The love of the mountains and seas, mountains and seas can be leveled, this sentence contains the great power of love. In this world, the chances of two people meeting are very small, and it is even more difficult to fall in love. So love is sacred and an integral part of everyone.
Tragic childhood times
Li Ermao was born in 1978 in a small, impoverished mountain village in Sichuan. Li Ermao has not seen his father since he can remember. He would often ask his mother where his father had gone.
In the face of Li Ermao's inquiry, his mother would tell him at first that his father had gone out to work in order to support his family. But the more Li Ermao asked, the more his mother was very irritable, and sometimes she couldn't help but scold him.
Li Ermao was the only child in the family, and before the age of eight, his father was only a vague figure in his impression. And the mother did not love herself all day, as if Li Ermao was not her own child.
Li Ermao grew up in such an environment, and the lack of father's and mother's love also made him more and more reticent. Until the year when Li Ermao was eight years old, he heard from the villagers that his father was in the field and others, engaged in the business of abducting and selling people.
At first, Li Ermao did not believe it, but not long after, the village reported that his father had been arrested and would soon be shot. That is, late at night that day, his mother packed up her things and left the house, and when Li Ermao woke up, there was no one in the family except him.
Li Ermao is only 8 years old and simply does not have the ability to live alone. When the villagers saw that Li Ermao was a poor child, they contacted Li Ermao's father's brother, his great uncle.
The uncle did business in other townships, and after learning about his brother's situation, he decided to adopt Li Ermao. However, the conditions of the uncle's family are not good, the uncle has a leg injury a few years ago, and there are three children in the family.
However, at uncle's house, Li Ermao was finally able to eat enough, and his brother and sister played with him. Although Li Ermao did not go to school for several years, his uncle taught him a lot of basic human principles.
Uncle Dabo did not want Li Ermao to become a person like his father, and Li Ermao had always been particularly resentful of his original family in his heart. After Li Ermao grew up a little, the uncle asked his cousin to take Li Ermao out to work.
Sex reassignment surgery for love
Li Ermao followed his cousin to Chongqing, because Li Ermao was a minor and was particularly thin, so he could do very little work. Li Ermao's monthly salary at that time was only about three hundred yuan, which was not enough for him to eat.
Such a life, Li Ermao hardened his scalp for a few years, and when he was twenty years old, he heard others say that Shenzhen was very good, and there were many opportunities. So Li Ermao saved up the ticket money and came to Shenzhen.
After arriving in Shenzhen, Li Ermao did not find any good work, so he went to work in a factory. Although it is an assembly line work, the monthly salary is also more than two thousand, and it is still managed, which makes Li Ermao's life gradually improve.
Li Ermao stayed in the factory for several months, and also met a lot of friends, one day a colleague took Li Ermao to a nearby disco to play. Li Ermao is also a young man, and he is also particularly yearning for this world of flowers and flowers.
After coming to the disco, Li Ermao's image attracted the director of the disco. She found Li Ermao and asked Li Ermao if the disco was fun? Li Ermao said that this was his first time, and the supervisor immediately asked him if he wanted to earn some extra money.
Li Ermao asked what extra money was in doubt, and the supervisor said that he wanted to dance like those people on the stage to help everyone entertain. Li Ermao was full of women on the stand, and just wanted to ask the supervisor, but the supervisor said that those people were all men dressed as women.
Late at night, Li Ermao followed the supervisor to the back of the stage, and saw that these women were really all men. The supervisor did not give Li Ermao the opportunity to consider it, and directly took out five hundred yuan and told Li Ermao that this was two days' salary in advance.
Li Ermao froze, he could earn five hundred yuan in two days, and under the temptation of money, Li Ermao agreed to the supervisor. Then Li Ermao, after receiving a few days of dance training, began to wear heavy makeup on the stage.
In the rest of his life, Li Ermao first went to work in the factory during the day and worked part-time in the disco at night. But in a few days, a disco can earn about three hundred yuan a night. Another reason is this work arrangement, Li Ermao's body can not eat.
So he quit his job at the factory and the disco became his full-time job. In the next work, Li Ermao met a boy named Xiao Jiang. This person had a little money and gave Li Ermao a lot of tips, and after the two had a long time of contact, Xiao Jiang confided his love to Li Ermao.
Li Ermao because of his childhood encounters, his mental health is a bit of a problem, plus Xiao jiang picks up and delivers him every day, giving him a full sense of security, so Li Ermao agreed to Xiao Jiang and began a deformed love.
Shortly after the two interacted, Li Ermao made a decision, that is, to go to sex reassignment surgery and become a real "woman", with the support of Xiao Jiang, Li Ermao underwent a whole body sex reassignment surgery.
After being abandoned by her boyfriend, she died
Li Ermao and her boyfriend Xiao jiang have been in love for several years, but the gender of the two is doomed to the love of the two people without results. After Li Ermao became a "woman", after a long time, her boyfriend Xiaojiang's homosexuality was actually cured by Li Ermao.
Xiao Jiang began to like real women, not transgender people like Li Ermao. Once Li Ermao found her boyfriend Xiao Jiang and took other women home. After Li Ermao knew, he had a big fight with his boyfriend Xiao Jiang.
Boyfriend Xiaojiang used words to personally attack Li Ermao's current gender. The vicious words of the lover broke Li Ermao's heart. After he broke up with his boyfriend, he returned to his rental house alone.
Because he was abandoned by his mother in his childhood, he was particularly eager to have a dependence, but now he was abandoned again, and the whole person fell into despair. Li Ermao began not to go to work, and every day he lay in a daze in the rental house.
After Li Ermao was confused for more than a month, he decided to have sex reassignment surgery again and return to his boy body. However, after Li Ermao went to the hospital for a physical examination, the doctor told him that he had AIDS, and now his body is very weak, and it is difficult to recover after surgery.
Li Ermao did not listen to the doctor's advice, and after paying the deposit, he asked the doctor to prepare for his operation the next day. After the next day's surgery, Li Ermao was hospitalized in the hospital for a week, and he was discharged early and returned to the rental house.
However, the day after Li Ermao returned, he had postoperative complications, and Li Ermao began to have a high fever, but he did not go to the doctor, or lay on the bed as always. Because of the high fever, Li Ermao died on the fourth day.
Before Li Ermao died, his consciousness began to blur, he saw his boyfriend Xiao Jiang, bought his favorite ice cream, came to the rental house to pick him up to work, but he closed his eyes, maybe Li Ermao felt that death was his last best destination.