For several days, the children of Lotus Dock did not dare to get close to me, I knew that my original temper was particularly fierce these days, what was not pleasing to the eye, what was wrong to do, I wanted to find Wei WuXian immediately: Why, why did he return Jin Dan to me why didn't he ask me if I wanted it? If the jianghu people all knew that the Jin Dan flowing in my body was Wei WuXian, how could I have strong spiritual power?
He gave me Jindan to repay his parenting kindness? Or is it because of the guilt of the destruction of the Lotus Dock? So later he saved Wen Shi also to repay the favor? So he said, "If you can't keep it, give it up!" This sentence has no psychological burden, because he gave jin dan to me, so he feels that he does not owe me? But what about his promises?
He promised his mother to protect me forever, and he promised his sister never to leave Lotus Dock. But he exchanged Jindan for me to fulfill his promise, and I was so vulnerable? What I have never wanted is to compare with you, nor do I want you to exchange your life for my future, all I want is that our brothers can always support each other together, and what I want is to make the Yunmeng Jiang clan lotus dock bigger and stronger through the efforts of the two of us, and to make everyone praise us as "Yunmeng Double Master". Unlike now, I am struggling to support alone, everyone knows that I am grumpy, poisonous tongue hurts people, who knows that this is just my armor, my real heart is fragile and inferior, so every time I see Wei Wuxian's confident eyes, intelligent wisdom, wanton smile, how envious I am, and how obsessed I am.
Suddenly a thunderstorm struck, and it was an unpeaceful night, and sure enough, in a few moments, Ah Ling broke in with the fairy: Uncle, hurry, hurry up and go to save Wei WuXian, he and Han Guangjun were imprisoned by the little uncle to the Guanyin Temple.
When I heard him talk about Wei WuXian and Lan Er together, my heart was a little tired: He is so capable, and he is protected by Han Guangjun, what do I need to do?
Ah Ling Dao: Uncle, really, this matter is very unusual, I saw that the Guanyin Temple has a boundary, so I was ready to climb over the wall to look at the inner courtyard, and found that many monks were carrying bows and arrows, and almost shot me, it was Wei WuXian who saved me.
Is the Temple of Guanyin so evil? It was originally the realm of cloud dreams, and it didn't hurt to look at it in the past. Arriving at the door of the Guanyin Temple, the fairy kept roaring, feeling a powerful hostility.
The cry of the fairy attracted the people inside, the courtyard door opened, why was it That Su Shi Ti sword attacked, were they restrained?
Su Shi's despicable behavior in the mass burial site has not yet settled the account with him, fiercely pulled out the purple electricity, Su Shi was hit by me and flew in, Ah Ling and the fairy rushed into the temple hall, I was searching for Wei WuXian's figure, slowly walked in, only to see him and Lan Er sitting tightly together, at this moment may be afraid of the fairy, hiding sideways behind Lan Er, Lan Er used his arm as a screen for him, dead to protect him, are they doing this for me to see? He was not afraid of the exorcism of demons and ghosts in his old ancestors, but he was afraid of dogs, did Lan Er already know his secrets and weaknesses? Is it that Lan Er will drive the dog for him in the future, so he will never need me again?
Only to see Jin Guangyao walk out from behind the Buddha statue and say: As soon as Lord Jiang Zong came in, his eyes looked over there, but what did he see?
Looking at Jin Guangyao's words and expressions, I knew that he didn't want to continue pretending, because of the relationship between Jinling before, we were still polite and polite between us, and there was a deal of discussion. But now, all his secrets were in the cloud dream, and he should have known that there was no need to pretend. If this is the case, let's solve it by force, and the breath that has been held in my heart for many days has nowhere to be used.
We have equal spiritual strength, maybe I am still a little higher, but it still takes a little time and opportunity to completely grasp him, and he sees that in a short period of time, he can't take me how to start stimulating me with words. He said whether I had taken any magic elixir, I don't know if it was my psychological weakness or his own speculation that Wei WuXian had exchanged Jin Dan for me.
