There is only one day left in 2021, and less than 12 hours, if more rigorously. December 31, this day belongs to me, it belongs to you, and it belongs to the year of 2021. How do we spend the year? Is it spent in the rush? Or do you spend it at home? Maybe it's different, maybe it's different, and my last day of 2021 is spent at home. There is no reason for it only because of the epidemic.
The epidemic has trapped me and all Xi'an people at home, and the scope of activity can only be bed - bedroom - kitchen - living room - toilet, these four places constitute my day life, the main content is to eat and sleep. In fact, this "way of life" has lasted for more than ten days. I can't go back to my hometown, if I can go back to my hometown, the scope of activities is much larger than in the county. I can wander in front of and behind the house, and I can swim on the barren slopes of the village. Regardless of the county or hometown, 48-hour nucleic acid testing is a must-do, no matter where, the current nucleic acid is the top priority.
Although I can't go back to my hometown, I am glad that I can't go home to stay with my friends and relatives in the urban village; at least I don't have to worry about not being able to buy food (they also cook their own meals in the end), at least I can be reunited with my family, which is luckier than them.
Of course, returning home is not a big deal, such as the time to go out to buy vegetables and daily necessities from time to time is more and more uncertain; such as more and more dirty wallets; and then less and less vegetables in the refrigerator... Perhaps these are some and trivial "small things", as a common person, he will only pay attention to broader and more meaningful things if he guarantees his life.
Today's time is getting shorter and shorter, as if the countdown has come to a point, and my heart can't help but feel a little sad. When will the epidemic end, whether you can survive this poor life under the epidemic, and when will you be able to go out and earn money to support your family?!
The last day of 2021 is a bit of an anxiety and a bit of an anticipation. Anxious things will always come to an end, and the future to look forward to will always come. Life is spent in anxiety and expectation, and anxiety is often accompanied by the element of regret; expectation is often with unpredictability. We always hope that the good, the bad, the depressed, the unlucky, the wandering, the failure, all hope to pass sooner, and the future and the unforeseen also hope to come sooner, and even a little impatient. Because there is always hope in the future, no matter what the chances of success or failure are? We always hope that it will come sooner, and this is a gamble, which can also be called a struggle; whether it is a gamble or a struggle, it is always good, because doing so for good things is always hopeful.
Life is not satisfactory eight or nine times out of ten, and a year of unsatisfactory is also ten times eight or nine, why should we complain? Instead of complaining, it is better to do it down-to-earth, and leave it to Heaven whether it is successful or not. I am fortunate to have succeeded; it is my fate not to succeed, and even if I am unsuccessful, I have no regrets.
The time of year is like an inverted cone of hourglass, leaving a very small amount of sand, as the last day, we should cherish it. The epidemic will not end because of the last day, but it will end, which is a historical necessity. On the last day, I wrote the last article of 2021, tomorrow is a new way to live. Maybe tomorrow is still repeating today, after all, tomorrow is "new", it belongs to 2022, with a herb of hope, I am looking forward to...