My Grandma and Grandpa (II)

My relationship with my grandmother and grandfather is very deep, all of which stems from the meals and accommodation brought by their family in the seventh year of elementary school, and I cherish this feeling, which is also a very important part of my memory.

But things don't always go so well, elementary school will always graduate, I went to junior high school, I went to high school, I can't see my dear grandmother almost every day. But fortunately, the address of junior high school and high school is not far from my home, and it is not far from my grandmother's house, although I can't go to see them every week, but I can still go every two or three weeks because it is close. Maybe it's a lot of going, and I don't notice that their gray hair is getting more and more, and their bodies are getting more and more rickety!

Finally, I was admitted to college, which was a happy thing, but it was a sad thing for my grandparents, who were old and wanted to see us children and grandchildren around. Although the university has holidays, but because the school is far from home, usually put some small holidays, always have no chance to come back, can go back only on May 1, eleven their own winter and summer vacations, every time they come back to grandma and grandpa can see their happy smiles, I know, they are really happy. Every time I go, I will make a table of hearty meals, obviously my health is not good, but I am always not afraid of making a lot of meals, and every time the remaining meals, the two old people will always eat for a long time...

Think about it, and find that you have never bought anything valuable for your grandmother. In his freshman year, he bought a cotton jacket for his grandfather, and he wore it until he died, and every time he saw people, he said that I bought it for him, and he was very happy and moved. I went to school for four years, and my grandparents thought about me for four years. It was also from the beginning of my college, my grandmother began to ask my family and my aunt's family to go to his place for the New Year, I know ah, the old man is really old, the New Year is to have a good New Year with his daughter and son-in-law, grandchildren and granddaughters, reunion, every time after dinner, play for a while, when leaving, the two old people will always send far and far, the night is so cold, Grandma and Grandpa have been waiting until they can't see our figure!

It was also my four years of college, my grandmother's health was getting worse and worse, major illnesses continued, I had been seeing a doctor, and when I graduated from college, my grandmother could not walk on her own, my grandfather was breathless when he took two steps, and his waist was already directly on the ground. I still can't imagine how those two people who can pick up rice and corn can pick up two large baskets a day have become what they are now, how much suffering they have suffered, how much suffering they have suffered, and how much they have struggled to survive now. Every time I think about it, I want to cry, especially when I think of such an old man, when I go back from college, I will endure the pain to prepare me a rich lunch, I am ashamed...

Now, Grandpa has gone, just in November this year, perhaps the burden of life finally crushed this strong old man, but also the gods and Buddhas can't bear him to suffer again, so that we have lost our relatives forever. I miss my grandfather, I think of him all the time, and I always remember his kind look.

Now, Grandma is still seriously ill, New Year's Day is coming, I hurried back to visit her, sincerely hope that Grandma can be better, but also hope that Grandma can come out of the grief of Grandpa's death, may Grandma be all right, tomorrow, tomorrow I can see her, I must go to see her with a smile...

On December 30, 2021, in the middle of a speeding train