One was a single mom, one was a man with a family, and one summer four years ago, they met. For four years, they have been divided and merged, with sweet laughter and bitter tears...
More and more roads have been traveled, covering themselves with a protective shell, and the tentacles are hidden inside, not easy to touch with people. All curiosity, innocence, kindness and bravado are also shrunk inside the shell, and the outside is an indestructible fighter. It seems that the more you grow up, the more unconsciously you become the most hated adult you once were: there is no wave on the surface, but there is a storm on the inside. Sometimes we try very, very hard, and it's just enough to maintain a flat status quo. As the movie "Lies Sicily" said: sometimes desperately run, just to stay where you are. But sometimes it really feels like you have lost all your strength, lost all the courage to face reality, and don't understand the meaning of gritting your teeth and persevering.
In life, most of the disputes and anger come from some very small and small things, one person does not give in, one person does not forgive, and too much unhappiness is dispersed, which can be laughed through. You can look down on the things that you once cared about, you can forgive things that were difficult to let go of, and you can even laugh and say to the person who accidentally hurt yourself: "It's okay." After walking too long a long way and experiencing too many storms, I slowly discovered that no one in this world actually lives easily. Excessive calmness is too cold and hurtful, excessive gentleness and softness are easy to be wronged. But how difficult it is to live in this world to be angular and warm at the same time; how difficult it is to understand the whole emotions of another person. In this world, there are spring blossoms and heavy rains, and everyone is trying to live. Be a warm and bright person, try to move all the people you love deeply, and suddenly bump into a bright smile in the evening surrounded by bad emotions.
To be honest, I don't like the feeling of thinking hard about a person, it vaguely makes me see my own cowardice and humility. But I can't resist, especially when you suddenly say I love you, I miss you, even if it is across thousands of mountains and rivers, it is enough to make me happy for a while. Of course, I will also say funnyly: "Come, say you love me"! To spice up, you can also smirk. Everyone has a fire in their heart, but there is always someone who can see this fire and come over and accompany me. In fact, we are all just ordinary members of all sentient beings, rushing to live for life. But if there is such a person who is willing to regard me as a treasure, willing to cry for me, laugh for me, and willing to do your best to "fight" for me, then even ordinary days, I will be full of surprises and touches. Even though there are many clouds in life, I still hope that deep down in your heart I am the only unchangeable landscape. What has lasted in this world for a long time is not feelings, but people's hearts, taking advantage of their old age, taking advantage of the rest of their lives, and insisting on love to the end!
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