I like Lu Chen since I was in junior high school, but Lu Chen has never looked up to me, but I am also dead set on him, because I have identified him since I was a child.
Our two families are neighbors, and from a young age, adults jokingly said: Is it okay for XiaoRui to grow up and marry Xiao Chen? Every time my head nodded like a mashed garlic, Lu Chen shook his head with a black face, and the adults always laughed and continued to joke.
I don't know when I started liking Lu Chen, maybe I liked it since I can remember!
Every day I followed his ass, doing my best to be good to him, I was a little fat, I looked quite Peugeot, maybe Lu Chen didn't like the fat I followed behind him, every time after school secretly ran home, he knew I couldn't catch up with him at all, but I never gave up liking him.
The days of such a chase lasted until we graduated from high school, we were admitted to different universities, but it was very coincidental that we were still in a city, and when we were close to the beginning of the school, I was still quite sad, because whether Lu Chen liked me or not, I could see him every day, I went to different universities, I was going to be separated, Lu Chen seemed very excited, since the day I received the notice, it seems that my attitude towards me is much better than before, maybe I finally want to shake off my little tail, happy! Before the start of the school year, the parents of the two families told us that although we were not in the same school, we were in a city, and we gathered more on weekends to take good care of each other.
I would take a car for almost 2 hours almost every weekend to find him at his school, and even if I didn't go, I would call him, although he was very reluctant, but he couldn't help it, who made my face thick!
In the blink of an eye, the university was about to graduate, I was busy looking for an internship unit, Lu Chen was busy with the graduate school, and the real separation began from this year. He went to other cities to study graduate school, I stayed in my hometown city to work, just joined the nervousness and busyness of the work, let me call him for a long time, maybe because of the hard work, or maybe because I grew up to know how to restrain myself, my baby fat at this age began to decline, thin me, out of the blue. Sometimes looking at myself in the mirror, I can't believe it, is this still the fat self?
I don't call Lu Chen, he never takes the initiative to find me, one day, I called him and asked him directly: Have you liked me? Have you ever thought about marrying me? I don't know if Lu Chen was scared by my question, or for some reason, he paused for a moment: No. I heard his answer, and without hesitation, I hung up the phone. I cried, for the sake of these twenty years of chasing, for this first love that had never responded.
Since I finished that call, the knot in my heart had opened, and I no longer clinged to Lu Chen, only putting him in a corner of my heart. I accepted the pursuit of Zhou Ran, Zhou Ran is my colleague, he is very good to me, gave me meticulous care and care, soon we established a relationship, met each other's parents, and the wedding date was also put on the agenda.
Maybe Lu Chen was used to me calling him, since that day I hadn't called him again, he actually took the initiative to call me, he didn't expect to hear the news that I was going to get married.
The next day, Lu Chen actually hurried back, when he saw me, in addition to the shock in his eyes, there was a trace of other feelings, he was shocked by my change, he did not expect that the fat me has now become a beautiful woman. My heart did not fluctuate as I thought, but was very calm.
I was having dinner with him that day, and he suddenly asked me: Have you really thought about getting married? I replied very affirmatively: think well, he is very good to me. Unexpectedly, Lu Chen actually cried, and he blessed me with tears: You have to be fiercely happy, so many years, I did not cherish you, I hope he can take good care of you.
After staying at home for two days, Lu Chen went back to school, he did not wait for my wedding, listened to his mother said: he is ready to go abroad.
After I chased him for more than twenty years, I was tired, I finally found the person who could follow me, and Lu Chen was used to my chase in these twenty years, when I put it down, he regretted it, maybe he never liked me from beginning to end, he just got used to it!