A cup of tea, a cigarette, a constant stream of cars in front of the door, and a sluggish look that reminded me of you again. I often say that encounters are accidental, and parting is inevitable. I was fortunate to meet you in three lifetimes, and falling in love with you was a blessing cultivated in my previous life, but I guessed the beginning, but I did not guess the ending.
On January 28, 2020, a "I'm sure, this is not Malone". Then I politely replied to you , "This is Malone" !
After a brief comment, I looked at your vibrato and found that it was a talented person or a big doctor, so I did not hesitate to ask you for WeChat, and after adding it, I began to chat in various ways. We talk about life, we talk about marriage, we talk about the past, too many landscapes on the road of life. Yes, yes, this back-and-forth chat is destined to have a relationship, just deep and shallow.
We were in love online, opened a video, played voice, couldn't resist the lovesickness, couldn't resist the hormones, and finally met a month later. I drove alone from home to Qujing, when the epidemic swept the country, but I couldn't resist our heart to meet. When I arrived in Qujing, I looked at the empty and deserted big city, saw you for the first time, I couldn't say how I felt from my heart, I just felt that everything was good with you on the road, and how warm this cold city became.
There is no need to love someone for a reason, but love is always selfish, and it must be inclusive, understanding, and contented in order to go long. In the past two years, we have traveled many places, leaving too many memories and too many dreams that have not been realized. For two years, we often went to Malone's casserole rice, the street of pearl river source, and the familiar barbecue restaurant next to the hospital. These places have your and my stories, as well as your memories of us. In particular, when we cook, you stir-fry vegetables, I wash the figure, look at your toiling back and suddenly find that this home has you is really good, after I work hard to earn money to support the family, you are responsible for washing and cooking, and together build our warm home into the warmest place in the town.
Time flies, and the memory of two years of love is still vivid than the memory of driving to see you when I was alone without class. This way, I have too many feelings, remember when I met you, our car ran 5,000 kilometers, the car ran 35,000 kilometers in two years, these 35,000 kilometers are too many feelings, always one person and one car, a piece of music, sustenance for you and me. Once, just in the rush hour of commuting, I wiped a Beijing Hyundai in order to reply to your WeChat, and was mainly charged 800 yuan by that car, in order not to let you worry, to your place, I pretended to be indifferent, as usual. In fact, every time I go to the Qujing Xiangshui Bridge, I am deeply attracted by the beautiful scenery here, the lights are dimmed, the night is charming, one person and one car, the empty co-pilot, it is always Ma Long who is the starting point, and the end is your warm house.
Every love will have results. When I first saw you in a beautiful wedding dress, I suddenly wanted to hug you and put a ring on you myself. Therefore, when we go to Kunming to buy "three gold", I often think about it for a lifetime, and I don't need to worry about it so much. Therefore, without hesitation, I bought you the best and most expensive "three golds" in my opinion. For two years I often fantasized that you would be able to put on your wedding dress, and I would take you from your house to my house with the kissing team. However, I can only hold you for a wedding photo, watching our wedding photos, one after another, each action is carefully designed and carefully prepared by us, just for the most beautiful, the best.
The prelude to marriage is engagement, and when we bring wine, fruit, brown sugar and other gifts to your house, I know that our love will soon come to fruition. When we look at the busy dad, big mom, and too many relatives and friends in your family, we raise a glass to celebrate, so that more people can witness our love and witness our dreams.
However, it is easy to fall in love, but it is difficult to get along. In fact, the marriage that makes a person dead heart may not be because of something, but because of a mountain of inconspicuous small things, it is a lack of care, a reduction of patience, no more communication, and few words. yes. In the past two years, we have had too many quarrels, trivial things, but I have always believed that quarrels can make our love stronger, let us know how to cherish and understand each other more. But my irrational hands ruined our future. For the first time, kick you. Do you know? When I kicked you, in fact, my heart was dripping blood, and I could only wash my face with tears to save our love.
I thought we wouldn't argue anymore. However, after a long time, there was a quarrel, but it was still the parents involved involved. It may be that your parents are not at ease to hand you over to me, and finally this quarrel has completely ruined our future, let us part ways. Looking at your parents' determined eyes and persistent expressions, your two years of love have been in vain, and there is no room for maneuver.
"Flowers have a day to reopen, and people are no longer young." For two years, it was possible to say that letting go could be put down all at once. I have always firmly believed that solid love has always been able to withstand noise, and can withstand the baptism of life to go long. Little treasure, far away is too far. If there is still a chance, I am willing to change my bad temper and walk the rest of the road with you, you and I are the protagonists, until we reach the end.
About the Author:
Liu Yunhong, formerly known as Liu Yunhong, is a native of Shizong County, Yunnan Province. Graduated from Qingdao University, high school teacher, youth through the years of hardships. He is a member of the Yunnan Writers Association and the Western China Essay Association. In his sophomore year, he began to publish works, and his essays and poems can be found in "Running Stream", "Sunset Xia", "Selected Essays in the West", "Anhui Literature", "China National Expo Magazine", "Qinghai Lake", "Laughing Flower", "Speed Reading", "China Teacher's Daily", "People's Representative Daily", "National Defense Times", "Labor Times", etc., which have 300,000 words so far. He is the author of the essay collection "That Year, the Wind And clouds" were surging.