Dou Xianjun |I'm not beautiful, and I don't care."
Author: Pod
At a women's booth, a young woman tries on clothes. The woman is sexy, bumpy, and looks like she's been trying on clothes for a while. On a three-volt day, even if the mall has air conditioning, it is still hot. The woman's face was sweaty, constantly wearing and taking off, and her emotions were almost out of control. The shopkeeper's attitude is mild, for the sake of business, patiently standing aside, kind words, need to reach out to help.
The woman put on a small shirt again, stood in front of the mirror, visually satisfied, and finally had a smile on her face. The shopkeeper said, this to buy clothes, you have to try, do not try how to know whether it works. The woman threw the small shirt she had taken off on the counter and complained that this was spending money to buy guilt, what is it, hurry up and get old, you will have no worries when you are old. The shopkeeper laughed, how old is this, I want to be old. Say, fold the clothes you tried and put them in a bag.
I was looking at the clothes, and I heard what the woman said, especially the sentence, hurry up and get old, you will be relieved when you are old, quite emotional. It turned out that not wanting to try on clothes was also a reason to hope to get old soon. At the same time, there is also another message, young and beautiful at the same time, but also means trouble. Otherwise, on a hot day, staying at home and drinking a cup of herbal tea will be much more comfortable than this. And this tea drinking time, most of which belongs to the elderly, think about it, is a reason worth yearning for.
The woman then tried on a pair of jeans, the kind that were very close-fitting. Try to try, and the expression on your face is the same as before. The pants fit very well, and it took some effort to put them on, but I put them on with my teeth. Listen to herself, the pants are not tight, the day is slightly cooler, just dressed.
The shopkeeper said, these pants are really worn by people, or you come to my shop as a waiter, with you there, my pants must be a big seller. The woman said, I really want to. I don't have any hobbies in my life, except dressing up. If I come, you'll have to let me wear all the clothes in your shop.
The shopkeeper laughed, that doesn't matter, as long as you come. The woman said, when my son goes to college, when my father and mother are relieved, when our family can solve the problem of food and clothing by themselves, I will come. The owner laughed, and the cucumber dishes were cold. The woman said, it was cold anyway.
When the woman said the cool word, I really felt that the sentence she just said, when she was old, she was relieved, and she said it from the heart. Listening to the life she said in her mouth that she would not be able to get rid of for a while and a half, it was really time to go to the old time of making a cup of tea, and there were countless mountains and rivers, and the trouble was far more than trying on clothes.
The woman checked out and hurried away with a large bag and a small bag. I took a loose skirt and came over. The skirt is easy to try, the fitting room does not have to enter, put it on, turn around in front of the mirror, feel comfortable and buy. The shopkeeper said, you are very happy to buy clothes. I said, this hot day, I just want to dress freely. The owner said, me too, I will not be like the sister just now, because of the good figure, how hot the day does not miss the opportunity to show exquisite. But who will this show to others but to be sinful?
I laughed. The owner was still young, but spoke somewhat negatively. Or, it is not negative, it should know how to be kind to yourself. However, she can also be regarded as the main point, this hot day, wear it for whom to see. Wear it to the person who loves you, if it is true love, the other party will not want this hot day to put the person he loves into a well-ventilated condom. However, some people just can't understand it.
After I finished checking out, the owner went to greet the new guests, and I left the women's clothing store. The passage of the mall is cool, and when you go out on the street, you feel the heat wave. Sunglasses and umbrellas can block out the heat. I parked in the shade and watched the traffic coming and going on the street. Summer street, the most eye-catching, especially dressed, regardless of men and women, more common flowers red willow green. Thinking about the woman who had just worked hard to try on clothes, I felt that there was a lot of money behind this beautiful look on the street.
At this time, several women wearing cheongsam came over, because of the heat, the makeup was obviously withered, far away from feeling, close really can't bear to look closely. Fairly speaking, if it were not for this volt, the beauty they carved out would still be very decent, and they would be carefully dressed up before going out, even if they suffered, because someone watched, it would be worth it. Such a person, who is done in the spirit of being responsible for himself and to others, is worthy of gratitude and respect.
In contrast, I need to review that I don't have any dedication when it comes to beauty. I was once accused by a partner who grew up, how do you become black and ugly, don't you know how to dress up. I thought about it, is that really the case, how long have I not looked in the mirror?
When I think like this, I think again, anyway, I can eat and drink, and it doesn't matter if I have black spots and ugly spots, I am at ease. I think that I and the owner of the women's clothing store are a type, I do my own thing, I don't have to wait for the old age to worry, and I start to worry early. I can have a plain face every day, I won't bite my teeth and put on ten centimeters of high heels to become a landscape, I think that's too silly, I can't understand why there are so many stupid people on this street.
I have long been distressed by myself, understand that this is a world that is not very appreciative, then, who am I, who am I, good or not, just prove it to myself. Between heaven and earth, is it beautiful, go and ask the little flower on the side of the road, it is beautiful, but it does not care about your eyes. Same, I'm not beautiful and I don't care.
2022-01-05 00:52 · Pod Literature
About the Author:
Dou Xianjun (Dou Pod), female, currently living in Heilongjiang, engaged in prose and poetry creation, since the 1990s began to publish poetry and prose works. His works have appeared in many publications such as Shilin, Novel Forest, Petroleum Literature, Years, Guangxi Literature, Tokyo Literature, Taihang Literature, Juvenile Literature, Chinese Prose, and Presence. Some works have been selected for multiple prose anthologies. The masterpiece "No Heart Grass" won the "PresenceIst Prose Award" of the 2012 Chinese Folk First Prose Award. The collection of essays on "No Heart Grass" won the Harbin Swan Literary and Art Award in 2016.
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