Text/Heart Language
In the original book of "Camel Xiangzi", Xiangzi is full of hatred for tiger girls, and he describes tiger girls like this:
The thing with the red coat and tiger teeth; the thing that sucked people's semen; she was the monster who would take the pillow and play tricks with him, and he wished never to see her face again.
Ten years ago, seeing this, it would hurt Tiger Girl, she loved Shoko so much, she didn't hesitate to fall out with her father and marry him, and finally ended up dying in childbirth.
But Shoko has never loved her, he only likes the gentle and tender little Fuzi, for the tiger girl he called "things", he hates her, hates her big voice, dislikes her five-year-old and three-thick body, and does not have the appearance of a woman.
But ten years later, when I watched "Camel Xiangzi", I felt that Tiger Girl did not deserve sympathy, and she never loved Shoko. Her so-called love is full of calculations and desires. And love full of routines, where worthy of being called love.
In the middle of the night, when Shoko returned to the factory, she saw the lights in Tiger Girl's room. I also saw from the window that the tiger girl's face was rubbed with powder, and her lips were also smeared with rouge, which brought out some flattery. The clothes on his body were also changed into silk jackets and Qingyang single pants.
The rejuvenated Tiger Lady invites Shoko to drink, and Shoko finds that the table has already been laid out with wine dishes, a few unfamiliar white pears, a wine jug, three white porcelain wine cups, and a large plate of sauced chicken and other food.
Tiger Lady looked at Shoko tenderly and said, I have calculated with the bull card, and I know that you are coming.
Then he said that the old man had to delay my aunt for two or three days, and while saying that, he poured wine for Shoko.
Originally, Shoko didn't want to drink, he didn't want to have anything to do with the tiger girl, but he couldn't stand the tiger girl's excitement, so he leaned his head back and drank it.
When he finished drinking, he felt that something was wrong. He warned himself to be careful, but after three glasses of wine, he became bold. "He was extremely brave enough to catch a new experience and pleasure", and through drunkenness, he was with the tiger girl.
The next day, when Shoko pulled the car out of the house, he had time to think about last night's events, and he suddenly realized that Tiger Girl was no longer a girl, he had always respected her, but now he hated her more than the soldiers who bullied him.
He knew he was being calculated, he had never treated Tiger Girl as a woman, at best he was a friend, he thought she was old, ugly, powerful, and... Don't face.
He felt that tiger girls had ruined themselves, he had always considered himself a strong person, he had to be disciplined, in order to be worthy of his future wife, but now he had also become a person who stole women.
Shoko looked at her body and felt very ashamed. The little cool energy he had brought from the countryside was slept by the tiger girl, and he began to take the first step towards depravity.
Thinking about it, did Tiger Lady really calculate that Shoko would come that night, she put on makeup, and the room also had wine and dishes, how could she be waiting for Shoko wholeheartedly? Or is it any one... Think about it!
Tiger Girl is thirty-seven or eight years old, but she has not yet left the cabinet, and her body has long been slept. She wanted a man too hard to marry, too desperate to get rid of her father, who only called her a man. At this moment, she looked at Shoko, or any of the strong boys in the parking lot.
Where she has love for Shoko, some are just calculations, some are uses, and they are to satisfy her deep desires.
Shoko does not want to marry a tiger girl, does not want to carry this black cauldron, he wants to marry a girl who is innocent, and for this reason he has always been guarded like a jade. In order to hide from The Tiger Girl, he went to Mr. Cao's house to pull Bao Yue, and his meaning was very clear, he wanted to cut off the Tiger Girl twice.
He simply thought that this matter would fade with time, and he did not want to covet her money, and there was nothing to be sorry for cutting her off.
But who knew that Tiger Lady had actually found the door like a big black tower, and Shoko's face was red like a fire, and he knew that things were going to be bad.
"Hello, meat bun beat the dog, never look back!" This was the first thing Tiger Lady said when she saw Shoko in her characteristic big voice.
Then he pointed to his stomach in a soft tone and said, "I have it!" ”
Shoko was stupid, stunned, and her heart was blank.
At this time, the tiger girl had already planned, and she pinched Shoko's cowardly and fearful temperament, and commanded, "Hurry to the twenty-seven old man's birthday, you come here!" He wouldn't go down to relatives and find himself a son-in-law pulling a cart. So on his seventieth birthday, you recognize him as a dry father. In the future, when I talk about my body slowly, I will say that it is the species of the second treasurer who died, and anyway, people are dead, and they can't find out the truth. Wait for the old man to have no idea, and then slowly blow the wind, originally you are dry, and then be a son-in-law, push the boat along the water, not right! ”
You see, Tiger Lady has calculated everything well, not to mention Shoko, even her father is counted, such a person who uses any means to achieve the goal, can you say how much she loves Shoko, will she love anyone?
In the words of Tiger Girl, "I have to put a little thought into getting close to this impatient adult, or something big." I have to loosen it, tighten it, and at her age, it is really not easy to get such a treasure again. ”
She yelled at Shoko, "You can't find it, you don't bend your heart, I really hurt you, you don't know what to do." Flip the cow's neck with me, not yours. ”
At this time, Shoko thought that Tiger Girl was really pregnant with her own child, and although he hated Tiger Girl, he couldn't leave it cruelly. And he was also afraid that Tiger Girl would really "kill him", so under the threat and temptation of Tiger Girl, Shoko said reluctantly to Tiger Girl: "Twenty-seven see! ”
After saying that, he turned around and walked back, and at that moment Shoko saw the big white stone bridge next to him, "He really wanted to jump down at once, head down, smash the ice, sink down, and freeze in the ice like a dead fish!" ”
Xiangzi "married" Tiger Girl with such a tragic mood, but on the day of marriage, Xiangzi learned that Tiger Girl was not pregnant, she deceived Xiangzi, and used the lowest three methods to force Xiangzi to marry her.
