Japan, 2006.
On her way to the Faculty Re-Education Center for the second time, Ms. Akuzu Masaya met Kanda, who left a deep impression on her, which reminded her of herself in the early days of teaching.
The first time as a sixth-grade homeroom teacher, Mr. Akuzu wanted to be friends with the students, but the class was always chaotic, and once, the students coaxed their own class to catch up with the progress of other classes, and Ike's ai classmate (hereinafter referred to as Ai Sauce) cleverly helped the teacher to break the siege.
Love sauce
Ai Sauce went to the teacher after class, and the teacher thanked her by the way and praised her for being cute. Ai-sa says she wants to exchange diaries with her teacher, and she agrees, although her colleagues later remind Akuzu that if he knew about it, he would be considered eccentric.
Mr. Akuzu carefully writes a lot of criticism on the corrected homework, but this move is blamed on them by other colleagues for causing pressure. Soon, several parents came to the teacher because of the criticism, saying that these moral messages that went beyond the homework itself affected their children, and mentioned that she gave "preferential treatment" to some of the classmates.
On that day, Mr. Akuzu did not write another exchange diary. Ai Sauce begins to demonize because she has fallen out of favor, thinking that the teacher likes bad students and deliberately destroys them to attract her attention. After class, the angry love sauce asked the teacher if he liked her or whether he liked her the most, and the teacher said that he liked her and liked every student the same. Ai Sauce is very angry when she hears this, saying that she obviously likes the teacher, but the teacher confuses her with other students. Since then, Love Sauce has embarked on the road of blackening.
Masaya Akuzu's fiancé, a builder, once proposed that as long as she got married, she could quit her job and end her tired life when She came home late for work. But she did not agree to resign.
At night, when it was raining heavily, Ai Sauce called the teacher and made his own death announcement. But her fiancé stopped the teacher from going out because Mr. Akutsu had to surround the students 24 hours a day. Ai Sauce was ready to jump off the building that night, but she had already climbed upstairs, and finally did not jump.
The next day, Aizu's mother came to the school with a picture of Ai sauce being beaten and purple, saying that her daughter had been abused by Teacher Akuzu, and the school dismissed Akuzu from his position as class teacher in order to soothe the parents' emotions.
The "proof" of love sauce
After Ai Sauce arrived at school, Mr. Akutsu confronted her, saying that as long as the teacher really beat her, she would tell the truth. Then the teacher really beats, and Ai Sauce sees the other teachers walking outside the door, so she runs to file a complaint, and finally, Teacher Akuzu leaves the school because he was seen by witnesses "abusing" the students.
Mr. Akuzu then married and became a housewife. In the process of raising his only son, Akuzu is more standardized, the builder's husband is more laissez-faire, and the two often quarrel over different parenting concepts. One morning when Xiaozhao was 5 years old, he ran to the river to chase his mother's favorite white butterfly, and accidentally drowned. At the funeral, Akuzu was criticized by her husband for demanding her children at home because she could not teach other students at school, causing great pressure on the children before she died.
divorce. Akuzu wanted to go back to his mother's house, but when he reached the door, he decided not to return, and went to the river where his son died. She wanted to die, the water had reached her waist, at this time, Ai Sauce called the teacher, saying that the 17-year-old had lived enough, and apologized to the teacher. This time, Mr. Akuzu went to the rescue, and she found Ai Sauce's home, and Ai Sauce's mother angrily said that the child had become like that because of the teacher. Subsequently, the teacher finds Love Sauce in the bar, and when the student is wronged by the men, the teacher rescues her.
It turned out that Ai Sauce was pregnant, but she did not know who the father of the child was, and people who might be the father of the child did not recognize the child as their own for various reasons. She said that these men said that she was cute, and she had been praised as cute before, which was said by Akuzu's teacher, but it turned out that these people were lying.
The bell sounded when the train entered the station, the teacher said that we would die together, pulled her to stand on the tracks, and as a result, Ai Sauce did not want to die at all, and in a critical moment, the teacher jumped out with her in her arms and really beat her - after slapping her, saying that she actually only loved herself and did not care about others. In the end, the teacher accompanied her to beat off the child, let her learn, to enrich herself, and then attract others. With the support of Ai Sauce, the teacher also returned to school.
Tenkai Yuki is an artist I really like, and recently I was archaeologizing her, so I watched videos like "The Queen's Classroom" and so on.
Dr. Akutsu
The following is a psychological profile of Ai Ikeuchi, which also talks about similar stories, Such as Haruki Murakami's novel "Norwegian Forest", the Danish film "Hunting" and the Korean film "Do Hee-ya", and some of my thoughts on these stories that have commonalities.