I obviously knew that he was using the technique of attacking the heart, and his words could not be heard, and he could not go to his heart, but he could not help but go to his heart, because he said all my thoughts and thoughts, and he spied through it, which made me feel humiliated. As soon as the mind was distracted, the spiritual power dissipated a few points, and the blood in the heart was surging and it was too late to hurry up and adjust. Jin Guangyao injured me, but he didn't pursue it too much, as if there was something more important behind the Buddha statue, Lan Xichen told me: Lord Jiang Zong, hurry up and recuperate.
Wei WuXian Wen Lan er dao: "What about my casualness?" Did Wen Ning tell the story of changing Dan? Lan Er nodded, and Wei WuXian said, "I told him not to say it, and then asked Lan Er, that's how we left the Lotus Dock?" Lan Er did not make a sound.
I really couldn't listen to it, I couldn't care less about the serious injury, nor did I care about the severe situation between the enemy and me, so I rushed to Wei WuXian and said: How great are you, don't tell me if you change Jin Dan.........? Looking back now, I don't even know what I want to say or what I want to express. I just said the grievances, unwillingness, jealousy, and disappointment that haunted my mind every day for the days I knew the truth. I don't care if the words are good or not, I don't care if they insult my identity. I just want Wei WuXian to give me an explanation, where are the kindness you owe my parents and sisters, and the promises you made to me?
I saw Lan Er get up and try to stop me, Wei WuXian pressed his hand with his hand to soothe him, and Jin Ling hurriedly said: Han Guangjun, my uncle is injured.
Why am I afraid of Han Guangjun? If it weren't for him, would my Lotus Dock have been bloodied? The lives of so many children and my parents. Now that Wei WuXian was inseparable from him, Jin Zixuan followed his advice to pick up Wei WuXian and die. These accounts can be negotiated with Wen Shi, and they can also be asked for by Han Guangjun.
I already have no ideological baggage, I just want to vent the deepest pain in my heart, from the happiness of a happy family to the final solitude, using the most mean language to satirize Wei WuXian's perfidy, Wei WuXian finally softened, he looked into my eyes, helped me remove the tear marks, and said; I'm sorry.
But I know that what I want is not to be sorry, what I want is that we can go back to the beginning, or the best brothers, and still be able to stay together every day, and continue our dream of double ideals. But this "sorry" contains too much and too much, back to the past, sorry for my parents' advice, sorry for sister, sorry for Jinling, sorry for leaving me, sorry to continue to break my word in the future, can not go back to the past, can no longer have a brotherhood without a heart.
Hearing this, I know that I may lose him forever, and there may be intersections in the future, and I may still work hard for the other party, but if I want to go a little deeper and hope for a little more, there is no more extra position. That position has been occupied, it is the blue two who protected him everywhere 16 years ago, the blue two who has been looking for 16 years, and the blue two who can't leave no matter what the situation after 16 years.
I was powerless and said "I'm sorry" to Wei WuXian and Wei WuXian just smiled warmly, he said it didn't matter, it was as if he owed the Jiang family, let me not take it to heart, I knew that no matter how much I said it, I was powerless, and I couldn't go back to the past.
There was a scream from behind the Buddha statue, What Jin Guangyao dug up was actually explosives, it must have been that the things he buried were dropped by someone, and the injuries came out to treat the wounds, we rushed over to see, it turned out that inside was Nie Mingjue's body. And Jin Guangyao saw that his secret was revealed, and tied our hands fiercely, at this time, Lan Er saw the thousands of holes on Su Shi's body, and they began to question the cause of death of Qian Qidao who intercepted Andi Jin Zixuan 16 years ago. Jin Guangyao talked about his own life, so the truth of 16 years ago was dissected little by little, I really hate myself for being manipulated only as a pawn, I thought I was very powerful, I made the right choice, I didn't know that such a choice hurt himself and also harmed Wei Wuxian.
