What makes people collapse is always trivial and trivial

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The emotions of adults always come out of nowhere and have traces to follow

For the first time in my life, I sat on the side of the street and cried, so that I tore my heart and lungs, and the liver and intestines were just a small thing that did not have enough teeth, but it was scolded by a "man" with a mouth full of fangs, scolded, not painful, not itchy, crying, really good, but the emotions were never involuntary, inexplicable, is not because it looks small, does not feel like an adult, is not he nowhere to get angry and angry? But do I really look like a pump?

I haven't shed tears in front of people for a long time, I promised Grandpa to take care of myself from being bullied, I want to look strong, to be a little strong, so the occasional sadness will always look up at the sky to let the tears flow back in, no longer show weakness in front of people!

When I sat there today and cried, it wasn't actually because I was scolded, I just felt wronged, wronged, because there was a passerby who said, who has children, and your children are comfortable in your heart when they go out and be bullied like this? What makes me cry is only that everyone has children, when there is a father, the world I see is always pink, when I am protected by my grandfather, I occasionally see some gray clouds, that is, I do not want to let him worry, when there is no dependence, I see all the dark clouds, at that time I understand, it turns out that everything I saw in the old days is the world that my superman filtered for me!

I was so sad at that moment, because I didn't have them so I was going to be bullied? Because I don't swear, because I don't look good, am I the fool who looks the best at it? But I'm their baby too!

People have a thousand faces, things have a thousand solutions, but it varies from person to person!

People in the world love to make conclusions from the surface, laughing at others who look like inconspicuous, but never knowing that they are also the handle of ridicule by others!

I like to wear solid white T, black pants, canvas shoes, carry a big school bag, tie a ponytail, and ride my old brother, but what's wrong? I never knew how normal the outfit in my perception could be a "point" for someone to attack one day!

"The woman in front of the public tilted the orchid finger and lifted my sleeve corner in disgust and said, you look at what xx is wearing, see how beautiful the other girls are, where are you wearing them now, it's like walking on the street in pajamas, and I don't feel bumpy;"

"Haha, carrying your big school bag again, you said that other girls exchanged one bag for another, why, are you addicted to this rotten school bag?"

"Why are you still riding your broken bike?"

"You said you, I don't know how to make it"

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My dress is very comfortable, my backpack needs to carry a lot of favorite things, my bike is not cheaper than the so-called electric car, I don't eat spicy strips because I have quit it for many years, I don't drink milk tea because I don't like to drink, haha, am I wrong?

Some people say that the villain is my nobleman, so every time I always tell myself that this female leader who always likes to chew feces in her mouth is, so I endure!

But time has passed, and the number of times women who often chew feces in their mouths has become more and more frequent, and now they not only love to chew feces but also love to eat garbage!

I confess that I have never seen the world, never seen anyone so nasty, so disgusting!

That woman loves to be late, but also loves to find someone to top the pot, turning over and over to pull a little, I happen to be a good candidate, stuffy head does not speak, a stick will not resist, timid, instigated, this is in their mouth of me!

There will always be disputes between the office unit and the customer, I think the dispute is elegant and reasonable, but the fact is that Lao Tzu is not happy today, he wants to find you to make a fight, why, you made money to do this! I'm not happy today, I'm not reasonable, and you have to apologize to me if you're right! There are also N more famous sayings and aphorisms that even the ancestors can greet, nothing to smash the chair, smash the cup, throw the sign, and shout with your mouth, you have to be considerate, who is in a bad mood who let you crash! Bump into the bad luck to admit it, but others wrestle and beat, other leaders will protect, women always urinate, fetch water, pretend to be deaf, and then wait for the wind and waves to calm down and then come out and say, child, it has to be you, raise well, change a temper burst point which can stand this! Hahahaha

Once, twice, three times... N times, from sadness to numbness to resistance preparation, but I still can't learn to get bad, what they think of as timid, but what I think uphold is the way of doing things and principles, they say that they have no ability to scold and can't go out, but they have never heard such ugly words, yes, I am not good, not a world, hard to make up for what? Can't stand it, you don't collapse who collapses!

You feel that the job is not good, and year after year of domination and refuse to leave, it brings you too much negativity, you also make a chaste woman look must be him, you say that it is not who you should live!

