The loneliness of adults - the inner monologue

When I brushed the circle of friends today, I saw a passage - the loneliness that can only be experienced in the life of 30 years old, there is no dependence around, and the people around you are waiting for you to make a decision, and there is no object that can be described. Yes, there is still a month, 2021 is coming to an end, this year has happened too many things, no month is there are new changes, all the time change. This year's identity transformation has also been changing.

In his 30s, there was nothing to rely on. Relying on only yourself, you have to endure all the loneliness. The company is self-run, and all employees need to rely on you and rely on you to make decisions. Sometimes I also want to find someone to discuss, but no one can discuss with you, this may be that employees and bosses will never be on the united front, or it may be that their management level is not good, can not unify the thinking of employees. The loneliness of this is only known to oneself and no one understands.

Back home, the transformation of identity. He is the father of his daughter and the husband of his wife. The whole family things have to be decided by themselves, which is to feel that it is really happy to have someone to take care of you.

In the era of parents, they cannot provide help to their current selves, they can only report good news and do not report worries, and their parents do not worry about their greatest happiness.

Heroes are alone in their progress, until they succeed, until they reach their goals. You can't get off the bus in the middle of the way, you can't have failures in the middle, and the cost of failure is far greater than success. The cost of success is much smaller than the cost of failure. No one can understand, so go alone. Wish me luck