Some people may say that this shows that tiger girls love Shoko. Yes, I thought so twenty years ago, but now that I think about it, if a person uses such a despicable means to love a person and force him to obey, is this true love? This is not love, this is control, it is bullying, selfishness at all costs to achieve an end.
Writer Zhang Xiaoxian said: The biggest flaw of a person is not selfishness and sentimentality, but paranoid to get a person.
Tiger Girl for Xiangzi, there is no way to say love, she wants obedience, is control, if this is love, it is too heavy, so that Xiangzi is like a shackle, there is no escape.
On the night of the wedding, Shoko realizes that Tiger Girl's pregnancy is fake, and is also joked that it is a "stupid thing, otherwise how can you follow me with a dead heart!" ”
In the laughter of the tiger girl, we heard her disdain for Shoko, she said, "What kind of person are you, what kind of person am I, I am stunned that I quarreled with my father, follow you, you are not thankful!" ”
This is Tiger Girl, and she has found Shoko, not because she loves him so much, but because he is honest enough and stupid enough to be at her mercy and toyed with by her. And I also feel that I am married to you, you should be satisfied, you should burn high incense and thank God.
This is just the beginning of Tiger Girl's strength, after marriage, she does not let Shoko go to pull the car, only let him accompany herself, take care of her, serve her, and intimidate him whenever there is any displeasure.
She's not looking for a husband, she's looking for a lover, she's looking for playthings, for caged birds, for lean cows. Pulling a cart is Shoko's livelihood, his ideal, but it is destroyed by her life.
What she wanted was to go with Xiangzi to bow her head to Liu Siye, and then go back to being the owner, eating and drinking spicy, and then being served by the strong Xiangzi.
In her bones, Tiger Girl never felt that Shoko and she were equal, she looked down on pulling cars for a living, and she was ashamed to be the wife of a coachman. Like her father, she is a selfish and self-talking person.
This is also the reason why when Tiger Lady found out that the people and factory had been sold by Liu Siye, she cried loudly. Her plan had failed, and she had to recognize herself as a coachman's mother-in-law, no different from the women in the courtyard.
At that moment, she regretted marrying Shoko. From beginning to end, she never loved Shoko, she only had desire for Shoko, but she never wanted to live a good life with him.
Kofukuko is Shoko and Tiger Girl's neighbor, who was once sold to an officer by her father and later abandoned. She was the only person in this courtyard who was willing to associate with Tiger Girl, first, because Tiger Girl felt that she had married an officer and was considered to be a person who had seen the world. The second is that tiger girls have a crazy enthusiasm for some unspeakable hidden things. For Xiao Fuzi, this is a ravage, but for tiger girls, it is enjoyment.
Tiger Lady hugged Xiao Fuzi and told her over and over again. She regards Xiaofuzi as the cutest, most enviable, and worthy of jealousy.
In order to save her two younger brothers, XiaoFuzi became a secret prostitute, and Tiger Lady borrowed clothes and a house, and she could earn some room fees while listening to the root of the wall.
Tiger Girl, this old girl who has not yet married until she is in her thirties, this old woman who is as strong as a man, she has an almost perverted pursuit of men and women, which is probably her original intention in designing Shoko, who can not only satisfy her desires, but also be at her mercy and enslaved by her.
This is not love, this is destruction!
Of course, Xiao Fuzi knew Tiger Girl's intentions, but for the sake of her two younger brothers, she had to be subject to Tiger Girl. After Tiger Girl became pregnant, she ran forward and ran eight times a day to buy her something and make food.
Tiger Girl herself is distressed about herself, the whole pregnancy is greedy and lazy to move, she spent every penny of the money Shoko earned, and there are all kinds of snacks piled up at home.
Tiger Girl is too old to pay attention to pregnancy, resulting in the child being too large and difficult to give birth. She was born for three days and three nights and could not be born, took the last remaining seven or eight yuan, and asked Shoko to ask the "Great Immortal", saying that as long as I was well, I would obediently live with you.
But in the end, the "Great Immortal" could not save the tiger girl, there was no money, and Shoko also gave up sending the tiger girl to the hospital, only saying: "Damn it!" ”
The book describes Shoko as follows, "Stupidity and cruelty are some of the phenomena here; so stupid, so cruel, but for another reason!" ”
Mr. Lao She had to admit that Xiangzi's final cruelty was also the reason why he was forced into a desperate situation by Tiger Girl. He had long wanted to escape from the control of the tiger girl and escape from such a life. The final ending of the tiger girl was not made by herself!
When she married Xiangzi, she had five hundred oceans in her hands, which was a huge amount of money for the common people, but she only wanted to enjoy, enjoy life, and enjoy Xiangzi's body. In the end, he spent all the money and hollowed out Shoko's body, ending up in childbirth and dying.
Tiger Lady married Xiangzi, never wanted to live a good life with him, she has always thought about how comfortable she is, she does not have the protection of Liu Siye, but still lives the original superior life, she does not love Xiangzi, just want to control him and enslave him. Her love carries too many conditions, and love with conditions is not love, but desire.