A day that can never be forgotten

Although a long time has passed, the thought of that day still makes my whole body tremble and my heart still hurts.

Only when I have really experienced it, I will understand how terrible it is, during that time I was mentally abnormal, often afraid, and did not dare to mute the phone. Don't dare to sleep late, for fear of hearing bad news.

In fact, I really want to tell my family, I want to tell God, I want to change, but that day was too scary for me, too scary, I don't know how to change, I am really not a bad person, it is a lot of reality that beat me.