Adler said: "An unhappy childhood requires a lifetime of healing. ”
No one wants to have an unhappy childhood, but in reality, there are some irresponsible parents who not only live a bad life themselves, but also continue this until the next generation, they are like executioners, personally cutting off the wings of their children and bringing nightmares to their children.
"I hope the judge sentences me to death and carries me out immediately, thank you!" This is what a post-90s murderer said.
You may be surprised, how can a murderer not do the last dying struggle, but instead be bent on death? If you know what he has experienced, you may understand why this young man has no desire to survive.
01, the original family
Makinku was born into an unfortunate family, his father was an incurable gambler, his mother was a cowardly housewife, and as the first child, his arrival was not exchanged for his father's return, but for the simple reason that he needed to pay extra to support him.
Obviously, money is the lifeblood of the gambler's father, and even his own son cannot use a single cent, and he has lived in the shadows of darkness since the Makinku chronicle.
When he was young and ignorant, his father's punches and kicks to his mother Fan Shouli were imprinted in his mind like one bloody and violent film after another, and later, his mother could not bear the dark domestic violence, left Makinku and left alone.
At this time, her mother Fan Shouli is desperate and has no way, because she is only a housewife, has no financial resources, and cannot afford to raise a child, so she hopes that the gambler's ex-husband thinks that "the tiger poison does not eat children", and Ma Jinku will not be abused even if she is occasionally hungry.
But the truth is, her hopes are in vain, because how can a gambler with a twisted personality repent in one fell swoop? Moreover, the ex-husband's eyes did not have his own son Ma Jinku at all, so Fan Shouli's departure also indirectly pushed his son into the fire pit.
02, the father remarried
After Fan Shouli left, Ma Jinku's father soon found another wife, and the arrival of the stepmother did not warm the cold home, but made Ma Jinku fall into a new desperate situation.
After marrying a new wife, Ma Jinku's father still did not change, all day long was not gambling outside, or domestic violence of the new wife, the stepmother who dared to be angry could only transfer her anger to Ma Jinku, and slowly, the stepmother, like her father, became a moody person, and the young Ma Jinku was full of scars.
Even more desperately, his father's completely acquiescence to his stepmother's beating of Ma Jinku, gradually, Ma Jinku's heart also left an indelible shadow.
Later, his father clashed with people because of gambling, killed people in one breath, and was sentenced to death, at this time, the tortured Makinku became the "son of a murderer" in the population.
After his father left, the stepmother was even more undisguised about Ma Jinku's atrocities, and once, the stepmother picked up something on the side and beat Ma Jinku, who expected to punch his right ear with blood, but the stepmother did not stop the atrocities, but beat Ma Jinku more excitedly.
In the end, that atrocity became a nightmare that Makyenku could never let go of, and he lost the hearing of one ear.
03, back to the birth mother
Later, the stepmother's anger in Ma Jinku was finally enough, so she mercilessly threw him like garbage to Ma Jinku's biological mother Fan Shouli, and at this time, Fan Shouli had already remarried, but she still left her son.
The days after returning to his mother were the happiest time for Makinku, without endless abuse, beatings, and hunger.
Although there have been 6 years of dark days before, but at this time Ma jinku still yearns for a better future, perhaps because of the past experience, so he is more sensible than other children, learning is also particularly serious, the walls of the home are full of his awards, at the beginning of the small ascension, he was admitted to the city's 50, got a notice of the best school.
I thought I could take another step towards a better life, but I thought that a sentence from my stepfather made Ma Jinku almost shatter my dream, and my stepfather said to him: Don't go to school, because it is a waste of money.
For a while, Ma Jinku did not know what to do, but fortunately, his weak mother finally stood up, not only supported her son to go to school, but also borrowed money from everywhere in order to let her son enter the best school, and finally made up 6,000 yuan, and then Ma Jinku entered the school of his dreams.
However, the young Makumku did not know where his tuition fees came from, and thought that his stepfather had changed his mind, so Makinku happily continued to read, but he went to school on the front foot, and the stepfather and his mother quarreled with his mother on the back foot, and in the days that followed, the quarrel between the stepfather and his mother was never broken, on the grounds that the mother had spent all over the tuition for Makumku, and later, the quarrel even turned into a fight.
Before long, Ma Jinku was also able to read the real reason, watching his mother and stepfather wrestling together, the lingering shadow of childhood reappeared, and in the end, the good-achieving Ma Jinku chose to drop out of school, so the whole person became silent.
04, a life that has never been treated well
After that, his mother divorced, took Ma Jinku to work in other places, and Ma Jinku who left his stepfather's house was still very silent, but fortunately, there was a mother who loved him, and for Ma Jinku, the only meaning of his life was his mother, because this was the only person in his life who had given him care, so he regarded his mother as the salvation of life.
The days of working in the field are not good, just as an adult Ma Jinku has no education and no skills, it is difficult to find a job, but because he does not want his mother to be busy, he looks around for a job and finally finds a job.
After work, his salary would be handed over to his mother every month, and looking at her mother's relieved expression, he was unusually satisfied, but this happiness was short-lived, and his mother met a man again and married again, and Makinku seemed to have become an awkward existence again.
At the same time, Ma Jinku's work is also very difficult, because he was deaf at an early age, so he was often ridiculed by colleagues, and the boss's daughter-in-law Yin Mou often took him for fun, and from time to time asked him to do something other than work, such as changing light bulbs for her home, repairing water pipes, moving rice, watching children, etc.
The cowardly and unkind Ma Jinku dared to be angry and could only bear all kinds of unfair treatment in silence.
On a weekend in May 2011, at 6:00 a.m., Ma Jinku, who had just returned home from work, was once again forced by his boss to go to day labor, from morning to noon, he did not even have time to eat hot food, Ma Jinku was tired and hungry, and his heart was particularly depressed.
The ghost sent God, Ma Jinku thought to himself, if everyone went to sleep, he should be able to rest well, so he secretly added a small amount of sleeping pills to the dishes in the canteen, and the workers and bosses who ate the added meals all had adverse reactions, and then they all went to the hospital.
Therefore, Ma Jinku was able to go back to sleep, but another uninvited guest came again, the boss's daughter-in-law called Ma Jinku to see her children, busy all day, tired and hungry and sleepy Ma Jinku did not agree, and then, Yin sneered: "Are you eligible to refuse?" Shout out to you to help and run fast! ”
On the phone, the boss's daughter-in-law Yin's scolding and the child's crying made Ma Jinku, who was on the verge of collapse, completely out of control, coupled with the thought of past oppression, Ma Jinku's heart was filled with anger, and he picked up the axe on the side to go to the boss's daughter-in-law, and soon, Yin and the child both fell in a pool of blood.
After killing people, Ma Jinku quickly fled the scene, wanting to see his mother for the last time, and then he was arrested, but Ma Jinku was not surprised, but unusually calm, and even sighed: It is really good, relieved.
In the end, Ma Jinku, who smiled and begged for death, was not sentenced to death, but to life imprisonment.
Someone once said, "I have never been grateful to life because it has never treated me well." ”
It is true that Makinku's murderous behavior is not worthy of forgiveness, but his life of never being treated well is the source of this tragedy, and the hateful people have pity, and Makinku's final crazy killing is more like a desperate cry.
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