First of all, love sauce, according to the plot, it can be speculated that the classmates in the pool have parents, but the family is estimated to be widowed parenting, usually the father has no trace, mainly cared for by the mother, combined with the love sauce mother left home in the rainstorm at night, her mother should work at night. So, Love Sauce is lonely, afraid of the dark, and lacks love and attention.
Ai Sauce liked Akuzu from the first moment she saw her, and later gave the teacher a good classroom reaction, became a class committee, and found a teacher after class, etc., indicating that she has been trying to show her best side to the teacher. In fact, not all students like to go into the office to talk to the teacher, so those students who often take the initiative to enter the office, I speculate, do not purely regard the teacher as the teacher of the crowd, but their friends, even lovers.
Love sauce has possessiveness, self-destructive tendencies, has not experienced thick love with touch, has a dark heart, is good at lying, and has a desire to perform. The most important point is: love sauce does not love, and ignorance. (Akuzu's praise makes her think that the teacher likes her too, but it's clear that Aizo doesn't realize that the two people like her differently.) The original intention of Ai Sauce to exchange the diary was to hope that the teacher could understand her, and with the exchange of the diary, the two became more and more familiar, and Ai Sauce had the illusion of love, so it would put forward the question of "Where does Mr. Think I am cute" and "Whether to travel together on the weekend, I will keep it secret". When the teacher no longer replies, Ai Sauce believes that her love has been betrayed and betrayed, so when she finally chooses not to jump off the building, she can only choose to destroy the teacher, and her emotions are completely distorted, so she makes the teacher have to pay attention to herself by lying, although she does not know how much bitter consequences her lie will cause. ）
Diary of a Love Sauce
Ai Sauce's fascination and desire for the teacher will affect the development of her love for the rest of her life.
A group photo of Ai Sauce and Mr. Akuzu appears twice in the film
"Norwegian Forest" wrote a similar thing, the second girl let Reiko teach her to play the piano, and then the girl seduced Reiko unsuccessfully, she lied that she was violated by Reiko, because the world "can only believe what they are willing to believe", so Reiko, stimulated by rumors, relapsed into a mental illness and entered a mental hospital. Later, Reiko analyzed the child and came to the conclusion that this girl was good at disguising her true thoughts, had a genius who played the piano, would play tricks to control other people's emotions, and was smart enough to do what she liked, "She has long rotted into the bone marrow, peeled off the beautiful skin, and it is full of rotten flesh." ”
The kindergarten girl in "The Hunt" hurls herself because she likes the teacher and says that she has been in extremely close contact with him, and the teacher is indefensible.
In "Dao Xi Ya", when confronted by the police officer, Dao Xi exaggerated the scope of physical contact between her and the director, and with her cognitive ability, she had no idea how obscene her answer would lead others to understand.
Ignorance will make people cruel, let people do evil, if they are particularly ignorant, they will not be able to reason at all, the most infuriating thing is that the parties do not realize that they have done bad things, the court can try the bad people, but can not make them all guilty, remorseful, conscience condemnation.
Children are too young to anticipate the consequences of their actions, and ghosts know where the moral level of this generation of children who have been exposed to the vast amount of information on the Internet is from childhood. Because the public tends to think that adults have higher moral discernment, adults cannot blame them after the social news. However, it is true that some children are more terrible than adults, and when people tend to treat children as natural victims, the possibility that "adults are the weaker party" has long been ruled out.
Both liking and being liked can bother the person. Some children are mentally mature and much more mature than they really are, and maybe these people really know what they want. Power gaps, age differences, dimensionality-reducing blows to cognitive abilities, moral senses, and legal constraints are often considered when discussing such issues. Although they are really in love and the whole world will not shut up, there are always some lucky people who have experienced or are experiencing love, feeling love.
Aunt Li Yinhe said: In any case, "love" is a very wonderful feeling, and in my opinion, no matter what kind of people it occurs between people (whether it is same-sex opposite sex, old and young, inside and outside marriage, two people or many people), it is beautiful, it is a rare human experience that is worth cherishing and respecting. Although the person concerned sometimes has to sacrifice love for other values, just as the heroine in "The Dream of the Covered Bridge" sacrifices love for family value, love itself is not guilty. If a love happens, it just happens, and not only should it not be blamed for any reason, but from an aesthetic point of view, it must be beautiful.
My political views are liberal leftist, so I occasionally have ideas that violate taboos. Strangely enough, I always remember a soldier in "One Hundred Years of Solitude" saying, "We are fighting this battle with the priests now so that people can marry even their mothers." This sentence. Finally, to quote Aunt Lee again:
"From persecuting heretics, to despising minorities, to being able to tolerate subcultures that are outside the mainstream culture, human society is moving step by step toward progress and civilization."