Rain seems to like to pick a day to joke, rainstorm, I used to like the day, will be in the rain to make a boat, watch bubbles, run around, watch earthworm snails, nestled in the bed and crowded with them to fool around, but the beauty has long been locked in the memory, it can't come out I can't get in.

I always remember dad driving very slowly in the rain, always afraid of splashing water will make passers-by stained with mud, probably I remember wrong, that day is probably a joke, obviously the right is a big pit, in the heavy rain that the car accidentally went around a s, just like that straight, I even took the car to fall into the shallow ditch, wolf? As if it was very awkward, the natural reaction of the body quickly stood up, or was the chest gently kissed by the puddle over and over again, crying? No, the very skilled driver leaned out and blew a loud whistle when I laughed and said, let's blow another one!

There are always many things in life that will teach you to grow, even if you refuse

The epidemic disrupted a lot of rhythm, but there is no fierce rainstorm, even the train will be suddenly cancelled because of the flood season, the hotel around the big night is far away, there seems to be only one man outside the station, the self-service ticket hall to the point will even close the door, the temperature of the late night is colder than the day, but I will feel very cool, and also jump outside the station to warm the body, see several men feel a little scared, then find a corner closer to the entrance to sit there and open the old video pretending to have someone chat with me, When I give myself courage, I feel that I am brave, and I even think that this is something that will be worth showing off! But why is it sad? It's a phone call, it's a greeting, it's a greeting, it's that you already know you can't come back, why don't you call and let me answer it, do you think you'll be relieved to be there? What do you make everyone think? I'm so old that I don't know how to take a taxi to the hotel...

I know, there is no need to make a phone call to come and greet it, I understand that I care about it but crouched there that day without a breath of crying, I don't know if I will suddenly be unable to go home, I am bold but I am afraid of taking a taxi in a strange city in the middle of the night to go far away, I know there is a way to let you take me home, but I actually have only one requirement for myself in recent years, to avoid trouble anyone, in my opinion this is the only thing I can do myself!

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In fact, man's greatest enemy is the fear in his heart

Before I also tried to walk alone at night, so many years of school also came year after year, but I did not expect to be afraid when I grew up, I was a very stubborn person, said that I did not need to send it, after my father left, I tried to do everything myself, I said I always want to grow up, that day just happened to be everyone has a problem, and it was the New Year' Day, the street was full of lights, so I said that everyone was very relieved, but when I walked to the street, the flower lights that were still there a few days ago were gone, a piece of dark paint, probably some wind sounds, there was a sound of clusters, But I have to scare myself that someone, I run away, I don't dare to look back, I think it's funny...

There are all kinds of people in the world, and some people like to do scar-revealing games, what can you do?

That night, she said x is x, but unfortunately, it is not she who has lost her loved ones!

That day, the man asked me happily, I heard you don't have a father? Haha, what happened to your father, I don't know, talk to me, the hall is quiet, her voice is particularly abrupt, my heart seems to pause at that moment!

There are many more words that I can't bear to say over and over again......... I don't know how those unbearable words can come out of the mouth of an animal with two eyes, a nose, a mouth, two ears, how can they be so bad?

Bad, I used a long time to learn the worst evaluation, hate, so far I only learned to refute the words when scolded, in fact, I am not learning can not learn, I just do not want one day when I am far away from the treasure of pride they teach!

It's all small things, but the small things have been piled up for a long time and suddenly detonated is really an uncontrollable emotional flood, I have not been sad for a long time, when I was a child, I would be sentimental, crying is to be pampered, I can't hide any sadness, now sadness can be hidden for a long time, but in the occasional grievance when a little bit of anger is on the spot, the emotions are out of control.

Sitting on the road teeth of a collapse, a little cool, I seem to have endured a long time without tears, every time always tell myself, today you are sad not to cry is a step up again, but today suddenly thought, why endure it? Crying is crying, growing up or not growing up will always be encountered! Although they are gone, the cuteness is still there, and there are many people who love you, and after crying, they have to walk a big circle, blow a night of cold wind to hide everything and pretend that everything is good not to worry them!

Good night, no big deal, collapse, one day get better!

Grandpa said that ☞ in the future, we must not be stubborn, we must take care of ourselves, do not always be bullied, we must learn to protect ourselves, our little girl should be happy, but so stupid, can we learn?

I miss you so much...