Dream of the Red Chamber Continued Text 44: Lin Daiyu left half a relic after her death, and Madame Wang was shocked and sad after seeing it, and finally could not help but shed tears.
When the news of Lin Daiyu's death came, Madame Wang was uneasy in her heart.
When they arrived at Lin Daiyu's house, everyone was already busy.
Her heart was in turmoil, and when she saw Lin Daiyu's half-baked manuscript of poetry, her heart fluctuated and her five tastes were mixed.
What was shocking was that Lin Daiyu really died, and died so pitifully.
After lin daiyu's father, Lin Ruhai, died, she sent it to the Rongguo Mansion for the second time, bringing back only paper, pencil and books. (Basis: The 16th time in "Dream of the Red Chamber", Dai Yu brought a lot of books, busied herself cleaning the bedroom, installing utensils, and distributing some paper and pencils and other things to Bao Chao, Yingchun, Bao Yu and others.) Living in Rongguo Mansion, eating, wearing, and living, every grass and tree is all on her own to help her plan the supply.
Lin Daiyu was born in the family of poetry books since childhood, and in this environment, she learned to use poetry books as a name.
Everyone threw in their lot and gave her care and affirmation to her life. Jia Zheng talked about Lin Daiyu's talent in front of her, and even some plaque inscriptions in the Grand View Garden, Lin Daiyu wrote that Jia Zheng would not change, and Jia Yuanchun would not change.
Many people think that Lin Daiyu is talented, but she knows that it is just a kind of love for Lin Daiyu.
With the admiration and recognition of everyone, Lin Daiyu went farther and farther on the "road of poetry and books", fell deeper and deeper, and gradually forgot that the essence of life is to live, there is no economic foundation, where there will be poetry and books heirlooms.
One step further in truth is a fallacy, and once a person falls into obsession, he is prone to problems.
If Lin Daiyu has a complete home, just like her mother Jia Min, who is not out of the cabinet, she does not have to live a life under the fence, and her poetry books are the icing on the cake, and the shining aura on Miss Qianjin's head.
Unfortunately, Lin Daiyu does not have this ideal environment, she insists on pursuing poetry books, the pursuit of perfect love in the spiritual world, in the end can only be a broken head, can only be burned to break the infatuation, accompanied by the flame of the poetry, so that life cools down little by little.
However, Madame Wang knew that although Lin Daiyu's death was her own choice, she was responsible.
Therefore, her mood at this time, just like the mood of Jin Jun'er after she fell into the well and died, was very frightened.
In the midst of trepidation, tears flowed silently.
In the midst of the crowd's hustle and bustle, no one felt her feelings.
Seeing that no one noticed her, Madame Wang had a dark joy in her heart.
As soon as Lin Daiyu entered the Rongguo Mansion, on the day she entered the mansion, she made it clear to Lin Daiyu not to go near Baoyu. (Basis: The 3rd time in "Dream of the Red Chamber", Madame Wang said to Lin Daiyu: "I have a evil root, the 'Mixed World Demon King' in the family, and today because I still want to go in the temple, I haven't returned, and you will know it when you see it at night.") You just don't want to pay attention to him later, and you sisters don't dare to mess with him. ”）
Later, as she grew older, Baoyu reached the age of marriage, and she asked her daughter Jia Yuanchun to imply that Baoyu's future wife was Baochao by rewarding the Dragon Boat Festival.
Jia Mu did not agree with this, and when she played the Ping An Gong in the Qing Void Temple, she first said that Bao Yu's age was too young to marry his wife; later, she said that she implied that Shi Xiangyun also had a golden qilin and misinterpreted Jia Yuanchun's meaning.
Jia Mu is a mother-in-law, she is a daughter-in-law, so she can not oppose, can only resist secretly.
She first semi-openly chose to attack people as "room people", and then after taking away Qingwen, she pointed out her own arrangements.
All she did was to tell Lin Daiyu, and Lin Daiyu's supporters, that her favorite daughter-in-law was Xue Baochao (basis: Qing is Daiying, attacking is Vice President)
In this process, she was deliberate, and Baoyu had a special love for Lin Daiyu and never forgot it.
Xue Baochao had told himself that the two of them had peeked at the forbidden books; the Yahuan had told themselves that the two of them often had long talks together...
Now, Lin Daiyu is dead, and before she died, she put the love poems she wrote in the fire and burned them, which profoundly showed her determination with Baoyu, made her attitude clear, and let Baoyu die for her.
Lin Daiyu sacrificed herself to complete the marriage of Baoyu and Baochao. She had heard others say that there was such love in the books, and now she somewhat believed it.
Thinking that BaoChao and Baoyu could live with peace of mind, thinking that she had a daughter-in-law like Baochao, and thinking that she would never bother with Lin Daiyu's problem again, her heart burst with joy.
However, this short-lived joy was soon diluted by the cries of the crowd.
If ordinary people want to live thoroughly, there are two places they can go to often. One is the prison, where the preciousness of freedom can be felt; the other is the cemetery, where the preciousness of life can be felt.
Madame Wang is actually not free.
For many years, the daughter-in-law can survive to become a wife, and this truth of life has not been realized in her.
Jia Mu lived healthily, and no matter how old she was, she was also a daughter-in-law. The daughter-in-law is always unfree in front of her mother-in-law. So in front of Jia Mu, no matter how many children and grandchildren were present, she had to follow the rules, and eventually she lived to become a wooden person (basis: "Dream of the Red Chamber", the 34th time, Xue Baochao flattered Jia Mu, Jia Mu said: "I am old now, there is still something there." On that day, I was as old as Brother Feng, and I was better than him. Although she is not as good as us now, she is even better, far stronger than your aunt. Your aunt is pitiful, does not speak much, is like wood, and is not very good in front of her in-laws. ）
More importantly, Jia Fu at this time was also unfree.
The Zhen family in Jiangnan was raided, and jia fu was also doomed. (Basis: In the 74th episode of "Dream of the Red Chamber", when Jia Tanchun inspected the Grand View Garden at night, he clearly said: "Don't be busy, naturally there are even days when you copied it!") You didn't talk about the Zhen family when you got up this morning, and you did a good job of raiding your own home, and sure enough, you really copied it today. We're coming too. In this ordeal, action is free, but the mind is bound.
Fate has been predestined, and no one can return to heaven.
When the people wept bitterly, they were "borrowing other people's spiritual halls to cry out for their own trepidation." (Basis: The 33rd time in the Dream of the Red Chamber, after Jia Zheng beat Baoyu, she cried and shouted the name of her eldest son Jia Zhu, and others could not help but cry bitterly. ）
The collapse of adults, the depression in the heart, finally collapsed in an instant.
Madame Wang thought of her fate, thought of the imminent decline of Jia Fu, and did not feel the sorrow coming from it, so, in the cry of the crowd, she finally couldn't help it, whimpering and crying, and soon she was in tears.
Soon, inside and outside the Rongguo Mansion, there was a lot of crying.
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