hua patiently explained that he and Du Yin were just good friends, and when they saw her encountering difficulties, crying was not sad, they could not bear it for a while, and comforted her. However, Wang Hua still couldn't accept it in her heart, so she grabbed a few pieces of clothes she usually wore, put them in a suitcase, and resolutely grabbed the door and went out.

At night, Wang Hua wandered around in this almost unfamiliar city for her, her parents and friends were thousands of miles away, except for Yang Yue, who had a good relationship, the rest of her friends were All Li Deng's friends, Wang Hua sat on the side of the road, looking at the sky full of stars, feeling lonely for the first time.

Listening to me, Yang Yue suddenly grabbed Wang Hua's hand and said, "You must go back first and stick to your territory, whether you want to continue to stick to your marriage or want to leave, you must go back and think about it in the long run." You walk away like this, cheaper is someone else, you understand? ”

Wang Huamuran nodded, for the past two months, every day she has been in regret, entanglement, resentment, grievance, unwilling emotions swirling, IQ is almost zero.

Wang Hua called Li Deng and said calmly, I want to go back.

Li Deng said with some anger: "If you want to go, you can go, you can go back when you want, and you can do as you please." ”

Wang Hua's heart was sour, how many times, after the quarrel, he was always so indifferent, so angry and corrupt.

Back at home, Wang Hua looked at this home, this home that had been arranged by her with a lot of painstaking efforts, always clean and tidy, orderly home, these two months, she was no longer, she lost the neatness of the past, became cluttered, the tiles were covered with dust on the ground, the ashtray on the coffee table was full of cigarette butts, the sofa was scattered with a few clothes, and the kitchen sink was soaked with many unwashed bowls.

Wang Hua shook his head helplessly and began to clean the room.

After cleaning up the messy room, Wang Hua felt tired, casually picked up a book on the desk in the study, and then a yellowed photo fell, and the smiling boy in the photo looked deeply at the sweet girl next to him.

And that man was her husband, Li Deng, and that girl was the girl she had seen at home that day, and it turned out that he had always loved her.

Wang Hua walked back to the bedroom with difficulty, sat on the edge of the bed, looked at everything in front of him in disappointment, the wedding photos at the head of the bed, the two smiled sweetly, and she was gently embraced by him.

Wang Hua felt a trance, remembering that at the beginning of the work, Li Deng always approached consciously or unconsciously, helped him at work again and again, and said to himself again and again that you have something to say to me, no matter what Li Deng will give support and encouragement, at that time he thought it was love, he began to prepare lunch for him, take care of his clothes, go to his hometown for him, marry him, and let him have no worries. Now that I think about it, it is my own wishful thinking.

When LeeDen returned, he said indifferently, you are back.

Do you love her? Wang Hua asked, I saw your previous photos, and the scene of that day.

Li Deng walked over, grabbed Wang Hua's arm with one hand, stared at Wang Hua fiercely, and said, "Whoever told you to be fine with my things, I love her, of course I love, and I only loved her." ”

Wang Hua asked with tears in his eyes, "Have you never loved me?" ”

Li Deng said indifferently: "No, never, at the beginning I just thought that your family conditions were good, your education was good, and your appearance was good." ”

When Wang Hua heard this, tears suddenly burst through the embankment, and he said with difficulty: "Li Deng, let's get a divorce." ”

Li Dengmuran nodded and said, "Good."

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