#Share what you fantasized about countless times as a child#
Probably in the first grade of elementary school, I suddenly had a thought about why I was me and why others were others.
For example, I am washing my hands now, what is Wang Xiaohong doing now? I'm thinking about this now, what is Wang Xiaohong thinking?
Years later I came to know a book called "Sophie's World", which was the enlightenment of the philosophy of life, but unfortunately I did not know it as a child.
Since that day, I have often begun to fantasize that if our family were particularly rich, I would have a lot of beautiful clothes, beautiful red leather shoes, and a car to pick me up and take me to school.
As insight increases, so does the illusion.
When I went to school in the city, went to the classmates in the city, and found that the original building was different from the layout of the house, I began to fantasize countless times that I lived in the building, and I would have my own room, all pink. Others, like as children, have a lot of beautiful clothes and shoes.
In the second year of junior high school, I read the first Jin Yong martial arts book "Divine Eagle Hero", I was riding my bike to and from school, I began to fantasize that I was a little dragon girl, I remember for almost several months, I was trying to sink in this fantasy.
Later, I had doubts about my own temperament, why I would be sad, I would be angry, I would have various emotions. Until I saw Goethe's Troubles with Young Werther. It turns out that many people are like me.
But I still fantasize about living in a big house and wearing beautiful clothes. The family is very rich, I am a golden lady, a little princess whose parents put in the palm of their hands.
Now that I have children at work, I have experienced conditions that allow me to buy a lot of beautiful clothes, but I still can't forget the days I spent in my fantasies.