There was suddenly movement outside the door, only to see that Lan Sichai, a disciple of the Lan Clan, had been thrown in, and Wen Ning came over with Nie Mingjue's hegemony, which should have been controlled by the sword spirit. And Jin Guangyao actually took Ah Ling hostage. The sword spirit seemed to be able to find its enemy and went straight to Jin Guangyao, who pushed Ah Ling away. I don't know whether to use it as a target or to push Aling to a safe position. Wei WuXian and I both ran to Ah Ling to save him, seeing that the hegemonic control of Wen Ning came over, it was about to split down, Wei WuXian was anxious to say "Wen Qionglin" successfully awakened Wen Ning's consciousness, Wen Ning used his other hand to block the attack of the hegemon, my heart was very shocked, yes, if it were not for Wei WuXian shouting, I would have forgotten Wen Ning's words.
For so many years, in the open and in the dark, both I and the Jin family hated the Wen family to the bone, even if his sister and brother had kindness to us, when they were desperate, I did not help them, when they were frustrated, I did not speak for them, we prided ourselves on being a famous family, never been so magnanimous, not to mention a few days ago, I also whipped him fiercely.
Wei WuXian began to use the bamboo flute to control the Wraith Against the Overlord, thinking that his chen was still in my lock spirit bag, and the illusion came out to give it to him, he was obviously frightened, and then smiled in relief, concentrating on controlling the Overlord. Looking at the empty hand, in the end, even the last thought was abandoned. Between us, there was really no longer much to do with it. The overlord was suppressed by Wei WuXian with the Yin Tiger Charm. Everyone was checking the injury, Ah Ling was obviously frightened, half a day did not look back, we all looked to see if he was injured, but did not expect that Lan Xichen stabbed a sword into Jin Guangyao's heart socket, Jin Guangyao's face was full of disbelief but sad and indignant. Lan Xichen heard Nie Huaisang say: Be careful behind your back, and protect yourself in a hurry, but Jin Guangyao said that he did nothing, and that Nie Huaisang framed him.
This recent turmoil in the jianghu, behind the scenes, think about it again, Nie Huaisang's suspicion is the biggest, but what? I don't particularly care. From the beginning to the end, I only cared about the safety of Jinling, Wei WuXian could return, other jianghu grievances, I really did not want to participate, and I did not have the mind to fight with each other. I just want to live in a corner, and the years are safe.
In the end, Jin Guangyao was buried with Nie Mingjue under the Buddha statue in the Guanyin Temple, and we all fled outside the door to repair. Seeing that Wei WuXian was sorting out the dust of his clothes, I wanted to go over and ask him how? Were there any injuries? Did the battle just now cost too much effort?
But this kind of caring word does not seem to have appeared between us for many years, and we have always been fighting with each other. Even mutual loss will not be taken to heart is another kind of concern, but now mutual loss will be sensitive to whether the other party means something. Say what? How to say it? It seems that talking well together will become cautious.
Just at this moment, the children of various families poured in, and Wei WuXian would always be the shining light. Most of them surrounded him and asked for warmth, and he looked at me with helplessness and smiles on his face.
With comfort, with courtesy, with alienation.
Yes! Who wants to associate with a person who scolds him all the time and hurts himself. I stood under the old locust tree like this, watching him and Lan Er lead a donkey away together, which was the quiet good years that I most longed for but could never achieve.
Jin Ling ran out and asked, "Uncle, what about Wei WuXian?"
I said: Gone
Jin Ling said: Why don't you leave them behind?
I said: What do you keep them for? Say sorry, thank you, and then have dinner together?
Jin Ling squatted down in distress and said: Uncle, you are really boring, so you are not liked.
Yes, how can i expect someone like me who can't speak with a poisonous tongue to stay by my side forever.
The world already knows that the Jin Dan running in my body was cut by Wei WuXian to me, praising him for knowing the Grace Map, for the Jiang clan, for the Wen clan, he completed the great righteousness in his heart, hoeed and helped the weak.
And who knows that my Jindan was actually lost to save him? Maybe Wei WuXian guessed the reason for my loss, maybe he simply wanted to repay The Yun Mengjiang Clan, but so what, everything was over, there was no need to break through and understand what was right and wrong, I believe that everyone has their own answer in their hearts.
He hoped that Wei WuXian would henceforth live the happy rivers and lakes he wanted, and make the whole world his home. Cloud Dreams are no longer your shackles and cages. And you are no longer my obsession after all